A Week In My Life (Post Birthday Depression)

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Good morning everyone. If you are wondering why Tara looks like shit, it's cuz Tara feels like shit We are about five days out from my birthday and about two days ago I started to feel a tickle of my throat now Most of you guys know this about me being sick is my literal biggest fear in the world I fucking hate it But of course when you throw like a huge party and you hug everyone one person is bound to be sick and I caught it

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I caught the sickness. I don't know. I think it's just a regular cold because I tested for COVID. I tested for flu A. I tested for flu B and it hasn't hit me that bad yet. I just feel like it's gonna get worse throughout the week but so far it just seems to be like a regular old cold but I'm just I hate being sick and I find it more be more of a nuisance than most people because I like to work I like to go out with my friends and we're in the middle of fucking summer and I'm congested now It's not like to the point right now where I can't handle it I can especially because Madeline RG suggested me this honey. This honey was a hundred ten dollars

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Is that expensive for honey? It's fucking ridiculous I'm fully aware, but she said it cured her and I will do anything to be cured right now Like that is because I have a crazy busy week. I have a fitting today I was supposed to have a photo shoot tomorrow that we had to move because I was like I'm gonna be really sick Which I am the day after that. I have a red carpet for variety young Hollywood and then on Friday I have a photo shoot. So it's like fitting today. I was supposed to have a photo shoot tomorrow I canceled it red carpet photo shoot. I feel like fucking Hannah Montana. Okay, I'm not driving cuz I'm not feeling

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Oh, I'm not saying the best but I'm also not feeling the worst. I definitely was feeling. Oh Jesus. Oh, that's good I'm not feeling the best but I'm also not feeling the worst. So miles is driving my car shout out my assistant I rested for like an hour I had some meetings about really exciting things coming up But I can't talk to you guys about yet I have to go to my mom's house right now to get an inhaler and then we're going we're driving like an hour into downtown for my fit Yeah, but you remember when I called you panicking in Vegas But I thought Alex was gonna wear the same dress as me

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Guys when I was at the AMA's Tavitha sty helped me and I was on the phone with Alex Earl and I was like, Alex, what are you wearing? And she was like, I'm wearing velvet black.

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And I'm like, me too.

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And then I had a panic attack, but we didn't wear the same dress. And even if we did, we're two different people, but I was panicking. It's okay, I ended up picking the polka dot dress, you guys, by the way, the only dress you guys saw. So it's day two, I thought I'd be better today. I had to cancel my photo shoot on Friday, but I'm still doing the red carpet on Thursday, but.

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Ew, it looks like I'm bleeding.

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Look.

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What happened there?

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Oh yeah, I fell at my birthday. I have no idea. It's really boba tea. You know what that means? Gnarly. Boba tea. Yeah, when me and Sophia think things are gnarly, we say, oh, that's boba tea. And if it's really gnarly, we say it's fried chicken. You wanna know why? Why?

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I'll show you why.

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Define that. Elaborate please. It's gnarly. Boba tea.

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Gnarly.

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Fried chicken.

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Gnarly.

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Party in the Hollywood Hills.

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This song.

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Gnarly.

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Oh my god, that new beat.

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Oh my god, is this real?

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You know that song? What? Cat's Eye?

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Uh-uh. You know that song? What? Cat's Eye? So I'm not feeling any better but if you guys didn't know my phone like totally got so messed up at my birthday Like the front camera is literally has liquid in it the back camera You guys can't even see it has like weird liquid in it. This is the front camera. It's just so messed up So I was watching Zack and Cody. Miles went and got me my new phone I thought I would give you guys some ASMR I look like actual shit ready Yay

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Three hours later. I literally haven't left my couch since you guys last saw me. I got my new phone It finally started working. I've been watching sweet mfzack and Cody for the past how many hours? I don't know. I haven't had a day like this and like I hate having days like this I don't know people live like this. How do you just not do anything all day? I have like I have to do I mean and I did Jake came over like I did do something today But like I just feel so unproductive. I feel like a piece of shit, even though like I've been working on your phone my haul for dinner is air one drink orange pineapple and strawberry. I mean Chipotle um

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Miles oh I cuz I like plastic forks I forgot so I keep them don't steal from Chipotle

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Yeah, I got a burrito oh Yeah, I'm very excited Chipotle send me another card, please Next day good morning. I don't know if you guys can tell I'm a little better than yesterday I think it's cuz I started an antibiotic because I get really bad sinus infections from my cold I'm just drinking a matcha today. I have this Today I have an event it's a variety event

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It's really variety event.

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It's really cool. A bunch of really cool people are going to be there and I think I feel good enough to go. It's just like a cold and it's not like COVID or the flu or anything so I'll be okay. I have hair coming over. My usual hair person is busy today so we have someone else doing my hair but I'm doing my own makeup and then Tabitha's coming over because if you recall in the beginning of this video I went and got styled by her for this event. So

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We're gonna go do that sugar

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See, I'm a rat

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Yay

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For my birthday, my grandparents got me this like towel warmer and I feel so bougie you guys look and there's like a towel in Here. So when I get out of the shower, my towel is warm. It's like, I don't know, maybe like 80 bucks off Amazon. And it's like game changer for me. Look at my pile of laundry.

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I'm the worst.

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I don't do my laundry.

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Woo!

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Spraying at me.

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Time to take a shower.

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One hour later.

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Okay, hair is here. Next time you see me, my hair is gonna be blown out. And boom. Ooh, blurry. There we go. I'm really excited for tonight. I feel like work events like this always get me really excited because you never know who's gonna be there.

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Well, actually, I do because my team sent me a whole list of people, and I'm very excited. I don't wanna call them out, but it's exciting, you know? in the same space but in a different space so I know there's gonna be like actors there, musicians there and I love that. I love making new friends and socializing and social anxiety is scared of me so I will be going up to everyone. OOTD. I went by Tabitha's idea. I went with one black shoe, one white shoe, and what are they?

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Alexandra Berman.

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And then?

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Alexandra Fautier.

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Lots of Alexanders. Yeah, I'm ready. I feel like a 60s

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Yeah

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Jake told me it goes your spray tan looks so bad. It's all fucked up. I really go. It's like right there, bro This is like a circle

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And someone really special and you guys may recognize her from Love Island, but I know her way before that

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Way before that

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You wanna tell the camera? Yeah so Tara and I right now might just go together and we would hang out like a lot I would come over and we would walk to your house after school She was so tiny we would put her in like a box And we would box her And I would like go down the stairs or something.

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We pushed her down the stairs in a box.

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Yeah, so I've known Iris since probably 20, no, like 19 years. Which is crazy to think about. When I saw you, I told you it was spoiled for me, because I follow you on Instagram, so I opened the app and then it said like, new bombshell. And I was like I was so happy. I really texted Jake. I know that Jake knows you too.

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And I was like, oh my god, this is so cool. And I was rooting for you and Cat Baby.

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And so I thought you guys.

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Harry Jousey's been- NO! Get out of here! Harry Jousey's been crazy. I'm not talking to him.

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Get your fucking toys out and let's suck on them.

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Woo! Okay, um, that was fun as fuck. It's now 1240 a.m. I went to a club after like a bar club that I usually go to with like Jake and all of our friends And I ended up just going in like my heels which those heels were actually not that bad I was in them for like eight hours. Oh, and then just like heels in my dress I was like whoever come up to me was like you look good I'm like, thanks. I was at an event like you know when you feel like so like overdressed or something. That's how I felt I just felt so overdressed but my makeup stayed on and honestly guys, I feel great

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Like I felt like shit earlier We don't shit like I just like a cold but I actually like I feel the best I felt all week Which is like crazy and I wonder why I wonder if it's all the red bull I drank or the date will I pop or I didn't just started to Feel better because I've just been like sitting at home for a week But it was much needed going out time like I wasn't gonna go out But I just feel like I needed it like my body needed it I know that's like crazy and then I got to go out

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and see all my homies after, which was really fun. I am excited to sleep though. I feel like I'm gonna get a good night's sleep.

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The next day.

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Good morning, I feel great. Last night I was telling the camera, I was like, oh my God, I can't believe I went from night and day in a couple hours. Like I went out and came back and I'm like, oh it went away like it's literally I can't believe it was just a cold And it fucked me up that badly, but I digress. I feel great. I woke up this morning I was like, I'm good to go. My friend Grace does a lot of my photography and videography for a lot of random things She is here working from home working from my home if you guys are big

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Driver era stands you may recognize her. She did everything for them. So if you went to a Drive-Era concert, she would have seen you at some point. Now I stole her. Just kidding. She was mine first.

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Actually, this is true.

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Right?

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We share.

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They stole you or me from you.

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Yeah.

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Ross Lynch, I have a dot for you. I'm just kidding. Hi, Ross.

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He doesn't watch my videos.

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Yum. Oh, that just flew somewhere. A few moments later.

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We're going to my friend Liam, who taught me everything I know. It's a DJ set tonight. He literally doesn't even go on till 12, which is so crazy to think about. But this is my outfit.

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I'm wearing a dress that says, I put the F-U in fun. And then I'm wearing socks and I'm gonna wear boots. This is Grace's outfit. Super cute. She's just been working all day, I've been working all day. And what a Friday night.

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We'll be back guys.

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I'll vlog on my phone.

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Back at dinner.

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Back at dinner.

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I just got here. This is my worst nightmare.

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Ready?

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My headphones aren't in here.

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♪♪♪

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I'm screaming.

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My teeth are hurting. I'm okay. I'll definitely want it on my pasta though. I honestly wanted to not. I didn't want to say stop. I wanted to be good. I brought all of it in. I haven't been here in probably like five years. Grace, that's your salad?

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Yes. Well, usually people, honestly, people usually don't get soup they choose salad really yes

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What I said is a salad bowl is for everyone, but I just not have a lot of salad oops

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And then we got mozzarella sticks yum yum yum. I'm so excited

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Okay, oh, oh, okay, I think that's a pass. Mm-hmm. My turn.

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Mm!

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Oh my god.

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F*** dude.

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The whole time I'm like, I'm gonna bring my loops, I'm gonna bring my loops.

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I bring my loops.

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Guys, my headphones.

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I open it. Not in there.

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Not in there. That's the only complaint I have for tonight is I couldn't find my freaking headphones. Grace is leaving. Good morning everyone. I'm exhausted and I think it's time to upload this footage in order for it to make it up on Monday in time. Comment down below what you guys want to see next. Again, if you guys like this kind of vlog content, please let me know. I'm trying to do what you guys want. I'm a person of the people. Is that what they say? I don't know. But I'm trying to water your needs.

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But I'm trying to water your needs. Woo! person of the people is what they say I don't know but I'm trying to water your means. The zoo! Alright you guys I love you guys so much. It is time to...

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