A DAY WITH ME | ZOE RAE

Good morning, good morning, good morning.

Really wish you were balanced on that.

Let me put you here.Good morning.How are we all doing?Welcome back to another video.I'm in a fantastic mood.And do you want to know why I'm in a fantastic mood?

Because my alarm went at 6 a .m.this morning.I'm going to be honest, when it went off at that time, I thought, no, I'm not in a fantastic mood.And then I ran at half six with Fern.We did 7k, just over 7k, finished, got a coffee, walked the dog.

And I just feel like Why do I not do that every morning?Why do I just not get up at that time and get it out of the way?I'll be honest though, I did find the run so hard, like way harder than I've probably found a run for a very long time.Like it was a, no, it was a little bit fast.No, it was a comfortable pace for me.There was a couple of hills and I just feel like now my legs are shot to pieces, but it's now nine o 'clock.

I've done so many errands this morning and I'm going to make some breakfast.I'm going to show you the breakfast that I made.I have really, really been enjoying recently.It's not my smoothie bowl.It's what I have when it's a little bit cooler.My smoothie bowl is great for like super hot mornings and super hot days, but it is a bit, it's still not cold.

Like I was in a sports bra and shorts and I ran this morning.It's not cold, but it's definitely more porridge weather.So I'm going to make some porridge and I'm going to show you how I make my porridge because I need to put you onto something.Scales because I do like to weigh out everything properly.Also a measuring jug because you have to get the consistency right with porridge otherwise it's just, it's, it's not the one.Let's pop that on there.

I need to fill my oats jar up.That's empty.I love this little, um, breakfast cupboard, you know, it brings me so much joy.Right, so I've got, I might empty those ones out because I don't know how many are in there.I'm gonna top this up first.So I do...

Danny, are you having porridge or no?no okay um so I'm gonna do it says 40 grams of porridge per person but I just do 50 because I have a bigger appetite than the normal person and to be honest sometimes even 50 I'm gonna do 60.60 grams of um these jumbo oats these are the best oats by the way if you're struggling with making a porridge you need to make sure you get jumbo oats just like they're much bigger and just tastes way nicer.Let me just fill this up real quick.I don't always do this, but I will pop a scoop of collagen powder in it.This is just one I use from Glowa.

Teaspoons of that in.Liquid -wise, I do...The date's today.Is this still in date?Yeah, just.I do 100ml of milk and then 100ml of water.

I think sometimes I do a little bit more, but it's just like that's roughly what I do.It's so easy to remember.200 ml liquid with your 40 grams of oats.So I'm going to do a little bit more because I've got 60 grams.And then 100 ml of water.Doesn't need long on the hob at all.

Literally like less than five minutes to be honest.Then the magic ingredient, the special ingredient that I have only just discovered.Well guys, I can't explain to you how nice this protein powder is i hate bounty right like i have actually i don't think i've ever really eaten a bounty like a bounty chocolate if you get a bag if you get a box of celebrations it's always the one i'm not eating that and a snickers i hate snickers as well umbut yeah, like, you know, when you rank like your favorite celebrations to your least favorite celebrations, this is like second from last Snickers at the bottom and then bounty.However, Danny made me sniff this the other day to just to have a sniff and smell incredible.And I put a scoop of it in my porridge and I cannot tell you how nice it was.

Like I think about it all the time.It's like, I can smell it in my nose, in my nostrils, even when, I'm not having it.Like I want it all the time.It's so, so, so, so nice.What surprised me as well is I thought it was going to be like a white, um, like a white protein powder.It's actually, I think that's probably why I like it.

It's more like a chocolate looking flavor, which I didn't expect to be honest.I really did think it was just going to be like a, yeah, like a white coconut -y one, but it's not coconut -y.I'm not the biggest lover of coconut.And I think that's why I like it.It's just, it's so good.I really recommend you trying it.

And I, you know, don't scream and shout about any proteins, but this, so, so good.And then what I do as well is I put some frozen raspberries and frozen blueberries, that's always my fruit of choice, and I'm going to make porridge.Another supplement that I am enjoying at the minute, these, I mean I've enjoyed these for such a long time, but I have these Vida Glow sachets, collagen shots, just again, collagen lover me, so I have one of these.And I think because they're up there and I see them, I'm more inclined to take them.And they actually taste really nice.Do love dates.

you guys have been around for a while you know that I do love a date.Yeah I've got a nice chill day today I've got quite a bit of work to do this morning which I'm going to do after I've had breakfast.I feel like I either pick my camera up on days where I'm really quiet or days where I'm really busy and like out and about and doing stuff but days that I like to vlog at home I like to vlog and days where I'monly just have a little bit of work on it's so funny with with this job i guess like you can go from having kind of like nothing more like no real plans like a super chill day filming organic content blah blah blah and then all of a sudden like fran my manager could message me and be like oh this brand needs this this brand needs this this brand needs this and then you go from having a quiet day to like the possibly busiest day ever it's my porridge all cooked.So what I'm gonna do now is just add one big dollop.This is gorgeous.

Oh, I feel like I could smell it all day.

It's so nice, honestly.

And then I feel like this bit's really satisfying, like mixing it all together and watching it turn into like a chocolate -looking porridge instead of a normal porridge.

So good.Gonna chuck these dates on.

Frozen raspberries.I love how these melt into it as well.It's so nice.Some blueberries.And then, not always, but sometimes I do like to add just a drizzle of honey.This is my breakfast that I've been thoroughly thoroughly enjoying at the minute mix it all together and it all melts So good and the flavor of that bounty protein.

I can't tell you guys Guys, even when I have my breakfast, I feel like I need to be sat down watching something on YouTube and it is always I'm gonna be honest 99 % of the time Anastasia Kingsworth like there is something about her vlogs.I just find it so comforting and I find it so weird that like I think a few of you have said that I'm that Youtuber for you guys that you just put me on when you just need like a comfort vlog which I think so lovely But she for me is just I don't know what it is I was I'm just obsessed with that videos and I just find them so relaxing and like I just love itthem on when I'm eating and I think she's super engaging and yeah, I just really love her videos and she's a really lovely girl as well, so.I think the rate she puts out videos as well, like I need to be more like her.She does incredible, I don't know how she does it.I think she has an editor to be fair, Callum, her friend.

He also messaged me as well actually, asking if I ever needed an editor, which is so like, it's so frustrating because I actually feel like I would really benefit from an editor and it would help me get videos out more but I'm just a bit of a control freak when it comes to editing and I feel like I'm always messing up like off camera that I could never send that raw footage to someone to edit they'd be like oh is this girl alright she literally can't talk she keeps bumping on her words that is so me yeah I'm gonna enjoy my breakfast watch some Anastasia and we'll catch up in a bit Hi Josh, I've no clothes on.Can't turn the camera around basically guys.When the weather's a bit warmer, some of you probably find the same as I know a lot of other people do, but we get flies.We have quite a lot of flies.We've always got the doors and windows open and we do seem to acquire a few flies in the house.So Danny, Took it upon himself to buy this fly catcherite.

How many flies has it caught?

Confirmed.Confirmed kills.

Zero.And there's still flies flying nearby it, flying around it.But you said it had really good reviews though.

It had great reviews.

So where's all the flies?That's what I don't understand.

I think the flies have adapted.

How is that going to catch flies?I don't get it.And it's such an eyesore.Look how ugly that is.But they're everywhere.Not everywhere.

To be fair, there's not that many this morning.There's normally at least like two, three in the kitchen, isn't there?

There's probably a section as well if you ask them.A section?

What's that, 12?That's too many.

There was like... 80 said.

No, not a section.There was a fire team.

A fire team?

Yeah, there was a fire team as well.You've chosen that.

There was four over there, four over here.

Also, whilst I'm here,I got something yesterday.I'm very lucky that any gifting that I get very kindly comes to me without all the cardboard.It basically gets sent to, the gifting gets sent to somewhere else because obviously I don't really want to be giving out my home address and stuff to everyone and we get rid of the cardboard.It's incredible, it's really, really great.To be honest, Alan, to be honest, we would actually have to be doing daily skip trips with the amount of stuff that we get.

If we got all the cardboard that came with all the gifting, we'd have to get a skip outside the house permanently, I think.Don't you?

Yeah.

Or like all the orders, Amazon orders, and you know, all the little bits of...

We'd be driving to the recycling centre every day.We would, yeah.And that's not good for the global footprint, is it?It's not, no.

So really, thinking of everyone um yeah the bits that i got delivered yesterday are some bits i've not tried before um i've got this serum from drunk elephant which what is oh one sock an odd sock um oh okay oh it's like a reusable pot thing what's going on here this you have to mix it tap to loosen the powder slowly pour liquid into the powder screw pump on tightly and wipe clean shake until powder is dissolved What's going on?Anyway, I'll do that when I go upstairs because I have used the Glow Drops from Junk Elephant before which I really, really like.They are so beautiful.So I'll sort this out.Basically, it's like powder and this.I've never seen this before.

And I think what's in here?Right, so this is the liquid and I think you mix these two together and then this goes back in here.Right, okay, that's fine, I can do that.And then I got a gorgeous parcel from earlier Henrikson.Supposedly pronounced Ula Henriksen, but I just can't bring myself to say Ula Henriksen.Like I'm sure it's Ula Henriksen.

It's definitely not.And it makes my day when things like this arrive in a clear like wash bag.These wash bags, I love them so much.This is from Space NK.I think you can get like loads of different sizes of these.I always see people on Instagram and TikTok like getting these wash bags and filling them for their car and stuff and just filling them in general.

And I think this is a really good travel one.I love it when you can see what's in there.So in this we got a B5 Boost solid foaming cleanser.I love trying different cleansers, especially now my skin is cleared up.I do feel like I can experiment with my skincare a lot more and like experiment with different cleansers and I don't feel so on edge about trying new things.This Strength Trainer Peptide Moisturiser Booster thing I have.

used before and it's really good I love it definitely feels like your like skin is tightening in a way and then this I've not tried before silk foliant daily try acid smoothing toner okay interesting I'm not I don't love a toner I will try it and I will use it but I always think like what's the point in toning I don't really understand that step in your skincare routine um so it's not something I always tend to do but we'll give it a go and then very excitingly I've got a Charlotte Tilbury box.I feel like these boxes are some of the most exciting boxes you can receive to be quite honest.So in here we have my favourite magic cream.Ilove, love this magic cream.I will put anyone onto it.

I do think, yes, it is slightly on the pricier side, but like for a present or a gift or, you know, if you wanted to treat someone, I think like this cream is just so, so beautiful.We've got a mascara.I'm actually going to get properly ready today.Like maybe even put a bit of makeup on.So I might try some of these bits in here.I've got a mascara.

Airbrush flawless foundation.Now this is interesting because I Use the flawless filter from Charlotte Tilbury.I've never actually used the foundation.So I'm really Intrigued to try this because I do love the flawless filter but I think I love that because it's not really heavy on your skin like it is more of like a I don't know.It's not a foundation.I don't think it's more just like a glowy Tint to your skin like not really loads of coverage on it, which again with my skin being okay at the minute I actually quite like setting spray, I love this setting spray, it's so good.

This powder I am really pleased I bought this because I'm actually running low on the one that I've got and that's the one like, say I'm going on a day out or a night out with my friends, this is the powder that I put in my bag with just like a little powder puff in case I get a little bit sweaty or oily or stuff.Really good one.And then we've got a lip liner in the shade Pillow Talk, gorgeous.And also a lipstick in the shade Pillow Talk.So those are the bits I got from Charlotte Tilbury, which I'm so, so excited to try some of those bits.I'm definitely, yeah, I think I'm going to go get a shower because I've not showered since my run yet.

And we can get ready together for the day.

I am really confused about this.I want a liquid serum base.Right, hold on.Right, that's going to overflow.I don't know if I've done this right, guys.What the hell?

currently sifting through loads of people that want to take part in tomorrow's event.

Oh yeah, Danny's got a 12 hour event tomorrow guys, it's like, what time does it start?7?

7am.

7am till 7pm, like, moving for 12 hours.So pourSo pour liquid into the powder, screw pump on tightly and wipe clean.In the morning, apply one pump to a clean dry face or mix it into your daily drunk elephant skincare smoothie.Don't forget to top it off with sunscreen.I'll show you that.

Just need to be a bit more vigorous with the shaking.Let's go and shower and get ready for the day, shall we?I'm trying to put you somewhere so I don't show you my new dressing table area because I really want to do like a proper like reveal a bit I don't know whether to like I haven't properly got everything out it was only really finished like less than a couple of weeks ago and I've done half of it like I've laid half the stuff out just not this side that I'm looking at now and I don't know whether to do that with you guys but I want it to look like all done and stuff before I show you it is so nice it's literally my dream dream dressing table area I'm so happy with it like so over the moon with it But yeah, I'll show you that maybe later today or in the next vlog.I'm going to get ready.I'm just going to run this By Babes Brow Enhancing Serum through my brows because I put some tint in my brows the other day so they're not actually too bad.I just like to, I feel like this is really good, like it actually gets a load of, a load of product on it.

Whereas like some other brow serums that I've used, there's this one that I actually got recommended from my brow artist but like i feel like i can never get enough product on it like it always just feels like the bottle's empty but it's this i feel like my brows now actually have moisture on it and they're kind of in place that was so close i'm so sorry it's so funny i always say yeah i'm gonna wear makeup like i want to wear makeup today i don't want to wear makeup today i actually really don't want to wear makeup and like who would i remember who would i be wearing makeup for you guys and you guys don't really mind what i will do is i'm quitetinted moisturiser, I think.Classic, classic me.This is my go -to tinted moisturiser at the minute.It gives me such a nice colour.Someone said to me the other day, they were like, oh my god, you look so tanned.

I was like, it's just this.I do think this is maybe going to be a touch too dark for me soon.I don't even know what shade it is.It's the L 'Oreal Paris Daily Fluid Tinted Glow.What shade is this?Surely this isn't just one shade.

No, surely.

Anyway, it does give me a lovely, lovely colour.

I don't know why I put it on like this, because I always give myself anxiety that it's going to drop on the carpet.I do love it in my hand.I'm going to go to town in a bit with Danny because he needs to get a suit for something we've got this weekend.We're actually going back up to Catterick, back up to where we used to live, like Richmond and stuff, in the little town Scotland that we used to live in.Oh, back like when I first started vlogging.Yeah, because he's got like a big parade thing with his old regiment and stuff.

So I think it's going to be really, really lovely.We've got that all day on Saturday night.I'm just going to wash my hands.I'm looking forward to going, I'm just going to pop this on whilst I do my makeup.I'm looking forward to going back, but I also like, you know when you, like I do have loads of really happy memories from the army, but I also have some like really bad memories and like times that are just like not good for me and times where like, you know, I wasn't happy and it wasn't a good place for me to be.So I just, I just feel like driving back through Castrick is going to be like, oh my god, this is so weird.

And it was so, like, so bizarre.I'm sure it'll be fine.And I'm looking forward to it, like, looking forward to what we're actually doing out there.Oh, this is the one I was talking about.this serum.Like, I always buy it new and I'm like, I just can't get anything out of it, so I'm just probably not going to use that again.

Oh, here it is.Let's put a little bit of concealer on.I do have a couple of blemishes, actually.

Literally all the concealer I put on.I mean, I should probably put a little bit more on, that was a bit pathetic.

I've got to really get organised, I can't find anything that I want.Where's that brush gone now?What is going on, guys?

Oh, it's because I went away and I've put all stuff everywhere else.

I've smushed this concealer in.I don't know whether to this weekend basically we've got like a day parade thing And then like I don't know if we're going to the evening thing I think we might be so like I need like a really formal dress and There is a couple of dresses here that I could use but they're a bit like a bit much You know like a bit OTT for a military event like a bit dressy a bit a bit like oh everyone look at me and i definitely don't want to be like everyone look at me like i just want to blend in but also have a nice dress does that make sense um i'm just going to pop on some of this made by mitchell contour not me doing full beat this is my this is my extent of a full beat oh i feel like that's not going on that nicely today is it the light also um where my dressing table is unfortunately like there was no other way we could do it but it doesn't face the light which It's a little bit sad.However, we put really, really good backlit mirror in front of me.And I do think like you can kind of see here like the light is okay.It's just daylight so much better, isn't it?Like even sometimes since this has been built, I've been taking my makeup over to the window to do it there.

But like, it's just a nice place I can sit and chat like I can do my hair like I really needed a place to start being able to do my hair.

And then I might use some of that Charlotte Tilbury mascara, shall I?

The only thing is, is I actuallylove black mascara.The mascara that I use at the minute is this Benefit one, and it's brown.I just really, really enjoy a brown mascara.But let's give it a go.I'm not opposed to trying.

I don't know about mascara on me, guys.I wish wish wish actually this is really quite good I wish that my brows and lashes looked like they do when I first get them done like when I first get them laminated like when I went to Rhodes with Danny my brows and lashes I just made me feel so confident like I just had them laminated I just had um LVL and it made me feel so confident it kind of does make me think like someone actually commented on this on a real of mine the other day but then deleted it um just like They were like, you should get lip filler and you should get some lash extensions and you'd look so much better.And whatever about the lip filler, like, nah, it's not even better than either of that.But I do sometimes think like, should I get lash extensions or like, just like a set of lashes?Because I did feel so confident when I had LVL and I don't know, I just think it might look quite nice.This one that I got from MAC, do you remember when I went to MAC and that lady did some makeup for me?

To be honest, I don't actually love it.It's a little bit I don't know, I don't know why I don't love it.It's okay, I don't know if it's a bit too pinky for me.And then just pop on some, I do like this Bobbi Brown, it's like a lip balm, but like a tinted lip balm.It's really nice and hydrating, not loads of colour to it.Okay, you're in such bad light in there.

And I think what I'm gonna do is just run my Bondi Boost through my hair just to give it a little bit of...something.Okay, that is my hair.Crazy, crazy, crazy post Bondi Boost.Let's give a big brush out because that is cray cray.I literally just brush it out until there's like kind of nothing left to be honest.

Oh, I don't feel like I've done a good job.I literally did that in about three minutes.You can probably kind of tell.Why is it going so frizzy?It's because it's a little bit dirty.Let's put some dry shampoo through it.

Oh, I love this living proof.Dry shampoo, so good, really really does the job.Right, perfume, oh my god this light is really not good but like once you're actually in properly in front of my mirror it'll be better, it's just I don't want to show you behind me yet.I've laid out all my perfumes as well, they look so nice but the one I'm going to wear today is Vanilla Bur from Memory.This smell, I really rarely get complimented on smells.But this is the only one that seems to really get compliments for me.

Like even when I wear like my Louis Vuitton, I mean Louis Vuitton to be fair does get compliments, but like there's so many perfumes that I wear and I'm never someone that people say, Oh my God, you smell nice.Except when I'm wearing Vanilla Bar.Um, and I've got it in a mini as well and I take it everywhere with me.It's so nice.My favorite as well.Yeah.

I'm going to head downstairs and I think what I'm going to do is Danny needs to go get this suit from town.So I'm going to, I'm going to go with him because our media wall got filled yesterday with like all the decorative bits and there's two photo frames that need filling so I'm going to go and fill the photo frames and I'm going to go to Boots and find some pictures that I want to print off.We had decided to come to the Trafford Centre.Since we moved the Trafford Centre is literally less than 20 minutes away from us which is so mad like I always think of the Trafford Centre as being quite far away but I put it in the map just to see which way it was going to take me.It said 18 minutes from our house which I thought was really quite good so we've come here because Danny needs to find a suit and he doesn't trust megoing to next where we live and there being one for him.

Um, he's also informed me that the dress code for Saturday, I've got like to wear something in the day and something in the evening, both quite smart.And I don't actually have anything that's even remotely appropriate, especially for the evening.So I'm going to have to get my shopping head on and try and find an outfit for the evening.Um, But it seems fairly quiet today at Trafford Centre, which is weird considering it's the school holidays as well.

So hopefully we can get done what we need to get done.Need a coffee as well.

OK, I've come to Pret and grabbed an iced latte.Danny's got his goods.And you're going to go.I think we're going to go separate ways because we actually are both on a mission today.A croissant is nice, yeah.We might actually, in a couple of hours, get some lunch as well.

Yeah.OK, well you go look for your suit and I'll go look for a dress.It's lunchtime in the Trafford Centre, so there's only one place that Danny and I come to.And there's only one meal that I get, and that is a chicken ramen from Wagamama's.We also got these, like, corn on the cob, like, sweet corn skewer things as a side.And we've had them before and I don't remember them being spicy, but they are so spicy.

Like, I literally just licked one, licked my finger, you know.Is it spicy for you?

Yeah.

Is it?If it's spicy for Danny, then it's definitely spicy.Yeah, I just get the grilled chicken ramen and add a little bit of chili oil myself.Good evening, it's been a few hours since I spoke to you last week, I think it was at Trafford Centre, but I don't vlog much.

I'm down, into bed, into bed.

Hey, good boy.I just wanted to show you a couple of bits that I did pick up at the Trafford Centre.I'm just making my dinner as well, I'm not really making anything.I'm basically cooking some pasta and then I'm just going to reheat some bolognese that I made yesterday.But I did pick up a few bits, I didn't reallyto get a long evening dress for Danny's like work event on Saturday night so I've had to last -minute order some bits on ASOS to try on so I've ordered like four black dresses because it's like quite formal the stuff that Like the attire is quite formal for the evening but I did get a couple of day outfits which I do quite like and a couple of other bits.

I actually went into Sephora which is so rogue for me.I've been to Sephora once in my life and walked out empty -handed so the fact that I actually walked out with stuff I'm going to show you what I got.I did pick up this bag from H &M.I always see this.It was £32 .99 which I think is quite expensive for H &M but I really really like it.I'm really Oh no, it's a bit dirty.

It's dirty.Not obviously, I guess.Yeah, I just really like it and I feel like I'll get a lot of use out of this.I bought this to go with my potential outfit.I have some beige, like chino -y, kind of jean -y trousers that I'm thinking of wearing in the day.And I also got this top if I'm going to wear that outfit.

This is more like the safe option.I got this top to I wasn't sure but I tried it on it was really flattering like the shoulders come out quite wide and It's got like this side bit with these brown kind of like beads and a gap here It was actually so nice on and I thought this with the bag quite nice and I picked up some earrings That was from Zara by the way.Let me go back to H &M, I picked up some earrings from H &M as well that I thought I could wear in the day which is like a brownie like quite a statement one, would go nicely with that bag and I don't really have anynice brown sunglasses, so I just picked up these ones from Mango.They were quite cute.And then the outfit I'm hoping to wear, I'm hoping is appropriate.

Not appropriate, but like if it's not too cold, I will definitely wear this.I saw this hanging up in Zara, and I wasn't sure, and then I tried it on and I actually really, really liked it.So it's this blue, kind of like a shirt, I would say.It's like cinched at the waist, and it's like, quite like smart material if that makes sense like office material but it actually came with these shorts which actually look really short in real life but like when I tried them on they're not short at all so I just thought this with the blue shirt a nice little hair moment my brown bag I've got some brown like crocheted flats similar to this that I've ordered from ASOS, the brown sunglasses and the brown earrings.I thought that could be quite nice.I had a vision, you know, so let's take that vision phase off.

And then from Sephora, very excitingly, I picked up my first ever items from Rode.Now, The only thing is they were out of stock in so many shades and in the shades that I kind of wanted but I just I really wanted to try them and I feel like I can kind of make any shade work.So I did pick up the glazing milk because believe it or not I have not tried this which is so mad because I feel like I see every single mum and their dog and cousin and sister half -removed talk about this glazing milk.So I did just pick up a little mini.Oh that is really quite mini.Guys, I think this was like £20.

It's so small.But it's a good travel size.I don't even know, like, you just pour it on your hand and you'll see everyone using this.And then is it like a moisturiser?Oh, oh my God, that does feel so nice.Wow.

I feel like this has been used though.I feel like it's meant to come with something on the top, no?So yeah, I got this glazing milk to try, which I'm really excited to use.And then I also got highlight, like the highlight stick.This was, again, in quite a light shade, but it was really highlighted.Should we just try it?

So again, kind of similar, but like, oh my god, it's really pinky.Oh no, it's nice.I don't know if you can see.Probably not at all in there, but it just gives like a nice shimmer and I feel like that on your cheeks would be so nice.So I got that.And then the last product I got was this pocket blush.

Again, probably in the wrong shade.Nevermind.I just was getting impatient and I really wanted to try.I like it's such a cute size as well.Cute little handbag size.Oh no, it doesn't look that, like that light.

I thought it was really light.Oh, that comes out really easy.I just heard really good things and it's meant to blend quite nicely.I mean, It's not blending that nice.And I'll give it all a good bash tomorrow.I'm excited to try.

That can go in the bin.That can go in the bin.Yeah, this glazing milk I've been really, really looking forward to trying for a while now.So I'm glad I've got my hands on that.I'm going to check to see if my pasta's ready.Danny, do you want me to cook you anything carb loading wise?

Do you need me to cook you like a big bowl of pasta, a big tupperware pasta?

Are you sure now?Positive.Positive.

OK.Danny's leaving the house at 4 a .m.

tomorrow.Also, by the way, no judgment of this Bolognese I'm about to show you.

I don't even know if I would call it a Bolognese, to be honest.It was one of those where it was like, don't really have much in the house.Just gonna bang everything I do have in a saucepan.I mean, it is a bolognese except there's pepper in it and sweetcorn, but I like the sweetcorn in my bolognese.And what else did I put in?I put carrots in it.

Carrots don't go in bolognese either.Bring you over here.Just plating up some pasta.Oh, and now you appear here, eh?This was the remainder of our dinner last night.

Hello, darling.You okay?Aesthetic as ever.

So then, got some parmesan.I don't really have parmesan in the house to be honest.Let's move that onto mine.But, um, just fancy doing it.So yeah, Danny's on a big, big carb load for his 12 hour event tomorrow.I think he's just eaten, about to eat again in a minute.

Come on, out you come.Thank you.

Gosh, that just came out well slow.I'm going to go and eat this in the garden I think.We've literally been having dinner in the garden every Every single day since we've had our furniture put up there and it's been so nice See there's a fly go in the fly capture.What is going on?You are such a good boy, aren't you?Are you the bestest boy?

Do you want a bit of pasta?Because you've waited so patiently and nicely.

Oh Lovely.Good morning guys.

Hello.Hello.It is a long time later and I am just coming on here to I guess I apologize for my lack of consistency at the minute on YouTube.Um, I have no excuse for it.I'm going to be honest.I think I found myself in a little bit of a rut with YouTube.

I am.unsure what people want to see I'm unsure what I want to be putting out and it's just really thrown me I've never ever had this ever since I've started YouTube I also think I've had so much other work on that it's kind of just taken the backseat normally YouTube is my priority it's the thing I focus on most in the week it's the thing I it's the thing I like 100 % want to get out every Sunday I also honestly this is so like what is it type what is the type something type a or b or where you've just got 101 thoughts running through your head i have loads of like other ideas i want to do and other little like business ideas and things i want to start and things i want to do and i'm just like oh my god like i how does how do we decide what path our life goes in you know maybe i'm just overthinking like it's really not that deep guys also it's 20 past seven i'm having a bowl of cereal i was up with the dog at half six he did a wee in the room which is great we're at my mum's currently by the way and it's just an overstimulating place because my mum has a dog she has a cat we were here yesterday for a barbecue there was like 10 people here and i think it was my fault i think i just didn't take him out for wee late enough last night yeah this is just me coming on to say my momentary lapse in posting weekly see ya gone bye bye we're not doing that anymore i also feel like i feel like i look a little bit odd this morning this is my mum's t -shirt i slept in it last night because i didn't have any pajamas these are some new sunnies that i got actually um i do really like them i've got them in white as well i just think i look a bit funny this morning they're from a place called rendezvous i just think they were quite cute do you want to just chill he doesn't know how to chill here at all ow ow ow ow ow that's my foot oh it's got really sharp nails lie down into bed into bed oh dear what do you like this was this was nothing this was just me coming on to say i'm really sorry i'm about to weekly posting yeah thank you so much for watching guys i love you all very muchI'll see you next week for another video bye