Akanksha Choudhary REVEALS Truth About Yogesh & Ruru 😱 | Splitsvilla 16 Shocking Truth | Podcast

The things that were there in yesterday's episode, multiply that by 50, multiply it by 100. The things have gone so bad. Genuinely, I won't pitch to a guy to choose me. This is above my ego, so I can't do this.

I hope it doesn't turn out to be planned. I'm just thinking about this. My gut feeling says this wasn't planned. Because why would someone ask for so much hate?

Did you both ever say I love you to each other?

Suzanne told me this in the villa later. That he calls her Ruru Tara. So I missed it. You found out in the villa that he calls her Ruru Tara. So I missed it.

You found out in the villa?

Everyone is crying. Sandy is the only one standing up and clapping. I feel so happy for Ruru. She deserves this.

Yay Ruru.

Everyone is crying.

She is a bad girl. I have said this a thousand times and I will say it again. I have never seen such an evil girl in my life. She is heartless

Hello everyone this is Aina And welcome to Pinkvilla I have with me Akanksha From Splitsvilla Thank you so much Akanksha

Thank you for having me

How are you?

I am... I am cool.

All cool.

I was doing... I think...

Right now I am fine because I am surrounded by people that are making me feel a little chill about the situation. But... The internet is going a little crazy after yesterday's episode Obviously the other person is getting a lot of criticism So even after seeing that I am feeling a little scared for him That it's going a little too much

It's going a little crazy I saw it myself that if I would have got a hate wave like this What would have happened to me? I would have got a hate wave, I would have gone crazy. But then, yeah it's a mix of emotions because yesterday's episode, I couldn't watch the entire thing. But the small things I saw, that was very hard to take. Because, I had forgotten a lot of things also the edits the edits of the old episodes

because of that I felt

I mean

I had started forgetting what happened in the second half of the show and I was just I was living in that journey like everyone was liking our

Lover Girl

like everyone was liking the Lover Girl era I was liking it too and it was all so colorful, it was nice to see me but then in between my friends used to remind me that no, this will happen now, don't feel what you are feeling. So after seeing yesterday it was like a reality check That was the reality and this is my reality now I think I have seen a lot of things that I didn't know about That were their private conversations

We will start from the beginning You said that you never said I love you to anyone Before Slitsvilla You never stayed in a relationship Can you tell us about your life Why you never

Fell in love with a girl It's not that deep I come from an academically inclined family My brother is an IAS officer Both of them were IITians I was also very educated

I had prepared for JEE But then my heart was always inclined towards acting or modelling pageants and all I used to do it secretly

I used to feel that my parents didn't support me then I used to feel that I have to become a big shot now and then they will support me only then I will study with all these distractions

I am very career oriented and because my brothers have achieved so much I always feel that I did something less than them that I did less than their expectations so that's why

I didn't make boyfriends neither in school I think I got my first phone in my first year of college

First phone?

Yeah, I got it in my first year because of the lockdown I used my mom's phone till then And then when the lockdown was over and I started going to college Then I got one I was very simple, I was only focused on my studies I used to go to LN

And all my school friends left because I was an LN kid studies I used to go to LN All my school friends used to leave me because I was an LN kid and I did dummy for 2 years So I didn't have anything around me I was very busy and my priorities were different

I used to feel bad that I should shake hands with boys or else I would have become a kid I used to do this in school I was very introvert I used to get scared of talking

I used to have crushes and I used to do nothing about them I used to stay quiet You never told your crush that you are her friend No, I don't have the courage to tell her Once I had a crush on a girl in school And my best friend who was 7-8 years old

started dating her and my heart broke and she knew that I really liked her She was your crush? Yes, my crush since 2 years

But she was still your best friend?

No, I dropped her to school for dummy So when I dropped her, got a call after 2 months So I cut all ties with her Because all my friends left My mom used to scold me a lot So I went to study a lot

So when I talked to her She said, I don't know how to tell you But I am dating her I said, okay, no problem I don't have time anyway To study So that was it I was like, okay, you can take the coin I don't have time anyway You have to study

So that was it But I heard somewhere that people are saying that Who finds love in Splitsvilla So I was not like that I had a priority I said that I am curious to see if Splitsvilla can make me fall in love

Because my friends said My friends were expecting it even after coming out they called me and said your guy is a bomb, please tell me if he is a bomb or not

but then I was like what did you tell him? I told him the situation

and then

they were just abusing what happened to him but he was also feeling weird Because they have seen How far I used to stay away from these things And before coming here

Now basically in Splits I had this thing that Career and love were in the same thing So for the first time I let myself open up without guilt Otherwise I used to

Now my situation is to when you go on dates and all when I used to talk to them I used to feel guilty that I wasted my time I could have done this today I could have done something productive

but when I came to Splits, it was a career and it was all together so that's why I was very open I did everything with an open heart so I think that's why I did everything with an open heart So I think that's why I escalated

and I fell for the first time First heartbreak and everything

But I want to ask Did you ever think What was the reason for doing Splitzvilla? For a girl who is so introverted To suddenly do a dating show

Where did that decision come from? You said your parents are not supportive of this career Now they are Now obviously they are But how did you convince a normal girl a middle class girl to do a dating show?

My parents don't know what I have done I have told my dad that there is a show called Big Boss So, my parents... Dad still doesn't know what I've done. I didn't tell him. Dad, there's a show called Bigg Boss. We go on that show. You need a partner and you perform a task with him. So, when he saw the task...

Now, there's a TV at home that's broken. So, it doesn't work. Mom doesn't know how to use it. So, when I was at home, I used to run the episodes at home So mom is a little chill So I have shown her the episodes I have shown dad only one episode In which he was doing a task

So dad understood That how does a task pass Rest of the date, wait, love den I have shown But now dad will understand Now dad

I did Miss Universe So I think after that I got a little chill But before Miss Universe and I think I got a little chill after that But before Miss Universe, I used to live in Bombay for 7-8 months I used to struggle for acting gigs and jobs But nothing happened for 7-8 months So basically I was in Jaipur for 2 months I earned money from modelling and I used to go to Bombay for 2 months

And I used to work there and then I used to come back to Jaipur for 2 months and earn money and then go back I did this for 8-9 months and then nothing was happening I was not getting anything and I had no connections

I took a risk randomly and I came back I asked God that should I come back? My nephew whenever I have to take a decision I make him choose

because I feel like So whenever I have to take a decision, I get it chosen Because I think that kids are God's creation God is telling me So I give two options So she chose Bombay or Jaipur So she chose Bombay And the next day I started looking for flats

I thought I have to take a risk So I came to Bombay

Then

So nothing happened in Bombay So my parents said come now They gave me a lot of time I am losing a lot of time I was running out of money My brother also told me that I am not doing anything in modelling

I don't have a future So I should do something abroad I should do a course I will take a loan Don't worry about money So that day

I gave up for the first time I left everything and went home And as soon as I went home, three days later I got Miss Universe India I mean I got in as a wild card So I was preparing for the pageants for the last three, four, five years So earlier Miss Rajasthan used to do my state pageant

So I didn't do it for three years because I was preparing for 5 years So first Miss Rajasthan used to do my state pageant So I didn't do it for 3 years Because I was healthier So they need to lose weight in pageants So it took me 3 years to lose weight So I did it in the 3rd year Then I used to give Miss India auditions

I have given Miss Universe auditions every year This was not the first time, but the second time I did Miss Universe India So I took it as a sign because I had told God that I believe in Mumba Devi in Bombay I had told her that if Mumba Devi is written, then give me a sign and I will come back I will fight with everyone and come back Just give me a sign Just give me a sign And then after 3 days

I got Miss Universe India And I took the sign And then I got a pageant I couldn't qualify in the pageant I didn't even come in the top 20 So I was very depressed

Because I had invested a lot In my last 3-4 years in pageantry I lost all my weight I got into modelling I didn't want to do modelling but I wanted to do shoot, profile for pageants. But because I was healthier, I was very much

I mean, photographers used to talk a lot on shoots as well. So there was an incident where a female photographer was in Jaipur She said it to my face. She took my photos and sent them to the client. And she said, look at your face, how fat you look Don't you go to the gym? The photographer

Okay

She said, don't you go to the gym? She started teaching me what to do in the gym But you look so fat, what will I send the client? She used to say like this It was a difficult I started hating modelling at that time

But then I continued doing pageants and then Miss Universe India happened and Miss Universe India didn't happen I couldn't win So for the next 2 months were very difficult again

and my family told me to go out and study and then after 2 months, I got a call I mean I gave an audition My friend pushed me to leave pageant Your personality gets suppressed in pageant

I have a fun side Very bubbly I don't think I have shown it in show I was in this while fighting and crying No, I am talking to you That energy is very bubbly.

Very like fun, childlike, positive. I am like a kid. I am very funny. I am like that. I am like that. I am like that.

People are getting to know from Shobhangi's vlog that my real personality is very different from what is in the show. Because in the show, mind games and planning and plotting used to go on, I couldn't enjoy it. And then things started happening, so I didn't get time to enjoy it. Suzanne and I used to talk about it We don't do anything like that that people see us We do fun too, we are always in this

We keep on targeting in fights and arguments So What was the question? I forgot

Before that I would like to ask Like you said, whatever happened for some reason, you got the sign You had faith Have you ever shown through astrology that what will happen to your career?

Or what is going to happen?

Or did you ever think you will get the fame you want? Did it ever happen? This is crazy, you have asked I had to go for splits I think I got a call on 1st That I have done it

And I had to leave on 7th Or 7th night 7th November I had to leave on 7th November. I think I left at 5pm. It was an early morning. I was talking about the flight.

So, at that moment, the contract was signed. I knew I couldn't leave. But I told my astrologer that I was thinking to back out. Because I had never seen a split I told my astrologer I was thinking to back out

I had never seen splits My friend sent me a screenshot of last year's Love Den I saw it and thought if I do this How will it be perceived? I am in a village, what will people say? My family, relatives

I don't think I will be able to do pageant after this I was in a village, what would people say to my family and relatives But this was it And I don't think I would be able to do a pageant after this I don't know, image can be anything So I was very dicey, I called my best friend for 2-3 hours I texted her, what should I do She pushed me to think more, don't think so much, go

And one thing, my astrologer I talked to him for a long time I told him that I want to do Miss India If I do splits I don't think I will be able to do Miss India That is also my dream But in splits I think it's more like

People will see my personality and I feel that People will relate because I have never seen a split season I have seen a season with Priyank when I was small I remember that a little because he used to look good

Yes, Divya Gargwal Priyank, one of my favourite seasons

OG, OG Spitzwala I saw that and I saw the last season's reels Karshish Dikwaje's was so good I didn't know anything, he randomly told me I was saying that for 2 years but I didn't believe him He is mad, my image will be ruined I didn't know that. She randomly told me. She was telling me for 2 years but I didn't believe her. I thought she is crazy.

It's a dating show in India. What do people think? And you are coming from Rajasthan. So it gets multiplied. But then she said Karkar, because your personality

is real. The way you are funny the way you are in front of me. If you go to people, they will like you. I didn't see that and she scolds me for that that you didn't see the fun part but I asked the astrologer and he told me to go 100%

he told me that it will be good but he convinced me and I was saying the opposite thing and he was saying the opposite thing And he was saying the opposite So the stars were in your support He convinced me for 2-3 hours He said if it has to happen, it will happen

But don't leave this Right But you know in the show I think In the show, something different happened In the show, it was different

It was magical You can't plan Yeah, the connection between me and Jogesh

Say it Yogesh

The connection between me and Yogesh was so good that people liked it Even though we are not together And for the first time in Splitsvilla'svilla I don't think any couple has been so successful and then they are booking stars and registering in our name

those things I had never even dreamt of so these were the things that I felt I had manifested somewhere but I want to ask the day

the first day of Splitzvilla, you said you have curly hair. Did it really happen that you got attracted to it? What was the thing that you liked in the conversation between you and Yogesh and he liked you I don't know if he liked me or not at this point But when he entered, he was exactly my type I think I said the same thing in the show But he was exactly my type

I always had it I used to watch a lot of K-dramas I wanted a Korean type. Bearded guys. And... Wavy hair.

Long hair. One thing that was written in his DM was... I love music but I... want someone who can make me feel the music. Yes.

So... It happened in the past

I Once I had a type When I was small We used to talk How is your crush? What is your type?

So even then we used to talk I used to say that I want to impress a singer That he has made songs for me Sing songs And yes It will be very sweet

How crazy it will be That he is singing for me So it was always a sweet thing for me It was a love language type thing That he is writing songs for me I have had this before

People have written to me Old situations So they wrote a song for me That thing stayed in my heart That I really like that about someone, that someone sings well

because I have a hoarse voice I can't even become a bathroom singer the doors will break, windows are far away so that one song point I really liked that when I gave him the heart, I told him

I am really curious to hear you singing

yeah

and he used to sing songs yes I'm really curious to hear you singing. Yeah. And you used to sing songs. Yes.

We used to sit on the poolside for 2-3 hours

Doro Doro, Jeena Jeena. I know 2 songs. I don't know the this. Doro Doro, Jeena Jeena. I know two songs. I don't know the rest. Leave the rest.

But Doro Doro, I had stopped listening to it. Then once, randomly, I think I played it for the first time in my life after Puri Spritz. I was at my friend's house in Delhi. I played it for the first time. Because that phase was going on

The good edits phase So I didn't get that much hit But when I heard it again A few days back when I heard it live People were praising it a lot So that day I saw something online

I don't remember now but I saw something related to them So I was very low at that time So I think that's why I was feeling a little anxious And after that I stopped listening to them But they play it and all these friends forcefully I don't listen to these songs myself

But now everyone knows that they play it to have fun Now they play it at Harsh Roshali's house too

I removed it.

But...

It's okay. These are my new favourite songs. Absolutely. And many more.

There are many songs in the world, not just one.

But if I ask you...

Are you afraid of attachment? Man, there's a lot now.

A lot?

A lot. I have said in the show that you will see why. The things that were yesterday's episode. That should be multiplied by 50. Multiply it by 100. The things have gone so bad.

So now I have to relive all that I think the move on I tried to do I couldn't do that Now it will be very difficult I have attachment issues I have said this only

Attachment issues Abandonment issues Because it has been in my life Attachment issues? No. Abandonment issues. Abandonment issues. Because... It has always been there in my life. And in my friends as well. There have been some incidents of abandonment.

Because of which I have never dated. So, the main one was my career. But also, I don't think I was emotionally dependent on anyone. I used to find it very cringy that I had to text and call you everyday I wasn't like that I am a good friend but I always used to feel that I won't be a good girlfriend

because I won't be able to feel like this I used to feel that I don't have the capacity I don't have the heart but in the show I came out of the show and told my best friend that have you ever thought that I will feel like that in the show but in the show I came out of the show and told my best friend that have you ever thought that I will feel like this

ever for anyone we were actually very proud of myself that finally I felt like this now I know that this is the first time and I am so happy that

that thing is on record so I that is proof That it has happened And it will happen in future I have left some hopes

No, it will happen, why not

Akancha, your life is still left Yes, but I feel I should work a little Mom and dad were my priority So I should keep them I have to travel the world, I don't want to get involved in all this

And I think... What was I saying? I keep forgetting.

No, but obviously we have seen that your love story... Everyone has shipped you all. You both look so cute together. You have a lot of fans. But what was the point that you felt You felt very close to him That now we are together or getting closer

After the merger After the merger, we were not apart We were eating together We were eating together We he was eating it so closely He wouldn't stay away for a second So I think he realised that

I don't know about him I realised that No but you can say what you felt about him at that point About him, I felt that it was real I genuinely feel that I don't know, after yesterday's episode I have lost everything I don't know

I am questioning myself but I felt it was real and this episode felt real in the eyes

yes

because you know what you have shared no one can tell only you and him know that. Apart from that, the whole world... We might see it, we might comment on it, but I feel the two people in a relationship or in something

are the only ones who can tell what energy has been exchanged. I said the same thing. Whatever is shown on the show is not even 2%. The rest, 98% of us were alone. We talked for hours 8-9 hours continuously

We skipped sleeping once or twice We skipped the next day's task

All night?

All night I think Ron was out of the room Yogesh and I were sitting in front of my room We talked all night Ron came in the beginning we used to get milk and biscuits in our room

he came in the night and then he came in the morning we were together all night that's so romantic we sat and talked a lot I couldn't believe that our connection

was not weak because in private I knew that we have shared I told her all my traumas She told me her own Except one

Which I got to know on the show So I also didn't believe That's why Ruru came yesterday I told her I still trust you Yeah I didn't believe

You were so sure in your VD, you told Yogesh too when you confronted him after the dome that I have faith. This will not affect our connection. And I'm like, where is this much conviction coming from?

I have only one thing, I think I said it in the first episode too, I don't chase, I attract. I'm saying that as cool but genuinely I won't pitch a guy to choose me. This is my ego. I can't do that. So when Ruru came, I didn't tell her to choose me. She said I'm confused. I don't know what to do So I said if you are confused then don't choose me

because I am confused This is my first time that I am feeling all this and I don't want to think about something that is above my career and he is confused

and he is confused because of some other girl This is a very disgusting thing I don't want this I have not dated anyone since 23 years I have not given

this tag or title it's a big deal for me and if you are confused I don't need that kind of guy in my life I told him this, he will come in the next episode

but I think I saw yesterday's episode that Ruru was saying that don't choose forced connection. Choose real connection. Forced was some other connection which I had made with Gaurish. That was not forced. But you know this thing... Was there forced connection with Gaurish?

I mean the channel people I didn't like I didn't have feelings from my side

I was out of that I think Gomzi liked you as a viewer it feels like Gomzi liked you did he?

I don't know

but I think he did because he said I like her after our love then.

Do you think he liked you more than he liked Zalak?

Yeah, yeah. Yeah?

Yeah.

Sorry Zalak. But this Zalak also no. See, I am talking about that timeline. I will talk about the next episode

But for now

I knew Because we used to talk in private Off camera He used to tell me He used to pester me He will make a connection there I have a different connection there

I have left it You will leave me in between And then

He had a connection somewhere

He used to feel that I shouldn't go back with him But I made it clear to him that I will go I will go with him when he comes And there are many conversations that the channel has cut for me In which I had said earlier I had said this to him long back

That I am waiting for Yogesh, I had said this in Love Den as well But it was cut Because I had to show it in the end. In that task. That you say that it's Yogesh. So he cut everything for that build up.

But I was very clear. From day one? Yeah. Since the time he chose me in Dome. Like the things that happened on the pool date. Other than the bird flying.

Which we were not able to see But it was very cute We were playing in the water And all those were real moments Nothing for the camera In between

He said that my mom will scold me She will scold me But We cut all that But our relationship was very innocent I feel that our connection was very innocent

that's why sometimes I am I am seeing this with pity that what was I before the show I used to fight with boys so much I was an introvert before during school and college

now in the end, since 2-3 years I have become I used to fight with boys a lot I was an introvert before during school and college time but now I have become if a boy says something in front of me I will beat him I came like this and I have become so puky

you will see now the Akanksha 2.0 I am like that

if I get angry I get angry But we love puky Akanksha also I like that, if I get angry, I get angry But we love Pukki Akanksha also I mean, it's so nice to see your soft side And it happens in love I think don't be that hard on yourself Every girl has to go somewhere

Every girl, I mean, it's a human at the end of the day

But that was the first time that I saw That I have this form I mean, my friends also saw That you are blushing, what is this? What is this? They can't believe that

My friend came out and told me I debriefed him That this is what happened I was ranting to him He told me that he is my male best friend He tells me everything from a boy's perspective

He told me that he was against me going to the show But when I came back after the show He told me that he had the feeling that I had experienced love And then I had the heartbreak At the same time, in the same timeline And all this will remain with you

That's true

So that's such a beautiful feeling That what you used to tell us That I have to experience heartbreak once I used to tell everyone That I have to experience love once And I have to experience heartbreak once

Because I feel You learn a lot from the bad heartbreak I feel I have manifested this Because I used to say this a lot And I have said this in the first episode When I had a heart attack And they cut my part

I had mentioned about abandonment issues But they asked me What issues are there and why are they there So can you tell me, are you comfortable? So I said no I am not comfortable So they cut that part

But it was What did I say before abandonment I have so many things going on in my mind that I forget

No but if I still ask Is there a soft corner for Yogesh even today?

It was before yesterday

Not at all right now

I was talking to Saurav also about this I hate myself for this I feel guilt even while saying this but I think I am a human being I was so open for the first time and I haven't seen the next episodes yet so I think I have forgotten those things

I don't know how I will feel when they come but yesterday was the first time after the show since the airing started

that I am a little

a little hatred but even today I saw what level of hate he is getting I mean it is very bad to be very honest

It's too much It shouldn't be this much People forget that he is a human He is a human after all So after seeing all that I feel I feel scared for him

So I was discussing this with Saurabh That I shouldn't feel all this But it's happening And I tell my friends from Jaipur that she is a baddie savage she makes me go crazy

so shut up, I will show you an episode and you will see what she said

That's also because you have a pure heart in general you are a good person and as a human being you must be feeling bad

Yeah because of humanity I feel. But, I don't know. After yesterday, feelings are everywhere. Obviously, I don't see him the same way that I used to. Because now, I feel like a different person.

The way he was with me, he was a different Yogesh. And the way he was with Ruru, he like a different person The way he was with me He was a very different Yogesh And the way he was with Ruru He was very different As soon as he entered He said Ruru Taro And he said I missed you a lot

So He was very far away So I didn't hear it So I had an expression that I didn't hear it

But I heard it for the first time yesterday So I didn't hear it then So my expression was like I didn't hear it Like this

But I heard it for the first time yesterday So you didn't know that he said I miss you No I didn't know that I miss you he stopped And then he said a lot

I didn't hear that And the hugs that I saw After the private conversation When he was hugging It was so clear that

He is in love I don't know when I saw him after the private conversation when he was hugging her it was so clear that

he is in love

I don't know it was clear that he is not the other Yogesh he is not the one

tell me one thing when Ruru came tell me one thing before Ruru came you didn't have any hint that there is a girl in his life I am sure it was a past topic, like you said you didn't date You must have asked Yogesh to tell about your exes

I did ask

You did?

He told me about his two But he didn't tell me about Ruru This was the third one And after coming I asked him why I didn't tell them They said it was private Then I came out and saw their vlogs

And all their friends knew And also I feel that Now I have proof Before coming here I saw some things I saw that I just hoped that it was not planned

That it was not planned Because then I would be cheated Even now Even after coming out I stayed with my friends in Jaipur To heal and everything

I used to tell them If I get to know from somewhere That it was planned I don't know what my reaction would be And now after seeing it yesterday

Do you think this is planned? I mean the conversation between the two Or Ruru's entering

I just saw something The timelines they have told That they broke up 1.5 months ago Or 1 month ago

No but recently I saw saw on Instagram that there was a Halloween party on that Ruru was the DJ and Yogesh's movie and the timelines, I saw that too

and also in the future they are saying 1-1.5 months of break up but that was 10 days ago yes, they will say the 10 days thing that it happened 10 days ago, a little before the show so they get trapped in his own lies

One thing happened Suzanne told me this in the end when we were all going home She must have been with Yogesh She said something like This was a big point for Ruru

Ruru told him all Ruru was very She told him that I left everything for you I didn't understand that Because she came for 10 days and left so much work and she came here for work

Everyone knows that you will get fame from Spritz Everyone knows what they are doing She said that I left work and that justified She knows what they are doing She said that she had left her work She used to justify that She said that she has left so much work for me

I know her family She knows my family She said this So Suzanne told me this later She must have told her

When my mom will see Ruru and this whole scene I don't know what she'll do. She'll scold me a lot. So Suzen said, but auntie knows Ruru, right? So she said, no, how does she know?

Then she said, but you said that you are each other's family, you know each other. Then she said something like, no, he is his uncle He said something like that So there are some things Because of which I feel I don't want to believe And these are not the things that can be proved But today I saw one more thing

He said somewhere that I think he said it in yesterday's episode How would I have told you that I am going to splits

But if Yogesh and Ruru would have told you that I am going to Splits. But if Yogesh and Ruru had planned this, then Yogesh would have known that I would get hate if I did this.

Then why would he have done this? Yes, that's why I think it wouldn't have been planned.

Because why would anyone do this? Or Ruru would have known. No, Ruru didn't know that there is a connection between them.

But how can someone explain such a big flip in a second I don't understand

Someone told me through close sources I got to know that Yogesh really really likes or was in love

with Ruru And what he used for you or said for you, that was there We are not denying that But what was there for Ruru

Is a little too much Yes, I mean his history was more What's his name? Gullu also said that I think he will choose her Because that's his history It's an exes affair Gullu also said that he will choose her because she has a history So it was an exes affair If it was this much, I shouldn't have come to the dating show

If it was this much And I came, so this thing She knows that it's my first time The day I left the throne I had a fight with her, it was our first fight That day

The day you left the throne, before Ruhu came

Yes, I am telling you about that We had our fight I was thinking What if he is doing it for the game When I left the throne He said

You have fallen in love On the first day We said Don't fall in love with me I said let's see who is the first day we said that don't fall in love with me He said don't fall in love with me I said let's see who will fall first That day he said

I don't know if he said it in a joke or not He said it I said it in a joke later I got very angry and I left I was feeling that From both the sides

I went to Diksha's house and told her That he said it If he is doing it So I went to Diksha's house and told her that she said it like that If he is doing it for the game, then tell him not to do it with me I am very emotionally attached to him I have been attached to someone for the first time

and if it is fake then tell him that I won't do it and later I had a conversation with Yogesh I told him to tell me now that if it's fake

Then I am ending the connection I will play with someone else or do anything I will play alone but I can't play fake He said No, you think it's fake The same thing that we have spent so much time in private

Because of that I didn't feel it was fake And I don't know if I am justifying it But I feel that he must be a fool He is just 22 years old

He must have got carried away by the show

He must have got carried away by the show And if he felt so strongly about it he wouldn't have known So you are telling yourself all this I am telling myself At least it shouldn't have been planned

I am thinking about this My actual feeling will be like

My gut feeling says this wasn't planned because why would someone ask for so much hate but when I see it online I am confused myself whether it was planned or not

I can't imagine your situation I will say this, don't give me hate because of this I am just being real what I am feeling it's not about whether she planned it or not if I am wrong, let's say I am saying that I think she planned it and if it was wrong, because I don't have any proof

I have seen what I saw on the internet But if he hadn't planned it, the hate that is going towards him That will be so much, and for what?

And when he played that video in the Dome session The turn that Yogesh took He showed his back and then he did this He has seen the video. The turn that Yogesh has taken, I mean, he showed his back straight, then he did this, he has seen the video. My first question was, I mean, Yogesh's reaction was justified because he was scared.

But, how were you so calm? Man, I...

I think the internet wants to know, how were you so calm? I mean, the entire villa was like, Sondhari got up from her seat, Ashmita got behind her, Ron was like this, but you just went like this.

How?

Ya because, it will sound silly but even then I was very confident in our connection I had just left the throne I had left it because I felt it a lot I had taken that decision immediately I thought I have to continue with this There is no time for this

Now that has happened We have talked about it in private We actually feel a lot of things for each other We never thought that this much would happen He used to make songs and sing We are spending so much time alone and he is making songs and singing He used to tell Saurabh a lot of things in private

He used to tell me that he is gone He is gone So I had that And the whole world has seen That we were actually building something Really strong, something real And that

Is not there in reality shows And we were together for 25 days 25-30 days In that bond You are together for 24 hours From morning to evening

You were not sleeping at night You were just talking And there was no phone There was no distraction You were just distracted You would get into all this

I had that confidence Sunny ma'am also used to say That he was different Everyone thought that So I had that confidence, Sunny ma'am also used to say that they had something different. Everyone thought that he won't choose Roodo. All the contestants and the host felt the same.

Did you two ever say I love you to each other?

No.

Not that thing? No. What is the maximum you all told each other? Which made you feel like, we really like each other. There must be some word.

Hmm.

I like you, I really like you.

No, we didn't say that.

We didn't even say I like you to each other.

Yaar, it was. I didn't say I like you to each other What are you asking?

Sorry I didn't ask

I don't know if I should say this or not It was like eyes We used to look at each other I don't know I used to feel with my eyes that

You have

Yes

So we had a last conversation When we were going home That was the last time we spoke We didn't talk in the whole show It was the last time So I had to say something to him

He had to hear something So I had to say something to him I had to listen to him So I have tried in the show to move on from him wherever we used to go together I came there for 10 days and I didn't see his face

for 7-8 days without me I didn't see his face I used to see him somewhere else I didn't see his face I used to block him her face from somewhere else I didn't look at her face I used to block her from outside

I used to move on I used to train myself for her So in the end I felt like I am moving on towards the end

But in the end, when we had our last conversation then we

saw her eyes and still felt like she is still there Then we saw in his eyes

Still you felt that he is still there I felt that he is still there

Even now I mean when I see Yogesh's live

When I was looking at his eyes I remembered that Yogesh The one from the merger He was a different Yogesh I am telling you, after watching yesterday's episode I didn't feel that it was my connection That Yogesh I am telling you Yesterday's episode didn't feel like my connection

That merger Yogesh I still feel like it has changed a lot

But I don't know I think people feel If this is true Then what was that merger hug

I want to know that too

Ruru also said That you wore my earrings Which I gifted I don't know that you have worn my earrings Which I have gifted I don't know if you have seen that

I have seen that On Reels

So the earrings that Yogesh wore were actually given by Ruru

I don't know The shirt that he used to give me for cover up, that was worn by Ruru He used to tell me that there is a waterfall behind my house in my village There are stars It was our idle date That we will go to the mountains, see the waterfall, do stargazing, eat something and drink something So I am seeing all those things, that he is roaming on the mountains with her, the waterfall and all

So because he is roaming in the mountains with her and the waterfalls I mean I still don't understand to be very honest what was this? and what has happened to me?

Have you ever complained to Saurabh that you knew why didn't you tell me? I have complained to Saurabh.

Saurabh and Gullu. Yogesh said, two people knew.

Gullu.

I just asked Saurabh.

Why didn't you tell me? You're my brother.

Yes.

Back then... We were so close back then. We're still so close. We weren't so close in the show But there were some scenes where we were like brothers I spoke to him today

He said that he knew that he had an ex I don't know if he told you or not He just told me that he had an ex I don't know I don't know about Gullu

I knew him completely He was on his side

He won't say anything, of course

But

This was it

But the whole time where Yogesh left from the staircase, are you okay? The whole time when Yogesh left the staircase and he went

he met Ruru unhone usne kaha aur aapko sunayi nahi dera tha aapne video dekha Sunny ma'am Karan sir se saath jo baat hui thi aapko tab the whole dome session what was going on in your head and heart matlab kya chal raha tha because aap bas smile kar rahe the aur mujhe aisa lag raha tha What was going on? You were just smiling I felt like You are smiling so much

What is the sorrow that you are hiding?

That's what I felt That was it Whenever I feel bad Or something weird happens to me I give that smile Do you remember that Himanshu smile?

Yes Because you smile and then you cry So I give that smile Do you remember that Himanshu smile? Yes Because you smile and then you cry

Yes That was the same thing When I was not able to understand Then I smile Because I was hiding my emotions You smile

Yes I was smiling But I was very I was very uncomfortable from inside I was seeing him hugging another girl, who is his ex apparently so I was very uncomfortable, a little scared but confident so because of my confidence, I lost my virginity

why was was so confident I don't know I have seen their private conversation They were saying Ruru Taro I didn't expect that

I think the most blow up was Ruru Taro, Akku Taro Yogi Taro What was this thing? He told you that he will call you Akku Tara?

No.

So, the love charger task. So, we had to decide nicknames. So, I said Akku Yogi. He said Akku Yogi. So, I said... He said, listen.

Akku Tara and Yogi Tara are very cute. I told him. And I told him not to do it again and again. He said, are you crazy? You'll get very cringed. No, no, no. Are you crazy? What is Akku Tara? Everyone is keeping bunny bunny type.

He convinced me a lot. He said, I'm telling you. You believe me. I'm telling you. So I said,'s keep Akko Yogi, then he said Akko Yogi Karam But then I was saying this in VD So I didn't remember that I said it in VD And it got deleted So that's why it got deleted

Channel people are smart They know that Ruru is here Now this thing was told to me by Suzanne Later in Villa That she calls him Ruru Tara So then I fell asleep

You got to know in the villa itself? Yes, Suzen told me We used to talk in between I thought you got to know this when you saw the episode No, I knew that That's why I never used the term Akku Tara Not in my hashtags Not in my posts

I use Akku My fans call me Akku The supporters I use Akamsha but I never used Akku Tara

But Ruru also said something Why didn't you call me? That was her private conversation

Did you ever ask her what was the fight? I did ask her but she didn't tell me She said it was a stupid fight Yes, it was a stupid fight But did you ever ask her off camera what happened between you two? Yes I did. She said it was a silly thing and she would avoid it

After Ruru's arrival, I and Yogesh had two conversations

The entire time? Did she not let you speak to Yogesh? And you were the one who stepped back

It happened once that Suzanne and Yogesh were sitting outside my room I was not in the room, I was outside But I entered the room and I saw cameras there They were having a conversation So Suzanne told me that she wanted to talk to me

Or anything So I said I don't want to But Suzanne said we have to talk outside So I went inside don't want to do it But Suzen said we have to do it outside So I went inside and I kept something Or changed something And when I came out, Ruru came there

So I came out and went somewhere else So then Suzen told me That she was saying all this What did you want to talk to her? So she said, go, we want to talk to her So she said, what is it that can be done in front of me? No, he will do it in front of me. Then what will happen?

This was on camera. I don't know if it will be shown or not. But the last conversation I am telling you about where we were talking, Ruru came to know that we were talking. He also fought with her.

The conversation also ended in the middle. It was an abrupt ending. He couldn't say what I wanted to say So yeah They fought a lot They have fought a lot in the entire film

Saurabh also used to say that They fight a lot Are they related to you or Other than you? They are related to me Because

So in the show, I... I was alone in the whole show. I mean, I didn't have any friends. Only Suzanne stayed with me. Suzanne took my stand, I took hers. But...

No one else took it for me.

Only Suzanne did.

So, in between, the bad things that happened... Then, if... I remember when I heard this, Saurabh used to say Ruru, Diksha, Himanshu, Saurabh and Yogesh used to tell me not to talk to Akanksha Yogesh didn't even talk to her and they didn't let Saurabh talk to her that why are you talking to her

Did Ruru used to say this?

All of them from that group that don't talk to her, what is left to talk about now she is different, we'm different, Ruru is here. And Himanshu Dixit was my aunt. So he used to say a lot that she's like this, why are you doing this to her? He used to fight with her.

But Saurabh used to make sure that he comes and talks to me. That how am I, what am I? Because I actually, I mean, this is the worst thing that has happened to me and I don't think it could have been worse I used to get scared of getting up Every day whatever fights are happening, it's only me All the issues are coming to me And there is no one to defend me, it's just me

And Suzanne Once it happened Now the VDs that you are watching My throat is starting to get sore So From the episode till now

Because I have no one to take my stand I am alone Even in Dome, Suzanne didn't speak much When there was a lot of noise in between, she could raise her pointer Her voice is also low And I have to shout to take my stand

Because everything overlaps So I had a sore throat by shouting That I did last because everything overlaps So I screamed and my throat got so bad that I think I had 8-9 bottles of cough syrup every day because my throat was so bad and I used to tell Sunny ma'am that my throat is bad I can't fight like this but still I used to scream my throat out

because I was the only one for me and she must have felt bad about it So he used to take my stand Like Himanshu is saying something to me Like what happened with you, Yogesh did it right Or someone else is saying it

Which people have said So he used to take my stand

Oh people have said this?

Yes, he has said it many times

That also reminds me The way Saundarya is getting hate, after yesterday's episode, especially. When Ruru got, when Yogesh was getting Ruru, Sandy got up and clapped when everyone was sitting.

I wish you would have asked me this a week later because that episode is coming. I will make sure I say that in my live In the next episode he has done something really crazy

Towards you?

Everyone is crying Everyone is crying Sandy is the only one standing up and clapping like this I feel so happy for Ruru She deserves this

Yay Ruru

Everyone is crying Sunny ma'am is crying Vishu is crying

Preet is crying.

Preet is crying. I am crying. The enemies are crying. I mean, what enemies were in my show? The people who were not close to me, it was so emotional. All the producers and speakers were crying. My contestant managers and all were crying. It was a very...

It was a very... In that situation, I to one girl's applause And I was away from that situation And I just saw this

And she is genuinely feeling that way

Happy In this party also Suzanne told me That she went to the washroom And when I was crying, the consoling girl She uploaded my video

So apparently she was standing with a girl So As soon as I entered I uploaded a video and when I went to the washroom, she was standing with a girl So when Suzanne entered, she was saying something like After so many days, I got to see Akanksha crying I felt so good, I remembered that time, it was so relaxing

When did Sandhya say this?

She said this at the Urfi party And she said the same thing twice there, in the Urfi party and she said the same thing twice in the show So Sandhya said that she wants to choose Ruru

Yogesh

So because when I saw her crying and got the satisfaction I want to see her again

And this was told to you by Suzan

Yes and this happened in front of Gullu So I don't know what Gullu will say

Did you verify this with Gullu? No, I haven't yet But Suzan Yes, and this happened in front of Gullu So I don't know what Gullu will say Did you verify this from Gullu?

No, I haven't done it yet But Suzan told me yesterday And I can accept this Because she said this in front of me too

When you were crying, I think that is also going viral She has made a face I think she has mocked you while crying

She does this a lot. She has done this a lot in the show. She is a heartless girl. She doesn't have a heart. I think she is very... Her camera starts with a different personality and then it goes off with a different personality. She looks very different. Towards the end, me and her became friends. Suzanne also became her bestie.

But still she came out and made this tea thing so big for fame. When she knows that in the end we were making fun of it the host was saying that Suzanne has come for tea it was like a meme the situation was light and now she came out and did it again

that I can't see it think someone threw tea on another girl I said she is talking about another girl and she is commenting there someone commented for me that I feel like throwing hot tea on Akanksha's face

after going to her house and she is writing under it should I send the address? so I mean

She has done that?

Yeah

These screenshots went viral I made it on my storybook

I haven't seen this

So this was the double standard she and Sadaf have fulfilled Sadaf and she have completed it Sadaf says a lot Don't abuse Don't do physical violence She had pulled Suzanne's hair that day when she was having tea

and she was saying that there was no physical violence when Anjali and I were fighting and Anjali shook my hand and I was charging that money and she came in between and said don't fight, it's not physical violence I said Anjali has done it to me

and this not physical violence I said Anjali did it to me and this is physical violence Suzanne's hair was caught in her hands I think when Sunder Rao pulled it or when Sadaf pulled it literally they broke her hair

just because she threw a cold tea I admit she did wrong I told her that what she did and why did she do it when we were not there so someone was with you and someone was saying that you are doing wrong But after that

their television came and it was very bad that you removed a girl's hair from her head and what is the age difference? I have no idea

I mean older than her She is a idea I mean they are older than her She is a kid I mean I have I am also thinking like in Yogesh I try to think

that okay he is just a year younger than me but boys don't have emotional maturity

How old is Ruru?

I think she is one year older than me Yesterday it felt like my heart break came back Yesterday actually I was telling Saurabh that yesterday it felt like

I am sitting in that dome because it felt like actually everything is happening in front of me It is the same thing that we are not unable to get out of Splitsvilla It is going out, the real Splitsvilla is going out

It is going online Sadaf, I mean the video where we were talking about Sondhya Where you are crying in the success party There was a lot of ruckus about that That Sondhya had poked you But somewhere or the other

Sondhya was saying that no, for proof That video went out, it went on the story That they were consoling you Actually what happened?

That thing has become so big

Dude, I don't want to give her that much Importance Importance because Firstly, she doesn't deserve any importance from my end at least. She is a very bad girl. I have said this a thousand times and I will say it again.

I have never seen such an evil girl in my life. She is heartless. I will tell you what happened that day so that it is out in the open and I don't repeat it.

I will tell you in short. I am sitting here and in the open and I don't repeat it In short?

Yes, in short I was sitting here, Himanshu was sitting here and you are Himanshu's mom I was having a conversation, there was a table here I was talking, Sundari came and tapped me from behind I looked and she said, oh sorry I thought it was Suzanne Suzanne wore a blazer and I wore a different outfit

It was clear that I am not Suzanne But she came and said Then everyone was like Sondhari Akanksha, Sondhari Akanksha Our makeup artists were enjoying That at least do a handshake So we started talking

As soon as we did the handshake She said, you are crazy, what are you doing Exact tone You are crazy, what are you doing What are you saying in real live? Why are you saying this? I said

You have Kept a dedicated live for me In which a guy called me And said bad things about me And lied That I called your dad a gorilla

And I said something about a rod That I will hit you with a rod I said when and that and the rod thing I will hit you with your rod I said when did this happen? Tell me when did this happen? She said she told me, Suzanne told me

that it happened

I said it didn't happen, I didn't say it I was talking like this How do I explain that it didn't happen? I was doing that I was in the people pleaser zone Now the show is over, I genuinely want

the differences between want to end the differences and in that sense I was trying to convince her that I didn't say it and I shouldn't have why am I convincing her but I convinced her

and I sorted everything with Simran because I didn't want to keep the bad blood I didn't want to keep it but then I said that he said that he will come in the episode

and you have said it and he started talking the tone started going up and the party stopped, I never said I said, in between it happened that what is happening here

and then 10-15 makers came and Nia was also there and Nia came to see me crying Vishu and Sadaf's camera As soon as Sadaf brought her camera She said one line

I know that you felt what you felt in the show and it was real and whether you believe it or not when Ruru came I cried in my room No she didn't cry

Ruru and she went to my room and they talked about me and she was really happy about the fact that Ruru came and my connection is breaking with Yogesh and she told Suzanne

that I wish you choose Ruru I felt good seeing Akanksha crying You said that? Yes So this thing She was telling me at she cried and felt bad for me. So, when she mentioned that again, and because Yogesh and Ruru were in the party,

and Ruru came to me and tried to talk to me, and that people pleaser thing came back to me. I danced with her and I talked to her. She was crying. She was very emotional.

Ruru was crying.

Ruru was crying. That he is taking me again and again.

Yogesh.

He is convincing me not to fall in all this. He is taking me by holding my hand. I don't want to do it. I mean he is telling me such things. So basically Yogesh and Ruru broke up before the party I don't know But there is a pap video where Yogesh is leaving and Ruru comes behind him

She poses with the pap and then she goes and calls Yogesh

I don't know all this I just know that she came to me many times during the party And one time she was trying to talk to me many times at the party And one time she was trying to forcefully We were talking and she was trying to talk That I feel so bad for you Whatever happened with you was very bad

But I never did anything bad to you You can ask Yogesh too Oh sorry, whatever Like this So it was a poke I don't know the intention but I took it in a taunting way

Everyone knows what they are saying, what they are doing and the intention behind it So no one said anything And she is doing it with me, I am the person She shouldn't have said it but She cried a lot, she got emotional, it was the wine and everything She said it in her live So

I felt bad that She knew I cried and she fought with me After that We had a conversation I told her what happened After that she said in her first live

That Vishu Taj's live Party was so fun I didn't see anything like that everyone was laughing that was so mean because

in front of her when I was crying I was crying in front of Himanshu's friend in between she took me to come and tell me I am the only person that can feel your pain

I was laughing and talking because people pleaser again No Ruru please stop I don't want to talk before that we hugged it out I was talking to her happily People pleaser again I told her to stop Did you talk to Yogesh at that party? No. Not at all?

I didn't even look at him Did he try? No So Ruru When Ruru was there As soon as I entered, I met her outside So before I entered

She hugged me So I said it's fine, show is over Because she was crying Only because of that I went home in guilt I have to be a little more

I can't do this. If someone is coming to stop me, I can't forget what happened to me So once again, Ruru is talking to me Anjali is sitting on the side And Suzanne is pulling me Brother, come. Don't do it. Don't do it Asmita is telling me not to do it

Because you will regret it Talking to Ruru I did regret it I saw her live That you were so nice She was telling me

things that I had to say That she did this to me I don't want to go back to him he is not there he is celebrating Why was she angry?

I don't know They don't exist for me I want to stay away from them In that party I don't know where I got stuck

How did Ruru come and speak to you? Did you have any bonding in the villa? No, not at all So suddenly where did the friendship come from? Between you two? I mean, I understood your side

But, yeah, I mean, as soon as I entered She came in front of me I just don't want this to be awkward Yeah, so let's, like I just want you to know that I don't have any negativity or hate

I said same It was the show, I'm fine I don't have anything like that We hugged and then Because she was getting very emotional So I was feeling bad too but then

It happened later that she started crying a lot And I was feeling like I'm not in a position I am not in a position I am not in a state to console you When I am the one who is left alone Firstly

And I still Somewhere I do I do have a soft corner I shouldn't, but I am a human And the more I try to forget You are reminding me of the same thing

And I have to say what you are saying But who should I say it to? Simran was standing beside me, everyone was standing They were like, I feel so sorry for Ruru Ultimately I got flashbacks of Vila How everyone thought, for Ruru, we are so happy for Ruru

And all my enemies And they were not sad for me The same people were there So it felt like a villa

Sourabh told you not to go to the party You will regret

He told me not to go But I thought how long will I do it If he is here, I asked her till when will I do this? She is here, so I won't go. Why should I do this? Till when will I do this? To be honest, I was not going. I refused. Gaurish and Suzanne told me on the call, till when will she do this?

Why is she doing this? Does she ever think like this? Don't think so much. We there, we will talk to each other I was separated from Suzan I was interacting a lot You were with Himanshu How did Himanshu and I start?

I don't know how it started I was talking to Himanshu's manager He made me talk to Himanshu And we started laughing What is happening about our online beef He said the same thing and I said the same thing

It was the show He said the same thing Because Diksha is in the movie And Diksha has such a big beef with you She was in the show So, that's why

I don't have any bad blood for you I said the same thing in the show I don't have any bad blood for you. I said the same thing in the show. I don't have any problem with Himanshu. I don't want to be friends with him. Because I feel like the show made him bad. But he is a nice person. He is a gentleman and he is a good person.

If you... He went crazy in the game. He went crazy. He made a lot of mistakes in the game. And he didn't even believe it. But I feel when we were friends, I saw his side when we were friends in the beginning. That was very good. That was good. He was very caring. He was a good friend.

The plot twist for the audience is that we don't know what will happen in the end. In the end, we will start liking Himanshu. We will start hating all the guys we like now and Himanshu All the girls we like right now We will start hating them

And Himanshu will become our favourite

I was the biggest enemy of Himanshu in the show And he was mine Diksha and Himanshu and these two How do I say all this? This is a spoiler

No, you were the enemy

You know it

I know it? Okay I don't understand. So, my worst beef was with them. But, after coming out,

when I was crying, Himanshu consoled me a lot. After the party, he took me to him. He said, I will do it for you. You stay with me. He was scolding me. He took me with his friend When I was crying He said I will do it

He was scolding me Man up, this is the industry You have to do this Till the show is going on You have to control your emotions You have to be strong

And then I was like Himanshu, what happened to you Since when did you become good That day Himanshu was very nice to you? Since when did you become so nice? But that day Himanshu was very nice to me and he only consoled me when Suzanne was not with me

and yeah I really appreciated but after that I saw some of her live so Himanshu apparently broke up with Diksha because she thinks something is happening between

you and Himanshu? Me and Himanshu and Sandhya and Himanshu Something is happening I said that was our conversation We never spoke about anything else Neither online nor ever

We had beef But that day she helped me a lot

Is there something between Himanshu and Sandhya?

No, Diksha said that apparently I have seen it live She thinks that Himanshu and me and Sandhya are not a couple

No but tell me one thing When you saw that clip where Ruru has asked do you like her romantically And Yogesh has not replied And when you both were in the same room with Yogesh You have asked Yogesh specifically That you like her Are you all buddies or are you all lovers?

And Yogesh said somewhere in between That's why you didn't say anything

Because then I was sure that he will choose Ruru

What was the answer if she had asked you that?

Mine was

Lovers?

I mean we never said I like you I like you, in a sense we used to say feelings, we didn't use such terms

So

Mine was Very close to being almost lovers It's been 20 days More than buddies for sure More than buddies but not somewhere in the middle When she said the thing about romantically

I was like this How didn't she say that romantically we are so close Because we are We are sitting hand in hand all the time There was physical intimacy

somewhere

Holding hands Cuddly Yeah, the normal couple was there I don't know I was in shock

How? I know How will I tell people Why didn't you say anything? If someone says that he is not able to own up and his connection I don't think I want that guy in my life If he is not able to accept me then

In front of a girl Who will he do it in front of? What should I expect in life?

You go girl.

I can never not pitch to anyone. I was single for 23 years. For a 1 year young boy, I won't go against my morals or ego. I won't tell him to choose me. I will never do this

that I am in show or mid show. It's a 30 day show. You have 10 days left 10 days are left You are coming in that And you are saying that I have left everything And

When she said that she left the throne for me Then Ruru said that I have left everything First time you have not left anything You have come to gain something This is very obvious I am not questioning her feelings I don't know what they were and what they weren't.

I still don't understand because literally two hours ago we were so lovey dovey. I don't understand what has changed in two hours. I knew that she came to the show and she knows Yogesh had told me that she has left everything and she had these DJing gigs And she had these offers for the playground I said, are you dumb?

Splitsvilla is different and coming as a wild card And if you are so popular different and coming as a wild card and if your popularity is this much obviously if it's a big show then she will choose this one and for 10 days which gigs did you leave?

I have left my work for 1-1.5 months and I have also come for my career now if I think about the game my connection is in the mid game so who should I play with? My career is at stake

Imagine if I get eliminated in the next round Just because of this

So

I couldn't understand all that I left my throne too I came from the perspective of winning in the beginning And I left my throne without thinking I don't want to count but I also had the intention that I left everything

So I never understood that she left everything

When he said that he has a connection with Akanksha in the game You waved and he said game

I didn't hear all this I heard Akanksha and I said I have a connection with her You didn't hear it? I didn't hear the game wave Because it is too far and you can't hear anything Everything is going on I didn't hear the name of the song Because it's too far away And you can't hear the sound

So I was hearing the volume in the mic But I didn't hear it And I don't know I saw everyone laughing while waving They were like, you are crazy What are you doing?

That's the People pleasing attitude that I am talking about I become like that Sometimes I shouldn that I am talking about I become like that Sometimes I shouldn't be like that I am practicing that, Suzanne teases me a lot about this

My westerns also tease me a lot I am learning but then it was like why should I be rude unnecessarily If she hasn't given me anything to be rude then I will be good till then

That's why I am here Is this angle possible? Just putting it out there Because The last task You and Yogesh did

You won that But Yogesh's mindset Is that maybe I can win more tasks with Ruru So you look ahead If that mindset was there Because

I have come out and seen it But last season I don't think Ruru was a very good performer I have heard, as much as Suzenne has told me That she was not an ace performer And I was not that good in task force. So I don't know.

And all the love challenges that we had, nobody could match our compatibility in the villa. Sunny ma'am used to say that the thing about compatibility, Yogesh and Akanksha are the winners.

But even the fact that you both were in a villa, was that a factor in Ruru that there was a lot of possessiveness or jealousy? Or if Yogesh is looking at you or if there is an eye contact, you know, that happens when you love someone. Did it ever happen from your side or from his side?

I used to try not to look at his face. But I used to... I mean, we used to have eye contacts. So, Dom maybe... I mean, we used to have eye contacts. So, I used to get really angry at that time, why is he looking at me? I mean, maybe he feels guilty.

Or maybe something else. I don't know why he used to look at me like that I don't know about jealousy He used to have problems Even when we had conversations a couple of times He used to have problems What to talk about, what to do, why to do

Even when we had a conversation at the end She came in between I think Preet told her on the way That Akanksha and Yogesh She said Yogesh He said on the way that Akanksha and Yogesh were talking to each other and she ran away

and Yogesh ran away and she asked me to go away I was like what the f**k, why should I go away? Anyway, she saw me there and started shouting at me How was their relationship?

You must have heard it from the people in your area I used to try to stay away from them but I used to see that they used to fight a lot And Saurabh used to tell me that they used to fight a lot And it was because of me and also because of others. And... ...he used to fight a lot in his room. Asmita told me that once he was fighting in Asmita's room.

And he was so ugly that she had to go out. So... I mean, there were a lot of fights. And which was... ...not... I mean, I never saw Yogesh's side because he never fought with me.

And once we fought once I fought with him and he apologized to me and I told him that if he is faking it then tell me I can't fake for the game when I left the throne

yes

so that was our argument it was mine and he was reassuring me. But I have heard this side of his with him. But you have never seen it with yourself? No, it was never with me. But you know Ruru had given a statement that I won't fight with her.

She is sweet and we will show.

You have seen the show about that.

Because I have heard that Ruru never poked you or fought with you. She always was the understanding one. Is it true? Because that's what you know. When she has entered, she has told Yogesh that I won't fight. Is she sweet? And Yogesh said…

We have fought a lot. And she has said a lot of bad things I have also said bad things in the fight I have said bad things So yes, there were both sides There was a fight, but it's not like she was very understanding

No, it wasn't like that

But

It's the same thing, I don't know I might get a spoiler, I can't say much But there were fights You will see the understanding later Because it was jealousy When he used to take my stand in between

Like the fight between me and Diksha That will come now, so in that too you will see So if he did anything He didn't take any stand as such But whatever, even if it was a little Then he used to say, why are you going?

What do you think of yourself? And then, Sa Saurabh came, the three or four people who were in the group, Saurabh and Yogesh would tell both of them, no, no, don't go, don't go. Saurabh would tell me this.

But, yes. I think in the end, it was just Saurabh. I used to do this all the time In all the domes Before the camera is on When the break happens Show me my resting face This is my sad face It looks like she will cry

I used to sit like this because I didn't have anyone to talk to When Suzanne was there When she was talking to Vishu, I used to be alone I didn't talk to anyone No one talked to me Everyone became my enemy

Niharika and Saurabh used to talk to me Saurabh used to do this thing Aagaya naadi Naadi Kulkar bolo hurray Hurray

Later Niharika also learnt this When I was sitting alone They used to talk to me from a distance. And then I would do this. So, it was like in the end,

I survived a little bit. So, I used to think that it's not the end of the world. I used to hold on to these little things. Like, whatever bad is happening, something good is happening.

If you had to do something differently If I ask you now in Villa What would you do differently? Would you have done it with Yogesh or not?

I would have done it Because I liked him from the first day when I went shopping with Gauresh I mean, this is also my conversation I liked the same thing from the first day when Gaurish and all were swapping I was very this is also my conversation I had a conversation with Suzanne I told her that I am not able to

feel romantic for anyone so how should I play further I was not able to understand anything when I had performed with Gullu so it was the same thing that I was not able to

see anyone romantically the way I used to see her. So, I don't think I... There could have been someone else. I mean, you're saying all this after knowing all this? No, I mean, I'm just asking.

I mean, do you regret something? Is there anything that you regret? One thing that I regret is that my real side, this bubbly, funny, kids side, the bubbly, funny side, the kids side, the Jaipur side, that didn't come in the show. Maybe next show. Maybe now.

Now it's out in the open. Now we can see the more bubbly side of you.

Sourabh also teases you both a lot, going on live, like what have I shown you?

He's crazy. I've told him not to do it but he doesn't think twice You either get out of the frame or Yogesh does it I don't understand why he does it I laugh a lot My friends take full responsibility for my situation What have you done? But I am like ab jo hai wo hai.

Do you think Yogesh still has a soft corner for you?

Ya toh wo kuch regret karta hai. Soft corner You know actions speak louder than words I feel But in the show, I could tell from his actions That he was just too What do you call it?

Clear

Too selfish I felt like that That I was being treated very badly He was the only like that I was being treated badly He was the only person that I thought that in a villa anyone can do anything bad to me

except him and he was the worst even after that he was never there he sorry I am telling you that we had two conversations

after that in Villa And the last one I did So after that we didn't have any conversation I didn't deserve it

Maybe sometimes it's not the conversation

But my soft corner From my side Unfortunately it is there Because I think it's either is from my side unfortunately I think it's either humanity or I don't know what it is It feels bad that the other person is getting so much hate I mean obviously it's bad

Even I couldn't explain how he suddenly became so different I have a lot of questions I haven't got the answer to that yet I don't think I'll get it sometime.

There's one more thing where Ruru was walking out during their private conversation and he gave her a hug and said nice to meet you. It felt like he listens to Ruru Ruru listens to what she says

He is scared of her

He is in love

Yeah, yeah It was like Like I was telling you in the last conversation We were talking He got so scared Then Ayush was also there

he was sitting far away so he was like, please tell him that I am very scared and he was like this So he had a dominating side Suzain used to talk to him so basically they both

tried to separate from me Ruru tried to be Su bestie of Suzanne So when Suzanne talked to her, she used to tell me things So even then it felt like she was dominating Which is not bad, it's her personality But yes, I used to listen to her

Absolutely

How excited are you about Akans about 2.0 before leaving? I am the most excited because I think it's just a week till 2.0. One week? Yeah, one and a half week. I think you'll still process this week.

Yeah, this is for processing. And it will be processed next week. So, I am very excited for that. I am not excited at all for this one. But, as I am reliving all this, I am really excited to relive my

2.0 version.

Badass era.

Did Yogesh try reaching out to you after the show? No. Did you?

No. Not you? No.

Not once?

No.

Why would I? I mean...

Not you, not him also. I mean him to apologize, to say sorry. Because he had sent a voice note on his broadcast channel. That I made a mistake. I am sure you must have heard.

That I made a mistake?

Yes. He sent a voice note to me which went viral.

I heard that something happened with him in the show. Yes, something like that. I felt weird hearing that. Something like that.

He gave a disclaimer before entering the show.

It happened once that I was on a video call with Saurabh and he was also at his house So I talked to him and he turned on the back camera So I said turn on the front camera and hung up That was the only thing We never spoke

Never

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Oh I forgot to ask you one question Sorry The most important question What does this mean?

I used to do this with my friends. Whenever I wanted to look cool, I used to do this or this. What is this? This is... So basically, me and Saurav used to vibe there.

He used to sing a lot. Because we both are jats. So we used to sing and we used to vibe so this is my step in the beginning I start doing this when I am happy

so he saw it and he said what is this stupid girl so we had this thing that whenever we were happy we used to do this you and Yogesh? me, Yogesh, Sourabh

and whenever we used to sing Jata ka chora and whenever something like this used to whenever we would start singing Jata Ka Chora And whenever something like this would happen Everyone would sing it together Jata Ka Chora Jata Ka Chora Jata Ka Chora

And this had no meaning?

This is... I used to do this a lot So I must have done it in a conversation So he asked what is this So I told him that we should make this our winning move If anything is good, we will do this

We will do this That has become your signature

Yeah

This thing

Or even the thing that was very cute I'm sorry That thing where Kaira touched her hand

I didn't even remember that Because we didn't do that intentionally There was one more thing That we Anything I was feeling this a lot after coming out

That maybe I tell my friends in Dome or in Task We were giving each other love We never did that We never had that chemistry People won't understand if there was something or not But then I saw that such things are happening

Which you didn't even realize Which we did without thinking People are so attached to it They are also finding it beautiful I didn't expect that

This is my favourite.

So many people are tagging me. I get so many tags everyday. Everyone is putting me in their school. I try to add back as much as I can. It's too sweet.

It is and I think when people are meeting you, they are doing the same thing. I was thinking I will start the podcast like this. But thank you so much Akansha. It was lovely speaking to you

Thank you so much for having me It was a lovely podcast It was a lovely podcast And see you, bye