Addressing The Hate, Get Ready With Me & A Girls Night With My Best Friends

Good morning and welcome back to another vlog.I was just in the middle of doing my makeup and I thought, you know what, I've been saying for ages that I'm gonna do my makeup for you guys and show you what I use.And obviously in my last video, I got some new brushes.So I just thought I'm gonna start my vlog now, mid getting ready.I've literally done my foundation and my brows, so let's get started.literally nothing else, but I'm gonna try my new brushes.

I actually forgot about these because I haven't put them in my makeup bag yet, so I haven't yet used my foundation one, but I'm gonna try my bronzer and other brushes that I've got here.The only thing is with new brushes, I feel like I've just jumped straight into this vlog.The only thing is with new brushes, I feel like it takes like a couple of goes to break them in, if that makes any sort of sense.Like, I feel like once you use a new brush, it just holds a lot more product than it actually puts on your face so maybe a true test will be had like over the next couple of times of using them but let's get all four of them out i'm excited oh they're gorgeous brushes i like the gold detail i'm excited to use the concealer one but i actually need to pop on my cream bronzer.So we're going to try, ooh, that's a nice brush.We're going to try this one first.

So the last few days, oh, by the way, I'm using my Too Faced chocolate bronzer.The last few days have been very exciting.I was actually in London for the Devil Wears Prada 2 premiere.And honestly, ooh, that's nice.But I do feel like it is picking up a lot of product as opposed to, ooh, maybe not putting it on my face.Oh God.

Okay.Maybe that's actually a lot of product.I need to blend that in.very well.Like I said, I think it's just hard to break in new makeup brushes sometimes, and I've also never used this like shape of makeup brush for my contour before, so we're just gonna have to hope the concealer calms that down.Bear with me, it is the trust the process moment.

But yeah, I was in London for the Devil Wears Prada2 premiere and oh my goodness, it was an incredible film.I absolutely loved it, I feel like they've done it justice, like, because number one is one of my favourite films ever and it is so unbelievably iconic that I think there was a lot of pressure on number two to be just as good and I really, really enjoyed it.Like, the whole film, me and Cal were just like, look at each other like oh my god and I love the fashion in it and obviously it's the original cast and the premiere was just incredible.It was unbelievable to see them all in real life.I'd actually seen Meryl Streep and Anne Hathaway before because quite a few years ago I got asked to do this like really exciting red carpet like announcement thing for Paramount Plus and the biggest actors and actresses were there and we didn't get told who was going to be there beforehand but we were like interviewing people as they were like coming onto the carpet and I remember seeing Anne Hathaway and could have passed away.

Like, she is just one of the most beautiful women I think I've ever laid my eyes on and I had to google her age last night because I couldn't stop thinking about it.I was like, I can't believe how beautiful she is and she's 43.Genuinely, I mean on camera as well, but in person that woman does not, in my opinion, look an age over 31, 32.Like, she is absolutely incredible.So yeah, the film was amazing.I will definitely be watching it again.

when it comes out in cinemas.Just gonna use some of my concealer.This is the MAC Studio Radiance Concealer.I really, really like this product.So I'm just gonna pop this under my eyes.I do use quite a lot because I have really bad eye bags and it doesn't really matter how much I sleep, I just have bad eye bags.

So I'm gonna pop that there and there and we're gonna use my new little concealer brush.Let's put this to the test because I'm not gonna lie, Before this, I was using my foundation brush for my concealer, but this is so much more precise.Wow.I know you're not really meant to put concealer on your eyelids and the eyeshadow, but I always do.Oh, wow.That is like so much more precise.

Oh I really really like this but again I feel like it's picking up a lot of product so I feel like once it's been used a couple of times then I'll really be able to enjoy the benefits of using this smaller brush but right now it is just holding a lot of product.

That is blending so gorgeously.

Wow, my base today, I feel like it's going to be flawless.Because honestly, like I think a lot of it is in the makeup, but I also think the majority of it is in the application of the product.And this is just incredible.I'm absolutely floored.Oh, my God, I love that.Wow.

So today I'm just going to powder.Where's my powder?Oh, it's here.I'm gonna use my Huda Beauty loose powder.So today it's actually Friday and normally I would have like a Sunday reset but today I'm just gonna try and get a little bit ahead of the weekend and just have a little bit of a Friday reset.So there's a lot of washing to do, like a hell of a lot of washing to do.

So I need to start doing that.I think I've got about three different loads that need to go in and like I said, normally I would save it all for a Sunday but I kind of just want to be able to have like a relaxing Sunday because the weather's going to be so nice this weekend.Me and Joe are actually going to the beach tomorrow, which is going to be really fun.But yeah, I just I want to be able to actually like have a bit of a relaxing Sunday.So I'm just thinking if I get a bit ahead of everything today, then I can enjoy the weather on Sunday and we can potentially go out and do something.So I'm going to try and get all of that done today and I'm going to go and do a food shop and I'm going to see Callum.

We're going to go round the McDonald's drive through because I think there's a hair on my forehead.not a hair, just three spots in a line.Yeah, we're gonna go around the McDonald's drive -thru because the cards end this week and I need to collect one more.I just need three more foils and realistically, I know I'm not getting them.Like, I know I'm not gonna be able to magically pull three foils because I'm only getting one meal, but I would just be so happy if I got another foil that I actually needed because I've been looking at theprices of them on Vinted and everything and they are so expensive, like so expensive.

I genuinely didn't realise how much they were gonna go for but like some people are selling the foils on Vinted for like hundred quid and I'm sorry I'm not paying that like I don't want it that bad but I would love to find it in a packet.Eyeshadow, I'm just using my little YSL palette.I actually use this shade here but as you can see I've majorly hit pan so I'm gonna have to either get a new one or start using a different one soon because not a lot of product is actually coming out of it anymore.But it's just a really nice shade.It really nicely matches my contour shade, which I enjoy.Like I like having those two things kind of matching together.

So I'm just going to pop some of this on my eyelid.I'm going to do lashes and a little wing today.I'm in the mood for lashes and a wing because after getting full glam for the Devil Wears Prada premiere, I just felt so glam.Like guys, the jewelry.I had a stylist and he got a company to basically lend me loads of jewelry to wear.And obviously I always wear the same stuff every single day.

day but when they got there there was tiffany and cartier rings and for me to choose from to wear for the premiere and i literally fell like a billion dollars it was just insane i don't even know where i was going with that and i'm also having a hot flush i think i'm coming on my period boobs hurt everything hurts I'm having a real bad hot flush.I must be coming on my period.That's where I was going with that.It made me feel mega glam and cow's glam that he did on me was just gorgeous.So I'm thinking let's continue that on today and do a little wing.No judgment but I actually use my eyebrow pomade to do my wings with a little angled brush because I like it to match the colour of my brows and I think it just blends really nicely and it's a really easy product to use.

It's my Benefit Brow Pomade, so I probably know you're really not meant to do this, but I just really like it.And as you can see, the wing just glides on.It's a gorgeous product.I'm going to go and do the other wing.I'll stick my lashes on and then I'll come back and we can do lips and brows.Okay, eyes are done.

Now I need to do blush.Here it is. I'm gonna use my little Dior blush.I love this one.Also, guys, I don't even know how this slipped my mind.I was meant to start the video with this.My car arrives next week.

It is finally new car time and it still doesn't feel real.I actually got a call yesterday saying that it had been delivered and he said the earliest I can come and pick it up on is Tuesday.So I am going on Tuesday to pick up my brand new car and obviously I'm going to do a car tour.I'm going to basically do a full vlog going to pick it up.I said on the phone and I was like, hi, look, I'm really sorry, but I have a content creator.Am I able to film coming to get the car?

And he was like, yeah, of course, like it will be under like a thingy or whatever and it can be pulled off and i'm like i have literally dreamt of this moment and i cannot believe it's finally happening i looked back in my camera roll and i actually ordered the car the first or second of october i can't remember what it was it was the first weekend in october that i ordered and test drove the car so it has been six, seven months ish.And yeah, it's just, it still doesn't feel real.I actually cannot believe it's going to be mine.I need to organize the rental car that I've got as the Defender going back and being picked up, obviously.So I've got my car parking space ready for my new car.But I cannot wait to show you guys what it is. I think a lot of people have actually guessed what I'm getting.

It's not a Jeep wagon.I got a lot of those guesses.It's not that.Was originally thinking about getting one of those.However, it just wasn't really fitting for what I wanted.So yeah.

It's a new car day next weekend.I'm so excited.Right, I'm gonna try some of these new lip things that I got from Morphe.Maybe let's try this one first.We'll try the darker one and then we could potentially put some of the lighter one in the middle of the lips to lighten my lips.I don't know whether to... maybe I still line actually.

Where's my lip liner?Oh, it's here.Ooh.there's two in here.No, I need this one.I'm going to line my lips using Morphe's Sweet Tea and just do a brief little line.

I actually don't over line my lips because I don't really, well, my top lip isn't that big, but my bottom lip is huge.So I never over line them.I actually really like the size of my lips.So I literally just line where they normally are.And then let's try this.I'm really intrigued by these.

this one is in the shade honey oh wow oh my god that is insane it's a little dark for me so i am gonna go ahead and put the lighter one on it because i don't like my lip to be too dark so then let's lighten it up oh my god guys i love these they feel so soft and moisturizing which is that actually Those two mixed together basically look like my everyday lip combo anyway.They are so much better in my opinion than the soft matte lip creams.I mean, we'll see how long it lasts because that's crazy.I mean, there is a little bit of transfer.I don't know if it needs to like dry down or something first, but wow.I am obsessed with that.

I think I maybe should have put less of the dark one on, so I could have gone with more of the light one.But we'll just kind of see how it fades throughout the day.But I'm gonna get dressed, sort out all of this makeup, because if you could see my bedroom floor right now, it is making me want to cry.There is just makeup everywhere.So I'm gonna tidy all of this up, and then we'll get some washing done, and then I'm gonna go for some food with Callum, and we can do a food shop.Today is organize my life day.

and get sorted out day.

Potentially new vlogging position unlocked.

I don't think I've ever filmed in this position but I'm just in the bathroom and I'm just about to get out some clothes for the wash in and I'm gonna get dressed and Callum is on his way over.Guys, this wash basket that I got from Ikea is genuinely incredible.I don't know why I didn't have a wash basket that separates whites and darks from the very beginning because it has genuinely made my life so much easier.It sounds so stupid, but it just saves a job when you're doing the washing, having to like separate everything, but there really isn't anything in the white, so it's more the darks that I need to do first.So I'm going to put on a wash whilst I go out, and then hopefully it will be done by the time I get back.I'll be able to do three washes, I think, actually, because I can't put all of these in.

with the darks.Oh my god, there's so many clothes.I genuinely don't understand how I accumulate this much washing in this house, but we'll put all of this dark lot in first and then, oh, I've accidentally mixed up some stuff here.There's some white socks that can go in there.Oh, I swear.Did I just say all this amounts of dark stuff under here?

So maybe separation hasn't worked out exactly how I thought it did.Big pile of darks, big pile of colours and then some white.So we'll do the darks first and then when I get back I can come and air them out.I actually need to get a new clothes airer, clothing horse thing because I've had mine since I moved here, so like nearly Six years coming up for now and it's literally like on its last legs.It's completely lopsided So when I'm pulling the clothes through it pulls the full thing down because it can't hold enough weight So I actually might need to get another one of those this weekend because like I said the washing just seems to be never -ending this is how you know you're growing up when you actually really get excited about doing the washing and getting a new laundry basket and thinking about buying a new clothing era era era era clothes era is that what it's called that's how i know that i'm now in the over 25s category on x factor i just thought i'd do a little outfit of the day because i have been loving the minute buying like staple jackets but the ones that aren't thick so like the very thin jackets but the jacket being the main part of the outfit so i actually got this one this one is from plt i want to say is it pretty little thing or is it asos i want to say it's pretty little thing no it is pretty yeah it's definitely prettything.

I ordered this and I just love it so much.The only thing I don't love about this is it doesn't feel as high neck as I would like it to be because I love a high neck jacket so much.It's something with a collar.I just really enjoy and obviously it has got a collar, but like it's not a high neck collar.But nevertheless, I still love this jacket.And then I've got all my jeans.

Now these jeans aren't actually White Fox.All my other jeans are White Fox.And then I actually got these ones from Motel Rocks.And I don't know if anyone like remembers motorhomes I'm sure you do but like I used to work with them loads maybe like six seven years ago and I was having like a little browse through their website and I thought you know what I remember their jeans being good and I wanted this color of jeans so I got these I don't have any shoes on yet so I got my slippers on but I just really like very cute and simple outfit and I'm really enjoying blue jeans at the minute because normally I just live in like suit sort of trousers or joggers but Blue jeans are kind of doing it for me.So I'm all dressed, washing is put on, the dishwasher is on, the house is clean.I'm feeling very, very organized, which is weird.

Like not weird actually because I always feel organized but like to feel this organized on a friday and to have everything done Is genuinely the nicest feeling so I've wrote a shopping list of the things that I need to grab There's actually not that much I need to get to be honest I need to get bin bags because I've run out of bin bags and I also need to get some coke zero because I have run out of coke zero honestly the amount of coke zero we go through in this flat is Ridiculous.I bought a 30 pack When I went to Costco, which was two weekends ago and it's all gone and it has been gone for the last like three days But to be fair like every time I have friends over and stuff, they also have coke zero Like it's not just me drinking it.But yeah, I literally go through it like it runs through my veins So I need to get some coke zero.What else do I need to get?I've got like a little list on my phone because I want to meal prep again this weekend that mince and the chicken was so good I've literally got minced chicken protein bagels avocado pasta and jelly, but I obviously need to get more than that I need to get more than thatfresh stuff, but like they're the main things that I need to grab But first of all, we're going to McDonald's guys fingers crossed.

I get the foil card.I don't have a good feeling but fingers crossed Okay I'm in a different outfit because I've just got home basically that didn't really go to plan because Went to pick up Callum and we got some food then I realized I left my camera at home.So I was like shit I don't have my camera with me to vlog so we went to mcdonald's and then we drove up to the traffic center to go to Costco because he wanted to get some stuff from Costco and when we came out there was a load of black smoke everywhere so we like drove round to try and get out and there's been a massive fire at some warehouse in the traffic center and I can actually see it from my window now and I've been back a while and it's still going so I really hope everything is okay I have no idea what's gone on but obviously the police were diverting everybody everybody was just in standstill traffic So then I managed to go and drop Callum home, but from dropping Callum home to getting here It was taking me over an hour bearing in mind.He lives about a 10 -minute drive So I just thought you know what?I'm just gonna get home and I'm gonna walk to the shop downstairs to go and get some food because it's just giving hell so I just only got my parcels instead because I ordered a couple of things that basically I ordered this for LA but this isn't just for LA just for like general use but Dyson obviously doesn't work when I'm in America because the voltage is different and I basically never know what to do with my hair because I'm so used to using the diaper but I needed something else to be able to use on my hair so I was googling what tools work on the UK voltage and also work on the USA voltage and it came up with this and it's the Tresemme slim ceramic hot brush now this was only 15 pounds i got it from superdrug 15 pounds which for a hot brush just like is that really cheap for like a hair tool i'm like that doesn't really seem right but it says worldwide use on it which is basically is the reason i bought it so i'm gonna put this to the test before i go to make sure that i really like it but i got thisbecause i needed a hair tool that i can use when i travel because like i said the dyson doesn't work so i got that then i actually realized i now have ordered the right sizes but for when we go to disneyland i obviously want to be able to do some pin trading and buy pins and take my pins and stuff so i was showing the boards that i bought in my last vlog but obviously i was explaining that i bought ones that were way too big so they're good for like collection boards but not for trading boards and obviously because i'm also going to disney world at the end of the year as well I just wanted to get some so I went back on the website and I've ordered I think the right size yes they have so you get the little plastic wallets to keep them in and then I got five boards I got two pink ones a yellow one and a white one and they are the perfect handbag size for what you need because you can obviously stick pins on the back and the front and this is what everybody trades with at disney world and then you can obviously just put them in the little plastic bags for protection so very glad i finally got the right sizes of those and i can go in the office in a minute and put my little trader pins on the board but i'm so excited this is making the trip very real now and then these are the parcels i actually have no idea what these are i think these are holiday clothes that i've ordered i think pretty little thing might have sent me some which is really really lovely and i'm just going to open the other parcels but i'm so Why have I put this silly jumper on and I'll just shove my hair up as well because I was like it is too hot In here and I'm gonna walk to the shop I'm probably gonna stop vlogging today now because I'm just gonna have a bit of a chilled Friday and then I will see you on Monday I have no idea what I'm doing on Monday.

I guess I'll find out He explained yesterday we went to see Olivia Deen, but she was amazing and now we're out for some brunchWe got smoothies with double parts.They got a Coke Zero and a smoothie.And Tia got a coffee and a smoothie.But I got an acai smoothie, so I know this is going to be unreal.But let me try first.

It's good.Tastes like, you know that strawberry and vanilla smoothie?Innocent strawberry.It's identical to that.Oh, I love that one.That's really nice.

It tastes identical.Tia got kale, spinach and mango.

I think that'll be nice.

Not offensive.

Nice!Potatoes?

Yeah, you try that one.I've never tried a kale smoothie before.You'll be surprised.

No, I quite like a kale smoothie.

Give it another sip.It's actually not offensive.That's really not offensive.Yeah.That's actually quite nice.Happy with it.

Happy with it.That is actually really nice.

What's everyone going to get for Tuesday?

Pancakes with bacon, butter and maple syrup.I'm getting the same.This is the first time I've been in breakfast.Oh, we're all getting the same, mate.I was saying, can I picture the menu?Oh, he said, what are you guys getting?

We're all getting the same.

Yeah, I think I'm gonna get that.

That'll be mega easy order, if he wants that as well.

I think he's gonna get...

I don't know what he's gonna get.My French sauce also sounds lush, but I do think I want something a bit savoury.I want the bacon.Me too.If that came with bacon, I would've had that.

Is it rude if I say it then you'd burn the bacon?Am I allowed to say that?Yeah, you could say that.

Say what?I want it really well done.

I want the bacon to basically be, like, dead.

I think I want some extra maple syrup.Yeah, can I try a little bit?the hash brown?

Yeah.

I'm just intrigued by the consistency of it.It doesn't seem like it has any salt.It looks like salt.Is it salt?It just looks like salt.

How insensitive.I just put loads on by accident.It's prosaic.Oh, wait.

That's the best hash brown I think I've ever had in my life.I know.Thank you.This is a joke.Try and catch the brown.I'm having a lot of this.

I can't.

This is the best pancake I've ever eaten.Try the pancakes.Jesus.

That is unbelievable.I'm serious.I'm so glad I'm not serious.Oh my god.Oh my god, this is unbelievable.

We've just done a little bit of shopping in Boots, so I will do your haul when we get back.But we've just come into Sephora, and they've got all of these.Now, I've got some of these ones, but I don't have any of these ones.This one, salted caramel, sounds unbelievable.Oh, that's just unscented.Watermelon.

It's a little bit sparkly, but I like it.

Yeah, I don't have that one.I've got that brown one, which I'm gonna be honest I don't like and then do I have this one?I don't know, but oh my god, I love I'm gonna wait till I go to America though.So like it's gonna be a little bit cheaper, but that sounds gorgeous We are all summer Friday stands here.Oh my god.What's that one toasty marshmallow?

Oh my god.

It's a new one I'm going to be honest, I can't remember.

So what is it, before you spray it on my face?

It's a perfume.

Oh, that is nice.I thought it wasn't like a, is that a spray I was thinking?

No, it's a perfume.

This is also one of my favorite lip products and I've got a new one this is pineapplewhich is really nice.And then what's this one?Oh Coco, but that one how pretty to you?Yeah, she is just buying this I've never actually tried this one either, but I'm gonna buy all of my road stuff when I'm in America Are you putting another tester on?Tell them for every single thing in the shop.

Oh No, he put it on his finger.He's on full skincare routine in Sephora.When we were in America, this was like last year, Callum picked, yeah, alright, Callum picked up one of these, but they're really, and Tia also loves them, but this one is Cherry Churro.Why is there so many amazing lip products at the minute?

I don't know.

I've been having to get my little, horrible, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, little, Oh my god.Oh my god.This is like my wet dream Sorry, I know that was a bit too much Yeah, oh my god, you can get green red yellow brown blue I'd want the brown ideally.Oh my god, should I get?Yeah, I think I should probably go Now we're looking at Eminem blind bags, oh my god, okay, I'm gonna buy these we'll open them when I get home We'll see if they're any good.Oh, they're all clear.

Yeah Oh my god, this is so good.This is literally they know what they're doing with this real bad i'm home from town guys The heat is horrendous to be fair.It's actually warmer outside than it is inside for once But I think me and calum have just got back and caught it just in time before it's gonna get boiling in here But I thought i'd just do you a little haul of what I picked up.So I got one of the garnier I'm gonna say this wrong salicylic fresh and matte hydrating sorbet creams.It's one of the like sorbet cream Wands from that range, but it's a matte one and I feel like I need that as a very oily girly So I picked that up to try and then I also got another one of these deodorants because these are the bestdeodorant I am so glad that I finally been put onto these because they smell incredible and I think a lot of people probably Necessarily wouldn't like it because it does make you smell very sweet But I really enjoy that like all my perfumes and everything I wear is always really sweet and sickly So I got this one and it's salted caramel and vanilla.

Oh my god is insane I wish they actually did little like travel mini versions though I feel like they should but it's like three pound fifty and it's amazing deodorant i got that then i also picked up some humantras which these are basically electrolytes i'm pretty sure everyone's obviously gonna know what they are but i really want to get into drinking electrolytes because i feel like they're obviously just really good for you it gives you a lot of energy and it gives you the vitamins and stuff that you need so i picked up this pack it's three on -the -go sachets and i got the lychee flavor and i'm really excited to try these actually i'm gonna put one in my water in a second and give it a go kind of expensive though i only got the trial pack because i don't I don't know if I'm going to like this flavor, but Tia and Callum were saying it's really nice.So I only got the three packs.It probably is cheaper if you buy the bulk box, but these are the packets.I'm actually going to put it in this bottle of water that Callum just got for me.And we'll see if I like it.I feel like I'm going to.

I'm going to be very shocked if I don't.But also, I really like the packaging.Like the little, like, nude.It's very, very nice.Although it's a scissor job.Do you think I will?

I hope you do.

Oh, it's purple.

Yeah, it's laché.

It's laché.Oh, I like the colour.

Yeah.

That's really pretty.I don't think I've actually ever tried anything laché.Oh, I love.Slightly on the floral side, but I like it.

Let me taste it.Again, I've not had it for a while.

That's really nice.It's not too strong, which is nice.

Oh, nice.

Oh, my God, love.OK, maybe I should have got the bigger pack.Well, I shall be investing them because, like I said, they're just really good for you and I just want to start being a little bit healthier.So you can get what?Do they i've got really bad brain fog as well so i got those and then when we popped into make it loud when we popped into super drug i have actually seen these online already but gal pointed them out for me and they're these brand new nix and m &m's collab but it's a blind bag of a lip balm and obviously i'm f***ing obsessed with opening like blind bags and everything so i got two of them to try it was two for 16 pounds which i do feel like is really expensive but then saying that though they're like summer fridays and like the lage and like road and everything Is more expensive than these but not crazy on the colors, but apparently they're all clear Anyway, you can get green red yellow brown blue orange and then a surprise shade.I would love the brown one But knowing my luck i'm probably not gonna get that but i wouldn't be mad if it was a brown one This isn't the brown one.

This is the red one.Is that red or orange?That's right.Right.So we've got the little red one.They're actually really cute to be fair Wait, I wonder if it's gonna smell the strawberries or if they all just smell the same.

Oh, it smells of chocolate.Oh, wow I thought it was just gonna sell a strawberry, but it actually smells chocolate.Okay, and then this one I did get two of the same Yeah, but to be fair though I think like they're all the same scent and everything And so I'd rather red than having like green or blue and yellow like I can get I can get into the red They're actually really nice.That's very fun, though I really like that they're doing that because also I feel like it's really good for marketing because it's gonna make people want to buy more to try and get the color that they want rather than just buying the color straight off the shelf that they want.So that was my little haul in town.I'm gonna sit and do a little bit of work now and then I've dragged Callum into doing the taste test with me because I think I was explaining this in my other vlog but I signed up by accident to this like candy website thing that sells American food and I ordered a load of like random American food things.

I don't even think some of them are American actually, I think some of them are just from various places.in the world, but I found KFC jelly beans and Dunkin Donut jelly beans and I thought that would be so fun to do a taste test with.I think I'm also going to take them on Wednesday when we're recording the pod and get my mum to try them on the pod because my mum hates stuff like that.And to be honest, I also don't think they're going to be very nice.The Dunkin Donut ones will probably be nice, but I don't think the KFC ones are going to be very nice.So I'm going to take those.

I'm going to drag Callum into doing the taste test with me.So we'll do that in a little while.Oh my god, Callum's using every single sample in the shot.Pigeon flew in his face.No joke.I have never seen a pigeon actually hit someone's face before like normally they get really close and they're like fly by but the fact that Callum was the one with the cap on as well and it went straight into his face with fresh skincare on from Sephora and Superdrug.

It was so good.Honestly, you can go into Sephora and do a full face of skincare for free.Like Callum's done it and it's actually iconic.

Which one should we try first?We've got the Dunkin Donut one.

Thing is, I don't understand who's buying these.Like, I know I bought them myself, but like...

Only you, probably.

Only me.Toasted coconut, butter pecan, French vanilla, caramel latte and hazelnut.Which I felt like wouldn't be nice.Then I've got these KFC ones.Fried chicken, sweet corn and gravy.Should we try the KFC ones first?

I'm actually really intrigued by these.

I wanna try one of each of them.

I wanna try the...

Look at that mega jelly bit.

Oh my god, a large jelly bean.Oh my god, oh my god, they stink I think I'm probably gonna end up sitting out.Well, what do you wanna try first the fried chicken?Oh my god, this is like the BeanBoozled challenge all over again.

It does taste a bit like it Oh my god, I can't.I'll spit it out.

Oh my god, that is horriblesorry.I'm gonna have to put a little pile here.Can you bring that bag over?That is the worst jelly bean.Oh my god.

Is there any in there?

Is he in those oh my god, this is talking me say I'm glad we've done the horrible ones first cuz which one do we try?

I don't think it can get worse than that.

Surely which one right?Let's try the gravy one there.This is gravy.I think Sweet corn, but is it though because Oh, I can't get rid of that.No, because then the lighter ones...I'm a bit confused.

Because then there's two of these.

Oh my God, it's just not...Oh, yeah.That's gravy and that's...Yeah.

Oh my God.

Which one should we do next, then?Gravy.

Which one's gravy?

I feel like sweet corn won't be too bad.No, this one, I think.

Dear God, that is...Dear God.Dear God.

It tastes like a normal jelly bean.

Definitely not gravy.I mean, it's not nice.

It's still a bit...It's quite sweet, though.Maybe that is sweet corn.

It definitely is on the sweet side.

Not fried chicken.That's worse than all the bean boozles.

I'm gonna swallow it, but I don't like it.

It's not nice, but it wasn't that bad.

It is actually meant to be some sort of bean boozle challenge because...Right, this is the sweetcorn one, I think.

That tastes just like a normal one as well.

That fried chicken one.

Oh, vile.

Where did you get these from?It's like random American candy website.

Don't buy them.

I'm going to give one to my mum on the podcast.

Do it.

The fried chicken one.Don't tell her it's fried chicken.I won't.I'm going to be like, oh my god, mum, these jelly beans are so nice.Oh my good god.

Right these are gonna be better surely.

It's these.

These are all nice flavours.

I don't think I'm gonna like the coconut but like the french vanilla in the caramel latte is sounding very nice.

Hazelnut, I love hazelnut.

Yeah, alright hazelnut too.I'm not feeling very strong today.

She's weak.

I'm a bit frail.

Oh they smell good.

Do they?

Oh yeah.

Oh.Okay, yeah, these ones are these will be good.I would not recommend I don't know how we're gonna tell the difference I kind of want to try the butter pecan one, which is like the yellowy one.Oh, there's two right in front of here I don't know.

No, not my favorite thing in the world.

I don't mind it.I don't think I like jelly beans.

I do.Yeah Caramel latte these orange ones.

Oh caramel latte smells like it.

Oh my god, it does I'm not getting coffee.I don't think any of them taste like what they say they taste like.The chicken one did.I mean, the chicken one just didn't even taste like chicken.It tasted like something died.Yeah, they do.

I think this is French vanilla.

Surely this is going to be nice, because it's just vanilla.This is really underwhelming.

It's nice, but it didn't taste like vanilla.

It was nice, but I was like, I just prefer you try that one.I don't like coconut at all.

I don't either, so we're trying it together.

Oh, f**k, sorry.I've got the little corn.I'm going to have to spit it out for you.

It's more than nice.I don't really like the taste of coconut.Oh, I do.

i don't think it does i can taste it really bad i only put it in my mouth for a second guys i'm so underwhelmed they're right this is hazelnut this is the last one oh so we saved the rest until last nice that's really nice not hazelnut though i don't think not at all the rest of them are awful just like that chicken one tastes exactly the same

well no it didn't actually, it tasted like rotten chicken.

It tasted like something I'd died, like died a bad death.

I wouldn't bother trying them.

I would not recommend.

I do like the hazelnut one but it does taste like hazelnut.

I don't think I'd want to sit here with the bag and like eat them, do you know what I mean?Like I'll keep them so my mum can try them but these.

Considering they're meant to be coffee then, they're not coffee at all.

I'm just confused, like you know when they do like taste tests and How do these people try them and be like, put that for sale?Like, it's actually that bad.

Yeah, the fact that someone sat and made that for you, that's good.I thought all this was good.Let me put that out there.

It tastes like a fried chicken.It absolutely does not.That was a bit like doing the Bean Boozled challenge, and I'm really annoyed.But worse.

I actually think that one tastes worse than the other ones.

So, honestly, I actually really wouldn't recommend.

No, don't bother.

Even though quite a few hours have passed, I need some dinner.After trying those jelly beans, it was gross.But Freyo actually came over, and we all had a big ketchup, which was lovely, and I let them free on the PR box.both took a load of stuff home which is brilliant and then i've actually decided i'm gonna do a giveaway with a lot of the other stuff that i've got because i'm so grateful that i get sent it all but i just don't get to use everything that i get sent and i'd rather share it with everybody so it actually gets used so i'm gonna put together some parcels and then i'll give it away in a youtube video coming very soon i'll put them together because i want to obviously like package them all up nicely and stuff so to be honest i probably should have whilst i was in town gone and got some nice packaging but i can grab it next time i go into town but i'm just gonna make myself some dinner now i'm not gonna lie the weather has taken a turn which is obviously classic uk but it was absolutely boiling at 20 degrees summer heat earlier it was perfect and now it is forecast to rain in about 20 minutes and it is so gray so dark like just feels gross so originally i was actually gonna have like a salad -y sort of thing for dinner.However, because the weather has taken such a turn, I actually now fancy having just likevery home cooked meal.

So I'm actually making some honey mustard sausages with some green beans and then some mashed potato.And I'm going to make my own gravy.I'm going to make like red onion gravy, but completely fresh, which I cannot wait for.But I'm just using, I'm going to make some mash.I'm going to use one sweet potato and I'm going to use one white potato as well.It's been a while since I've had sweet potato in my mash, but I actually prefer it to my usual mash.

So I'm really excited for this it's probably gonna take me like 40 minutes to cook this but it's gonna be so worth it because i really fancy just like a really nice home -cooked meal and then guys tomorrow is the big day tomorrow is car day it still doesn't feel real to be honest i was just saying to calum and freya like i don't know what This is going to sound stupid, but like what to call my car.All of my cars have had names and I feel like this car needs a very cool name.So I don't know what one to go for.Like me and Joe were talking a few about, and then Callum has been giving me some really good options as well.But I think I'm going to name the car and then tomorrow Cal and Callum are coming to pick up the car with me.So I'm going to surprise them with the name.

And then I'm going to surprise Joe with the name later on tomorrow evening.But I'm just so excited.And it doesn't feel real.I'm gonna do a full like vlog on it.I just honestly, I actually cannot believe what's happening tomorrow.Also, I'm gonna try and chop these really small so it doesn't take as long to boil and go soft.

I've just popped some, oh gosh, that's really hot, some water onto boil already, but Oh, I also need to put my sausages in the oven.I've realised I've preheated the oven and not actually put my sausages in.I'll finish cutting these and then I'm going to show you how I'm going to make my gratin.And you bet I'm adding full onion into it.Right, it's very loud.so I do apologize.

I'm just gonna put it on one, but I've cut up an entire onion, which I know might be a little bit dramatic, but I obviously love onion.And then I'm just gonna pop in some balsamic vinegar.

Why can I not open it, I say?

I fried off the onions for maybe like 10 minutes, just so they're kind of like a golden brown.This just needs to cook in with them for one to two minutes.and then I'm gonna add about 60 milliliters of water and then I'm also gonna add some red wine stock paste.But oh my god, this looks gorgeous.The potatoes are actually nearly done as well.The sausages are just a little bit behind.

So I'm just gonna like turn the heat down and everything and just slow all of this down because I probably didn't need to start this just because I did.But making your own gravy is literally the best.And also cutting these potatoes so small has done me wonders because I'm pretty sure they are ready to mash so I'll leave this we'll add some water and then I'm gonna add this paste and a fair bit of salt and if you want it to be a little bit more caramelized add some sugar as well although I don't actually have any sugar but I wish I did because that would be gorgeous we're gonna serve up I have done my mash and it is turned out perfectly I really actually like this idea of mixing a white potato with a sweet potato but I'm just gonna put that at the bottom of my plate I like how I've literally done them like perfectly portion for me here.So I'm just going to mash all of that down.And I've got my sausages here.Now I've done myself four sausages because these are honey mustard sausages.

And I've really weirdly been craving sausages again because, does everyone remember the Tiffany plate, right?It's resurfaced again on my TikTok and I have been craving sausages ever since.Like with the cottage cheese, with the mustard, I've just been so badly craving it.So then I'm just going to put a little bit.salt.just on here and then we're gonna add the gravy now this for me has turned out perfectly how I would want it because it's quite thick and essentially it's just a lot of onions if obviously you don't want it as thick you can just add way more water but I want an entire onion like homemade gravy with this many onions to me is literally perfect and then I'm gonna add a tiny little bit of mustard because again I've been craving mustard really, really.

So I'm just going to add a little bit of this on to the side of my plate so I can dip my sausages in.Nothing crazy.I can't even lick the spoon because this mustard is strong.And that is my dinner finished.Let's give it a little taste test.I'm so excited.

This is going to be so hot because everything is literally just come off of the heat.And let's add a little bit of mustard on here with the onion.Oh my God.That's insane.It's so hot.Oh my god.

That is a serious dinner, guys.My eyes are watering because it's that hot.My work here is done.Guys I've eaten my dinner.Dressing gown is on and I've just gone to my wardrobe because this lighting is really not cute on my forehead.Oh my god.

I don't know what to wear tomorrow to pick the car up and I know it's gonna sound really stupid but I've worked so hard for a day like tomorrow and a day like tomorrow isn't gonna happen again probably for like another 10 years and I just I know it's gonna sound really silly but like I want to wear an outfit that I'm gonna look back on like all the pictures and stuff and be like Slay girl, like don't regret that one because I literally regret a lot of my outfit choices As soon as I take my clothes off at the end of the day that happens to me all the time So I really want to wear something.I'm like she's timeless.I like her So I have no idea what to wear because I'm obviously not gonna order a new outfit I am kind of just thinking like black tracksuitlittle like dolly sort of shoes Maybe and then a really cool like jacket moment I think I don't know and I'm gonna give myself like a fresh bouncy blow -dry in the morning So my hair's all like wash and everything, but I'm just in my wardrobe and I'm like panicking.Oh my god on what to wear because guys my wardrobe needs a serious clear out like a really bad clear out there's just so much stuff everywhere but like i've got these black trousers that i absolutely love i have so many trouser options that i never end up wearing because i love wearing the same thing because it's so comfy but i don't know like i really don't know what to wear i've obviously got like got all these jackets too.I could do a polka dot moment, but then I'm thinking I could do like a little crotch wrench moment.

I don't know.I need to, I need to have a wardrobe sort out actually.That is probably something that I need to do sooner rather than later.But I was just scrolling on TikTok whilst eating my dinner and I saw a TikTok basically commenting about my YouTube vlogs and I Was reading my comments for my youtube vlogs and a lot of the comments and a lot of what people are saying in the minute Isn't really very nice.I'm gonna sit down somewhere comfy because I don't really want to stand what's happening this conversation I've just sat you on my bed That is so much better so I can sit down because I'm due on my period and belly is killing me but yeah, I was reading the comments and I think I really struggle with it, right because i'm Just a girl who is Living her dream life who has built a dream life is living a dream life But the reality of it is like I spend a lot of time on my own so obviously in my vlogs I'm on my own a lot of the time because all my friends are working Joey's working and I spend a lot of the days on my own vlogging life for you guys and I am really aware that a lot of them are very repetitive a lot of them are really similar because That is just kind of like what I do just like how a lot of people go to work and it's very similar Every day that is like kind of the same for me, even though every day can be very different I think why I end up vlogging for you guys can always be kind of the same and I think I'm just struggling a little bit withwhat to vlog and like what to speak about in kind of some senses because i've done this for so long like and i've said so much on the internet and i've done it for so long that sometimes it is just really hard to make every single vlog incredibly interesting because my life isn't incredibly interesting all the time and like I want people to be able to come to my vlogs and like feel like they're watching like a FaceTime call but I'm on FaceTime with you and we just sat in my bedroom we're just talking it's just me and you or it's just me and all your friends or your boyfriend or your girlfriend or whoever you're watching this with but like don't get me wrong like I love making videos with everybody else but I just don't get the opportunity to do that as much anymore because we're all in our adult lives guys like I think that is the thing like I've grown up on YouTube from being like 11 12 to 25 26 this year and me and all of my friends lives have changed so much like a lot of us have got partners now like a lot of my friends are moving here there and everywhere they're working all the time you know like in your adult life my life isn't the same as what it was when i was 21 22 and i was hanging out with my friends all day every day creating content with them like it's just not like that anymore and i think like i'm trying to discover what to vlog and like what style of vlogs i want to do and like how to vlog and what to speak about and to speak about new things on my own i think it upset me a little bit because people were like basically dissing about the fact that like i collect disney pins and disney cars and stuff but i'm like that's just part of my life like everyone has their interests and things that they love and the point of my youtube videos and the point of this is this is a video diary of my life and that is a big part of my life because it's something that i really enjoy and when i read all those comments i was like oh that's really sad like i know it's not going to be for everyone but then at the same time my vlogs aren't going to be for everyone like my vlogs are my vlogs because there what I enjoy creating even if sometimes like I do think to myself and I have thought to myself like this isn't the best vlog I've ever done because I haven't had the best week and I think that is always something to be reminded you know like this is just

life and my life isn't going to be me crazily vlogging everything all the time like a lot of the time I am on my own in the house and I'm really really trying and I think I hear what everyone's comments are saying and I hear what everyone has said the Disney stuff hurt my heart because I am Disney adult and yeah that's my hobby and that's like I know it sounds silly to be like collecting cars and pins as a hobby but that is my hobby and that is what I have found enjoyment in as I've gotten older like I love colour I've found enjoyment in that as I've got older.I'm not a very sporty person.I don't want to really go and play paddle I don't particularly want to go out on a run.That's not where my interests are at.My interests are very different.So obviously my vlogs are gonna represent that if that makes sense.

But yeah, I read the comments and I'm taking it all very much on board and I'm gonna try and vlog a lot more in the real time because I know a lot of the time I kind of sit and explain what's happened rather than actually showing it so I'm gonna make a conscious effort for that to be more of a thing and I'm really excited for the LA content because I've got some really cool videos planned and I think they're gonna be amazing vlogs and obviously Joe's gonna be like in them all with me as well because it's our first holiday so it's the first time Joe's really gonna be properly in my vlogs to be honest, he's gonna be in a lot of vlogs because I'm gonna be vlogging loads in LA and then to be honest he might not even be in them until Christmas after that.But yeah, he's gonna be on the vlogs which is gonna be really fun and I'm excited for that and I'm excited to create content and I think that might inspire me again.It's not that I don't feel inspired, I think I've just been struggling with a lot of things recently and I think I've been struggling with a lot of things behind the scenes that has meant I haven't been able to like fully give everything to creating my vlogs which makes me really sad but also like life happens and life can sometimes not be great and life isn't always amazing and I think people need to remember that and also some things can happen behind the scenes that like you don't want to speak about online like you can have family problems that you don't want to speak about you can have going on that you don't want to speak about this is very lucky of me that I'm able to do this for my job but this ismean that you know what today i want to do a chill vlog because That is how i'm feeling and that is for me. I really enjoy that in a weird way It's kind of like contradict everything i've just said but I kind of enjoy that because I want to show the reality Of my life and my life isn't always great So sometimes yeah, am I in the house all day working and I just pop to a retail park and then i'm just talking and cooking dinner Yes, because that is my life and no one is forcing you to watch no one is forcing you to click No one is forcing you to stay until this part of the video But I just want you to know that i've taken on board everybody's comments.I'm hearing everybody out and I fully understand because I've also felt the same way about some of the vlogs and stuff that I've posted.Will I stop showing Disney pins and Disney cards?

No, so I do apologize about that because that is my hobby and I'm not gonna diminish a part of my life that I love to please everybody else to put it point -blank period but yeah, I've taken it all on board and I really appreciate everyone's comments And yeah, I feel like I don't know the tick -tock upset me a little bit and it's not even the tick -tock itself It was more the comments and that's always the case with tick -tock.It's like the tick -tock whatever is fine but then the comments are always 10 times worse than the actual tick -tock and I think because I do spend so much time and effort into YouTube and I'm always thinking about new ideas and always thinking about new things i want to do but sometimes you're not mentally there to be able to to do that and i think everyone goes through that in their life and like i've had so many life changes in the last year that i have not really spoken about and like i would love to speak about but you know in terms of friends family relationship like there's been so many different things that have happened behind the scenes that i've never been able to to speak about because obviously when when it's to do with friends it's not really your business and then obviously like i don't know like some things you just can't share and think that has definitely played into a part as to why I've been on my own a lot.I've not fallen out with all my friends before anybody says that.That is not the case at all.I'm meaning it in terms of like everybody is it'sstages of their lives now so we all can't hang around each other all day every day and we all can't live life like how we used to and being completely honest i think all of us have really struggled with that and like struggled with that change almost i think it kind of happened at like different times for everyone but it was like a domino effect of like we were all as a group doing everything all day together and then one person kind of dropped off and then another person kind of how to to do and then another person was doing stuff and then that is the reality of growing up and that is the reality of being in adulthood and it doesn't mean that we're not the bestest of friends still because we are my friends are my bestest friends in the entire world they're like my family like i don't know what i would do without them and it does upset me that i can't spend as much time with them as i used to because everybody is busy but then that is being an adult and that is also why i feel like i'm repeating myself here but like why i've been on my own a lot in the vlogs as well because everybody has their own to do everybody is working everybody is doing stuff and i think i'm gonna make i'm gonna try and make a conscious effort anyway to vlog more with my friends when i see them but like when you're an adult when you see your friends you see them so few and far between like when i saw freya today i don't want to sit and shove a camera in her face because i want to sit and talk to her and i want to spend time with her and it's the same with like when i go home with tanisha and the boys like it's not for me to like vlog that's for me to sit and you know catch up with them and see them all but yeah i'm definitely gonna make more of a conscious effort to do that and i think now it's summer and i'm i have been struggling with motivation but that's just because of like just life problems but now i'm generally feeling so much better and i'm on the up then when i saw those comments i was like i just want to kind of come on here and explain that as an overall to this conversation my vlogs are my life and no one is forcing you to click on them no one is forcing you to watch them and if you want to watch and you want to stick around i really appreciate that if you don't you don't have to but this is just my life and it's just me hanging out with you guys in my bedroom and I hope that that can bring some of you a sense of comfort.

And some of you might not enjoy it.Sorry, I don't create like sidemen sort of videos But that's never gonna be me like I just enjoy the sort of videos I make and saying that I know I need to make an effort to be able to vlog More and not just speak about the things that I do.I actually need to vlog them gotta work on that confidence But anyway, I thought that was all a bit of a ramble and I don't even know how much of it made sense So I hope it does make sense.I'll obviously watch this back and see if it makes sense But I hope it does but I am gonna end this vlog here because i'm gonna take my makeup off And i'm gonna clean the kitchen up from dinner and i'm gonna sit and watch thor Ragnarok because that is where Joe and I are at with the Marvel films and I'm really excited to watch this one because then next is Avengers Infinity War which is the one I've been waiting for.I mean I'm waiting for Endgame but like the Avengers films where they're all in it are my favorite so I want to get through this one so I can watch Infinity War.But thank you so much for watching, I hope you have enjoyed, if you did please smash a huge thumbs up and other than that I will see you on Sunday for my car reveal.

Okay, love you.