Akanksha’s First Podcast After Finale,Life Before Splitsvilla,Being Cast Opposite Ishaan Khatter?

People haven't highlighted the things that have proved me right.The things that were trying to prove me wrong earlier are still highlighted.

The number of followers has increased with Sympathy.The fans of Akku Devi are blind.

I have never said that I am very innocent.She has never made a boyfriend.She has gone on dates but her body is not here.I have bought followers or I am doing PR.Everyone was saying that you have to do PR.I didn't know the meaning of PR.

So I asked Gullu that you have done two reality shows.

Akansha has been offered the opposite role of Ishaan Khattar in Royals 2.And I was like what?The rumours were true that both of them don't want to work together.That's why the music video was rejected.I don't know about that.I want you to call your mom or dad and say I love you to them.

I've never said that.Now in Jaipur, I'm going to ride a Rapido bike.

What is Akansha Chaudhary's relationship status?

She's single and not ready to meet her.

Guys, her fans have come to meet Akansha.

These kids bring controversy.But this is the real Akansha Chaudhary.

So, I would like to start today's podcast with a statement.You are a fool yourself.Why do you need a bouquet?bouquet?So this line was sent to me by one of your fans.And he was telling me for so long that please meet him and please tell him this line.

You just have to make him feel that whether anyone is there or not, we are with you.

I know that, he is always there.

So on that note, welcoming Akansha and Filmi Gyaan.Finally!How are you feeling after coming here for the first time?I'm feeling really good, man.It's okay.But the fans that we started talking about, just now something happened here, that we're doing segments here and a fan came and met them and they started crying.

And we all got emotional.

So, how does it feel when you see this love?

When she came, I told you that she looked a little weird and she was crying.I never understood that you relate so much to someone through a TV show that people get so emotional when they see you.I never thought that would happen to me.But now such small kids...She had left her maths class.I said, sister, you study maths first.

2x2.

But it's relatable for them because, if I say something, I have a fear that I don't want to be a second option or a second priority for anyone.And when that thing happened, I texted you at the same time, that, Akansha, I want to hug you.What's happening?What am I seeing?So, people can connect and relate to you with all those things.

I mean, even now, when I went to Jodhpur, or at the airport, recently, whoever I met, the fans, they also said that, we are very close to you.We relate in the sense that this is the same thing that happened to us.I didn't know it was so common.Because whatever happened to me was the first time.Now I feel that...why this show, this whole scenario became so big because a lot of people go through these things.

Right now, thankfully, the show is over.Yes, the show is over.Some people are not able to do it, but I did it a long time ago, guys.

But the show is over, Kaya Spiritswilla is over, but people are still fighting.And there is one thing, I haven't read the comments, that people are with you because they want fame.So, have you ever felt that they are making friends with me because they want clout and fame?Those who wanted it are gone now.

So right now, basically I'm not focusing much on these things.Who's buying the cloud, who's not.If someone wants to buy it, if someone is benefiting from it, then buy it.As long as I'm not losing anything, I'm good.It was very simple.In the beginning, a lot of people used to tell me, this is what you're using, this is what you're using.

But I was like, I'm not blind.I know who's using it and who's not.But the industry is like that.You can't change the fact that if you're going up, people will come around you.And I don't know if it's bad or not.As long as you're not feeling bad, I don't think it's bad.

As long as I wasn't feeling bad, I was good.But when it started, I was not good.So finally, I have a very small circle of friends here in Bombay.I don't even need to tell you the truth because I don't have time to read all these things.People give one podcast, give ten, they are talking about me only.I mean they have nothing to do with the truth.

The talk is of the one who has something to say.Okay?Mike, drop.Drop.But how are you in friendship?I mean, are you that person that if he's doing something wrong, I'll support him?

Do you explain it to him or just cut him off?

I'll just cut him off.I don't know if it's a toxic thing or not.I'm sure it is.Because in Jaipur...I mean, Jaipur people are my lifelong friends.But whenever I have a fight with someone or we argue, I just stop talking to them.

It so happened that in Jaipur, I fight with my childhood friends, my old friends.I never need to apologize to them or put in so much effort.Neither do they need to, nor do I. Because we know that one day we both will be fine.Because we know that we both have to be together forever.So it's a family relationship, brother -sister relationship.Now coming here, I thought the same thing.

Because I am like this.High effort and high maintenance friendships are not good.one to have.I used to meet Saurav and I used to meet that one girl.And after that, I didn't meet anyone.I used to get a lot of messages from Aneesha and a couple of other splits.

I used to feel so bad for Aneesha that I used to refuse her.Because that particular girl used to refuse me.She used to say, why do you want to meet her?Everyone is using you.And I know Aneesha is a nice girl.And she is very sweet.

She has never done anything meaningful to me.Nor does she want anything.In general, she is a very sweet girl.But I was like, no, I only have this much time in the day, so I'll give it to him.And after that, I didn't have time.Obviously, I haven't even shifted yet.

I'm not able to call my parents for 4 -5 days.I'm with you whenever I'm with you.Otherwise, I'm alone.I am working.After that, if you are saying that we also know how to work.Who is so busy?

What is so much work?I mean, she cannot give so much effort in any friendship and neither should she give according to me.Then it is not friendship.

But as long as there is no understanding in friendship, it is not friendship.

Now you should understand that I am doing everything with you, no matter how much I am doing, but I am not doing it with you.I am not giving time to my parents because I am so busy with work.I am travelling from here to there and if I am not able to call them, I start feeling like I am in a relationship.In Bombay, my focus is only on work.My mom calls me. I get calls from my parents.I keep thinking that they are the only ones for me. I have to do it for them.

I have friends in Jaipur.I have no one else.So my priority is only them.I am here only for work.I don't have any friends.

But in this journey and in this industry, the most support you need is from your family.Is there any habit that you have learnt from your parents?

Mom or dad?I have learnt from my mom that even after coming out, when there were so many controversies, I used to remember one thing about my mom that she always used to say, no matter how bad someone says, don't say it.We are good, we won't say it.Let them say it.That's how it is, dear.That's how it is.

Leave it.So that's what keeps getting stuck in my ears.So whenever there is a controversy, I have stopped saying it.Because people are saying it everywhere.First of all, why should I explain to so many people?I don't have the energy.

I am already exhausted from all these things.All the lies have spread here.I mean, I haven't been able to use Instagram properly for a long time.I even disappeared in the middle.Everyone was telling me to post something.Because I was so overwhelmed.

I was like, what is this?First of all, give me an update, then the problem.If you don't give me an update, then the problem.

Now she's telling everything.I'm here right now.

And now people don't know where to connect that thing.I mean, hate.People are looking for reasons to do it.People need a chance.Yes.When I used to get hanged, people used to say, oh shit, you don't have a home other than me.

That's true.But in Akansha's life...What I have learnt from my dad is that he is very chill.No matter how bad things happen in life, it will be fine.It's just a matter of time.Everything will be fine tomorrow.

It's just a matter of time.We don't talk about such deep things.My dad is very chill about everything.My dad has seen so many bad days.Our whole family was in the village.My dad's 7 -8 siblings.

Only my dad came to Jaipur.He used to work in Doordarshan.He was a reporter.He has changed many jobs.He didn't have money.He had a Honda bike.

He used to take my brothers to school on that bike.He didn't have money for petrol.When he came to Jaipur for the first time, he didn't have anything.He slept a lot at the station because he didn't have a home.If he has seen so much, this is nothing.This hate is nothing.

It will go away.I think, the strength that you get, you get it by seeing that, that now for mom and dad… My mom… I mean, mom has a small… you know, a fruit tree.Let's say there are oranges on a tree.Mom gets so excited even by seeing that, so I realize that mom has not seen anything.Mom is so excited about this thing, so I think I will show the world how much is there in it.That's all, small things.

But Aakansha, to move forward in life, you have to leave a lot behind.And right now, you're able to give very little time to your parents.So, how bad does it feel for them?Assume that you're able to give so little in friendship.So, it must feel even worse for them.

I'm able to give very little to my parents.I went to Jaipur just now.I feel a lot of guilt, all day long.I'm doing it for them, but I'm not with them.So, I'll give you a full recap.See, this is what happened in a month.

I went here.I'll give it to mom and dad.I'll give it to mom and dad.I'll make them sit on the bed and show them.See, I wore these clothes here.This happened here.

She went to this event.These paps clicked this photo.I spoke to them.

How do they react?How do they see your success?

The last time I went, mom was still watching.Dad doesn't have Instagram at all.Dad doesn't have this idea at all.He gets to know when I show him.So whenever I go to my dad's house, I recently showed him the crowd of the event.It was a packed crowd.

and there was a girl with flowers and all that.So, while watching it, dad was like...Now, dad makes me smile less in all these things, so that it gets on my head.So when I saw him, I was looking at his face.Then slowly he started smiling.Then I realized how proud I felt.

Our first house, my parents live in my brother's house.Our house was an old apartment, so it was a very small house.My brother got married there, so the house became small, so my brother bought another house.But he is still there in Jaipur.My childhood friends still live in that apartment.I got a text from one of them a few days ago.

She said, didn't your father come to collect some letters?So I came there and told everyone that Chinky's followers have increased suddenly.Chinky?My family name is Chinky.Oh, what's happening?I won't call you Kutara from now on.

I'll call you Chinky.Chinky's followers have increased suddenly.And they don't even know about the followers system.So I said, it's 3 .1 million now.So we were calculating how to make mom and dad understand how much is 3 .1 million.So I said, mom, 30 lakhs, 31 lakhs, like this, like that, we were calculating.

Then dad says, they are following you.I was trying to make him understand.Then dad goes to the apartment and tells everyone, uncle and aunt, that he has so many followers.Suddenly everyone is loving him.He has also become famous by doing this.Then it feels very good.

Then my friend said, your dad is finally with you.Because I used to say this for a long time.I feel that my dad is not proud of me.Disappointment.Because my brother had achieved a lot and I was not able to do it.Then he says, finally with you.

They feel proud.How was that phase for you?I mean, I was more of a student than them.So, in school, I used to top in everything.Then, gradually, I started realizing that I'm not happy.I'm doing something that will make my parents happy, and I'll never be able to be happy in that.

So, when I realized that, I started doing pageants in college, secretly.I found out that, if you win Miss India, you go to Bollywood.So, I started doing that.I gave my state pageant for three years, which I wasn't selected for because I was heavier.So they have a lot of criteria.Beauty pageants are a toxic thing.

No matter how much they talk about world hunger, causes, advocacy, etc. beauty with a purpose.What is your definition of beauty?Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.Chubby cheeks or who are a little heavy would understand me.perfect for the industry.But still, I worked really hard for 3 years.

I starved myself.I didn't eat at all.I was starving to death.I couldn't walk, couldn't eat anything.Then I finally lost my weight.And then, in my third try, I passed.

I mean, I passed my state exam.After 3 years?After 3 years.I mean, in my third year.So, I still have those videos on YouTube.From the first year.

I saw them.Yes, I auditioned online.I watched them all.

I saw the stage performance.I was waiting.I can't shut up.I saw it all.

Yes, the state pageant one.Yes, I was the first runner -up at that time.I got a scholarship to come to Bombay for the first time.I did pageant training here.Coco Berry, Alicia ma 'am and Anjali ma 'am's institute.I used to learn there.

I got a 100 % scholarship for that.I came to Bombay for the first time.When I came to Bombay, I was like...Ah, Dream City!I've been wanting to come here.

It's been a year and a half now.

November 2023, I think.Yeah, 2023.It's been a long time.

Three years.

Almost.Yeah, it's been three years.So, I came here for the first time.Then I got interested in the state pageant.Done.Now?

Miss India.For Miss India, I auditioned a lot every year.I did everything.Scouts.Scouting used to happen every year.I used to go very close, but then I used to lag behind a bit because they were like, your cheeks are chubby, chubby cheeks, chubby cheeks.

So in the middle, if I'm honest, I went to a lot of doctors in the middle to see how I can reduce it because it's coming up a lot, there's a problem.I think Miss Diva, I had to select the top 8 and I had reached the top 28.not Because I get messages from small girls, that I have chubby cheeks, I want to do a fashion, I want to be a model, you tell me how did you do it?I know that so many girls relate to me, so I can be an inspiration for them, so what's better than that?That's what I wanted.When I was small, I wanted a girl with chubby cheeks, who is a model, who is an actor, who comes on big screen and everyone loves her, despite the fact that she looks like this.

So now I want to be that.

So I'm on the way.I'm becoming.

So then I did Miss India.Miss India wasn't happening.Then in 2025, Miss Universe India happened.And I couldn't win there either.So after that, I didn't have any work for two months.I mean, legit, in Jaipur, now people say that I bought followers or I'm doing PR and all that.

I'll tell you a true story now.When I came from the splits, I heard that everyone was saying that PR should be done.I didn't know the meaning of PR.So I asked Gullu that you have done two reality shows.There was a finale the next day.The day the finale was announced, the task was done, but the result was not announced.

So I came and told him that the show is over, now what is this PR and VR system, you explain it to me, I also want to do it.So he said, yes, there are such packages, something or the other happens every month.So people get it done, last year also people got it done, I didn't get it done in Rhodes, maybe this time people will get it done.it done.So he said, I don't know much, I will also come and see.So I said, yes, whoever you get it done from, tell me how much it is and what it is.

So I didn't know how much money it costs.So I came back.Then I called my senior Sahil sir.I said, sir, what is this?Explain it to me once.Because maybe I will have to get it done.

Everyone is getting it done.Everyone is saying this.So, now I felt it's something that everyone has to do if you come to a reality show.So, I asked sir and he gave me a guy's number.So, I talked to him and he explained to me what happens in PR.Then, he told me the money.

So, I said, this is a lot.He said around 40 -50 thousand per month.I didn't earn much and I didn't do any modeling either.I only did splits for two months.So I thought that I won't be able to make money.So I went downstairs to my parents and told them that there is something called PR.

So I thought that I'll have to get it done because everyone does it.So my mom asked me how much it would cost.So I said that I'll have to take a loan of 2 -3 lakhs.Maybe I'll get it done for 6 months.So she said, yes, that's fine.Is it really necessary?

I said, yes, because they will get it done.So they are getting this done, they are getting that done.They have taken big names.Then I said, Then I said, where will I get the money from?Because I haven't earned anything for a long time.Earlier, the modeling was over.

It was all used up in splits, wardrobe, etc.So, my mom said...In my mom's account, there were around 50 ,000 -60 ,000.50 ,000 -60 ,000, yes.There were around 1 ,000 in one account.So, my mom said, don't tell my dad.

I have so much.Take that.And we'll do some jewellery.So, I was like this.When my mom said jewellery, I was like this.I had to be selfish, so I said, let's do it once, then we'll get the money back.

I've seen it.I'm not going to be able to do it.I used to go to meet my friends on my bike.I didn't even use to drive an auto.I haven't used a cab in months or years.My friends still make fun of me.

Yes.So, she knows all these things because she has seen my condition.It's just before the split.Because I don't have money to earn.I went to Miss Universe for a month.So, there was a gap in my modelling.

In Jaipur, if there is a gap, the models get replaced.So, if you have a client for whom you are shooting kurtis regularly, but you don't show up for months, they will hire someone else.So, I had a break of a month and my work was gone.When I came back, I didn't get any work from Miss Universe or my personal agency.It was like the account had a 0 .19 rupee system.It was not like that at all.

So, mom and dad...Dad is also very old now, so he doesn't earn that much.I mean, we have a medical shop.Rest, my brother spends all the money at home.So, I don't take anything from my brothers.So, mom and dad...

And mom is my housewife.So, I used to say to dad, that dad, you used to take 2000 a month, right?I will spend some money and go here and there.So even if I'm going to a party, I'm all dressed up, and I'm wearing a jacket and jacket, but I'm going on a bike.I've reached in 50 rupees and then...and my friends have parked the bike at the back.

We've asked my brother to get it down a little earlier.Then we're going there.That was the situation.And there was a time before the split that I had 50 rupees.I had to go to my best friend's house.I needed 50 rupees for the bike.

I didn't even have 50 rupees.And this month, I took money from my dad.And I can't take more from my dad.I know my dad doesn't have it.Because I have to pay for my father's car as well.I have to pay for my father's ration as well.

I was not able to take more money.I had no money left.I remember that day that I did not go out of the house for 5 -6 days just because I did not have 50 rupees in my pocket to buy a bike.And I had borrowed money from my friends as well.And then I started feeling shy to tell them how much I would say.So I used to give them some excuses.

But my best friend always knew.So I used to tell her, listen, I really don't have money.I don't even have Rs. 50.Let's meet later.I only know that reality.And until I say it, people won't know.

And if I say it, I know they'll sympathize.So I never said it.But the reality is, I didn't have the money.Whether I have it now or not, but I have a principle.For all these years, I've seen such a poor time.I won't spend a single rupee to make someone hate me.

And I won't spend a single rupee to make myself love.I'll spend a rupee on my parents, on my house, on me, and on my friends.I mean, I'll do it for them if I have to spend money.I won't do it for PR.Because I know, now a touchwood, first of all, thinking about this, I feel very… I mean, I feel very happy that people don't believe that how can it be done without PR.So, I consider it as a compliment that she does PR, she does this, she doesn't do that.

But if you think so, that's a compliment.

this is the real Akansha Chaudhary, no one knew about this story.But Akansha, what is Bombay for you?This is a city that fulfills people's dreams.What is Bombay for you?

Now, before Miss Universe, I stayed in Bombay for 9 months.Even then, I was like, I earned money in Jaipur for 2 months.After that, I used to pay rent here for 2 months.Then, I used to go to Haramnagar and do auditions and all.Then, nothing was happening.So, after 2 months, I used to run out of money.

So, I know that the rent for 2 months...I used to get 14 ,000 -14 ,000...I mean, 14 ,000 -28 ,000.I used to get 28 ,000.And I didn't even spend it on food.

My old roommate, she is still a very good friend of mine.So, she knows.

So she is Sakshi Shiva's best friend.

She still makes fun of me that she doesn't eat to save money on diet.But this is every girl's dream.Our normal life is like this.Many people who come to Bombay, their life starts like this.And this was my life too.But you know, at that time I was very scared.

At that time, I didn't like Bombay.I was 9 months old.Before that, when I came for Coco Berry, I felt like it was a dream city.Because my parents were giving me money to come and go.After that, when everyone was doing it themselves, I felt that this is so depressing.There is no work, only money is going.

And I didn't have any friends at that time.My roommate was my only friend.But she was also so busy with her own work.So, I didn't stay there the whole time.And I used to wait at home all the time for an audition call.Even if I got a call, I had to stand in so many lines to give an audition.

And nothing ever happened.And if I got paid, it was very less.So, I couldn't survive.And I didn't get any work for 9 months.So, in the end, they called me home.So, I used to find Bombay very dirty.

So, when I was going there for the last time, I gave up and went.So, I told...My parents told me,me to get a loan and study abroad.I got a loan and got a job there.I got my degree in January 2024.

I asked them to give me a year.I got my degree in January 2025.I asked them to give me a year.I had to do it myself.Miss Universe was finalized.I was a bit relaxed.

But before that, my father told me that when I come back from Bombay, nothing will happen.Now we will go out to study.So then I used to do GMAT, GRE, everything on the side.But...I had said this when I was leaving for the last time.I used to travel by train.

It was a 17 -hour train from Jaipur to Bombay, Bombay to Jaipur.Before I left, I remember the sound of the train as it was moving.I used to pray to Goddess Mumba every time.Goddess Mumba, if you really want, give me a sign that if Bombay is really made for me, you will call me back somehow.So, whether it's for work or anything else, if there's just one reason, whatever it is, you'll call me back.Whether it's to meet someone or anything else.

So I'll take it as a sign that I don't want to give up.Because that day I gave up.So I said this, and after going home, three days later, I got selected in Miss Universe.So I took it as a sign.And now, every time, because of Mumba Devi, I feel like I've come back to Mumbai.So now, Mumbai...

When I go to Jaipur, I miss Mumbai.I miss my parents and my friends a lot.Apart from that, I miss Jaipur a lot.I like it a lot.Do you believe in God?

In manifestations?

Yes, I do.

In karma?

A lot.My mom says, no matter how bad people are, don't think or do anything bad about them.Whatever happens to them will happen to you.When I was quiet for a long time, a lot of people told me, why are you quiet?Because it's about the character.You shouldn't be quiet.

People are saying a lot of bad things about you.I didn't tell them, but I used to say, okay, I'll see.I'll give you a podcast, I'll say everything in it.I used to act, but I know in my mind, If I think bad about someone, it will be bad with me.If he thinks bad about someone, it will happen with him.And it happened.

I don't need to do anything or say anything.God is watching over me.If I have done something wrong, God will punish me.That's all I have.

But this whole journey has been depressing somewhere.There has always been rejection in the beginning.And now it's happening all of a sudden.

It was very depressing.There was a time when I was getting so many rejections.I remember my best friend, Akshita, who is in Jaipur.I cried a lot in front of her.I was like, I am leaving all this.How can I get only rejection?

Nothing is good.I used to have a bad time then.Nothing happened for 5 -6 years.When I got my first runner -up in Miss Rajasthan, I felt like I was a winner.Banne se mujhe pata hai main kyu rahi thi, toh woh bhi bahut sad cheez thi.Toh tabhi main aiso bhi thi, main kyun jeet hi nahi paari kahin pe, main kuch ho hi nahi paara, achcha ho hi nahi paara, jo chahti ho, ho hi nahi paara.

Toh shayad main bani hi nahi hu iss cheez ke liye, phir end conclusion mera nikal gaya tha ki main shayad nahi bani hu iss ke liye.Shayad engineering, job, yeh hi sab hai.Toh main bheech mein job bhi kari thi, deedh maina kari thi.Sales ki naukri kari thi main.Thrillophilia karke company hai, travel ki.Before Malawi kya?

No, no.I got it done in 2024.I got it done in 2024.So I got a job for a month and a half.After college, I didn't get a job or placement or anything.And my parents...

When I used to see my parents' faces, I used to think that they are very disappointed with me.So I stopped talking to them.I used to tell Akshita repeatedly that she is very disappointed.And she used to look at me like that.Now he has become an IAS.Now my other brother is doing this.

The child is married.He has bought a house.He has done everything.And then one side is me. I don't know what I am doing.I'm doing pageants, nothing is happening, I'm roaming from place to place.I don't know what I'm doing in Mumbai, nothing is happening.

But you would have never thought that something like this would happen.Yes.I mean, think about it, mom and dad used to go to the village, so mom and dad had to lie at one time.People used to ask relatives, what is Chinky doing these days?She's in college, what is she doing?So they used to lie.

Now she's preparing for GMAT.Now, I mean, I didn't even start preparing, we were just talking about it.I told him that she will go abroad, she got the college.Because she was also feeling shy that what am I doing, I didn't do anything.But then, now, finally, now, now I speak to them.Earlier, I used to think, there will be a time when I will be able to hit this line.

Now, they must be getting proposals for you.Proposals?Give us Chinky.No.Chinky should come to our house.

No.

I don't want Chinky.I want work.Our Chinky is a little small now.Yes.No, mom and dad, my other brother got married, right?After that, mom was like this.

Nothing is happening.

No, mom.

Till now, the account of catering has not been settled.Mine too.But no, I won't do it so soon.I have a lot of work.

We don't get the people we want, but we get the people we need.For example, Saurabh has come into your life.You have a brother -sister bond.You have a friendship with Gullu.

You have Shubhangi.

You are so grateful for all this.Because the Bombay industry is like this.Even I had one.Please keep Akansha away from the industry.This industry is not made for her.Because people are here only for their own benefit.

And the people you have met, who I hope will always be with you, how grateful are you for that?

A lot.I mean, a lot, a lot, a lot, a lot.Touch wood.I mean, now I feel scared to talk about all this publicly.But because everything is public.In between, my Jaipur gang also went viral.

So for that, I was telling them, I am scared.I am scared.Touch wood.Because now, for everything, I keep a stick in my hand all the time.

But Aransha, you have that happiest kid, don't you?I see that side of you with your friends.

From Jaipur?

Yes, those friends have something, they do magic.

If you consider my family, they have seen my everything.Roop her side.I think Shubhangi and Saurabh, Shubhangi has become my sister in Bombay.think she needed a family -type person and I needed one too because we both have just shifted and we see each other as a family.I was telling you in the segment that I don't get up in the morning so she takes care of me and wakes me up.If I didn't answer the call, people would call her and she would come to my house and kick me. I would wake up and your calls would come to me.

So she is your home here?Yes, her and Saurabh.Saurabh...I know that Saurabh says this himself.It's not a good thing, but he says it himself.Like, he wasn't there on my birthday.

Because he had work.Very important work.So I understood that.But I'll be angry, obviously, that he didn't come on my birthday.So he wrote me one thing.And it's actually true.

I don't know if I'm in a good time for you, but I'll always be in a bad time for you.You write this and take it.And I know that he'll always be there.Forget it.I'll cry.But we haven't seen each other for a few days, so we both are like this.

He said, come today.His mother cooks food for me all the time.Come, come, come.But I can't go because of shoots.So he said, he said yesterday too, stay here tonight.Mom made this today, made curry rice today.

One day he came down the building and stood up.He had some stuff left in his house.And then I told him, listen, take Damru, take my stuff, carton and go.Take Kadhi rice and come to my house.He is standing downstairs with all the three things and he is calling me because he forgot my floor.And I didn't pick up the call.

So he went somewhere in his car.Then I picked up the call and he said, hey you pig girl.I am standing downstairs with Kadhi rice and you are not picking up the phone.You have called everyone.So I mean, those two are my home away from home.

For now, touch wood, touch wood, touch wood.May God bless you.Nothing will happen.

As long as everyone's heart is clean.I used to say to Shobhangi that I am very scared that these things have happened recently and if something happens to me after that.So we have discussed that don't think about it.She also over thinks in between.She also gets hate.So do I. So I say to her that whatever happens, we both are there.

We both have brains.That we both will talk to each other.And we will never go somewhere else and say things the wrong way.So, we have always made it a fact that whatever happens, we will communicate with each other first.And that's what happened this time too.We spoke to each other first.

So, that's why things became normal.So, all the misunderstandings etc. get cleared first.

But you must have earned a lot from the show, right?But there is something that people still don't know.That there is some misconception.Or people still don't understand that Akansha is not like this.I am like this.

Look, earning is love.People's trust.People's support.The little girl who came today, she started crying after seeing that.She has earned all that, like you said.I think she has earned all that.

And one thing that...I think people will never understand, to be very honest.They will never understand how I really am.No matter how much they see me, I am just me. I am not thinking or saying anything.I am just speaking.Whatever is in my heart, it is in my mouth.

And whether someone believes it or not, I haven't done anything wrong.And I know that I haven't done anything wrong.I don't know, I don't want to get into that topic.I don't want to, but I think...The things that have proved me right, those things people are not highlighting.The things that were trying to prove me wrong earlier, those things are still highlighted.

But I have given proofs, the proofs have come on their own.For example, my face was on my knees, no one's shoulders, etc.You know, the planning is that, from this video, let's take out this photo, so that it looks like his head is on his shoulder, and then this perspective comes.That is the planning.Now you'll know that I didn't have a head.And on such a small misconception, imagine I've been slapped all my life.

I think I'm too real for the industry.That's true.

I can agree because she doesn't know anything about the industry.I'm telling her everything and she's like, is this how it is?

Is this how they do it?She doesn't know anything.I think work does the same thing for me, that I know less.When I came to Splits, I didn't know anything.People used to say one thing all the time.Your reel will get cut.

Your reel will get cut here.Your reel will get cut.So I never understood.Now I understand what it means that the reel will get cut.And now I saw it in the finale too.The people who came clueless like me, now they look on TV for the reel to get cut.

And they are doing things because of that reason.So, even now, I think, like I was in Splits, I'm still the same and I want to stay the same.I want to stay clueless, to be very honest.That I don't use my brain too much because then there won't be any difference between me and others.I want to play with my heart and keep everything with my heart.I don't want to use my brain too much in all these things.

Yes.

Because of that, I get cut a lot of times.But, it's okay.

But, there are some people in the show who you feel are wrong there, but when you come out, you understand that it wasn't like that.Like, an example of Gullu.

Gullu Kaira, yeah.No, with Gullu Kaira, there was only one or two days of anger in the show.Then we were fine.Outside everything was sorted.Inside...I think...

Preet wasn't bad in my show.But since she was against Suzanne, I didn't talk to her about her.So...But I realised that Preet is also a nice girl.I mean...She knows that she supports the right thing.

She will never support the wrong thing.I don't know.I don't know this much.But as much as I think...Preet?Yes, I haven't talked to Preet that much.

Whatever has happened, I feel like she's a nice girl.But I didn't like her in the show.Because she was with a lot of other girls in the show.And yes, I liked Kaira a lot.When Kaira came in the merger, I thought, what is this?She'll never be able to do this.

What is this?She gets angry all the time.But now, she's very sweet.Kaira took a 360 turn.Yes.For Dipkanshu, my perspective has changed.

In the show, I used to think that he should be a good friend, like a joker.But in the show, I used to think that he must be very smart in everything.So, I shouldn't keep such people around, that everything is so calculated.

But when he comes out, he is very chill.

So, his perspective has also changed.

But people have also said that Akansha...He should have been alone from the beginning.And he should have waited for Diptanshu to come.Diptanshu and Akansha should have watched it together.

Both from Jaipur.

Yes, from Jaipur.And he used to make it with Ron.Ron is the perfect guy for Akansha.No?But Akansha, it was a love show.In real life, what is love for you?

You must be scared of this word.

To be very honest, I don't know what love means yet.How do you define it?

What is love for you?How do you think about love?

You tell me first.

For me, love is honesty.It should be honest with me.

Whatever it is.

There should be a quality.Whenever there is love, it should be like this.Love...

I think, I have seen love in friendship.I mean, I have experienced it.So, I feel, the one who gives me the feeling of home, that's love.

Anything can happen.Friendship, love.

Yeah, because if I think about it now, who gives me love?So, the feeling of home from mom, the feeling of home from mom and dad.The feeling of home from friends.So, that comfort and warmth, that's love for me.

We talked about your old days, your old journey.If you meet Akansha from three years ago, what would you like to say to her?

I know that Akansha from three years ago would be sitting in the corner of the bathroom with acne all over her face.She would be so stressed.And she must be sitting on the side, crying, looking at the water.And she must have turned on the tap, so that the sound doesn't go out.What am I doing?Why isn't anything going right?

God, really.She used to ask for a sign from the universe all the time.That now, just give me a sign.If you make a very loud noise in the next 5 seconds, it means I'm on the right track.And then if that sound doesn't come, then I thought, shit.So what will I say to her?

If you want to give her some advice.

I will give her advice.

But before that, I would like you to show your wallpapers to everyone.Because I myself have a heart touching wallpaper of Akansha.When did you see it?You just gave me the phone.

So you understood?Yes.you see it?

The kids are back to meet you.It's 7 .30 now.Guys, meet Akansha.Her fans are here.

These kids bring controversies.

How do you handle such small kids?Fight and all.When you left, when you got dumped, she stopped watching the show.

I got a lot of messages like this.

We're friends.I cried a little bit.When you were crying, I also started crying.Guys, this is the first time this has happened.This has never happened for anyone else.This is happening in Beech Podcast.

So, what I said earlier, that Akansha, you have earned this.Whether you have earned something or not.This thing will always be with you.And this is very special.I was getting goosebumps.

So, okay, we were on the wallpaper.I used to say a line.What was that line in my pageant?I wanted to inspire young girls to think of their most impossible dreams and take that first step forward.Because all the magic lies in the first step.

Haters keep accusing you.One thing is that Akansha doesn't want to grow with him.She just wants him to grow.But you have to say anything to them.

And I was like, what are you saying?

Why are you saying this?But okay, those who...Generally, I get this habit when I'm angry.What is she saying?Why does he exist?Why does he keep saying that?

Okay, we can't do anything.Someone shut down their wifi.Take the phone from them.Show me the wallpaper.

Yes, wallpaper.

I have seen it, I want people to see it.He did a chat GPT.

So this is basically...my 7th birthday.I wore a crown and celebrated my entire birthday at home.At our old house.And this is not my house.This is a chat GPT.

And this is a photo of my current Miss Universe.represents ki aise kabhi koi ho na ho, jo mera bachpan ka sapna tha, wo main poora karungi, jo badi wali aakansha hai.Whenever I feel lonely, toh hamesha mein khud ko yeh dikha deti ho.Aur hamesha jab bhi mujhe aise thoda sabhi akela lag raha hota ki yaar koi samajh nahi raha hai, phir koi bhi saath mein nahi hai, aise mirror mein dekh ke main bhas khud ko tap kar deti ho.You've come so far and you'll go so far ahead.Yes.

Lekin wo wali aakansha aur yeh wali aakansha mein, Is there any common thing right now?Because we can see a lot of changes.

She is a dreamer.Since her childhood till now, she has had a lot of big dreams.Everyone around her thinks, what is this?Such a big dream can't be fulfilled.But she will do it.

And Akansha, from being a background dancer in music videos.Not dancer, you were acting there.And that Isha Marviya clip.

Isha Marviya, you are standing behind.And now, leading the music videos.

How was that journey?Because very few people get success or fame so quickly.Tell us about the music videos.

Yeah, so basically, that was shot in April 2024.And I remember, I was a little heavy.I didn't get so many modelling assignments.So, they used to take me to such cheap places, where I could learn.So, I remember, they took me to Sambar Lake for 2000 rupees.It was a long journey.

It was a long way.It was a long journey.We went early in the morning, and we didn't shoot anything from morning till night.And there was nothing for the girls in the background.There was no tent or anything.Sambar Lake is a dry lake.

So, it gets very hot there.So, the heat bounces back.So, it's extremely hot there.We didn't get anything like a vanity.It was for Isha and everyone else.There were one or two vanities.

For everyone else, there was just an open tent.You know, in weddings, there is an open tent in the village.And we are getting food downstairs.We had to sit on the floor and eat.It was not a good system.Then I realized that I will never come back to do all this again.

We had our first take at 2 -3 in the night and we were done in an hour.We came back at 6 -7 in the morning.We were standing in the sun all day.We were changing our fittings from here to there.For a few seconds.I mean, no work is small or big.

Then I took that sign.The song had gone viral.So I didn't think anyone would watch it.I thought I'll do it and come back.Who knows what's going to happen in 2000.I'll see how the shooting goes for the first time.

And then it went so viral that everyone around me started saying, what are you doing in this song?What are you doing in that song?

That was your first acting project?

Yes.First acting project.And I did that because I thought I'll learn.I'll see for the first time how big shootings are done.Before this, I had only seen modeling, ethnic wear, shoots and all.So that's why I went.

But yeah, right now it feels like a dream.

You have just shot new music videos.

Tell us about that.So I have done two music videos.One is with Panther and the other one is with Muhammad Faiz.So both are very opposite.The vibes are very opposite.But both are very good.

songs are very beautiful.And I feel very grateful that I am a part of those.music videos.And this is the first time I have done acting on screen.I haven't learnt acting yet.I have to learn it and groom myself.

But I have tried to do as much as I know.Let's see how it goes.I am a little scared for that.But you know, it's a lot of fun.I think I always wanted to become an actor because I wanted that freedom, You don't get it in any other thing.In acting, you have that freedom that you can be so much and so many people in one...

I mean, you can act in different...What do you call it?I mean, you can act as different people in one person.I mean, you can be so many other personalities in one.So, you have a lot of freedom.That's it.

What?Occupation?What is it?Job.

Job.I mean, yes, you have a lot of freedom in your job.Even when I did music videos, I had this feeling that I am free and no one is judging me. I can show my vulnerable side.I can show fight, fight, crying, everything.Emotions?You can show anything.

I can show all the emotions.And I really liked that.I remember when I watched Jab We Met, I liked Shahid Kapoor a lot.And I also liked Kareena Kapoor a lot.So Jab We Met, There were some particular scenes that I used to enact in my washroom, I used to practice.Since childhood, I have been practicing acting like this, that I watch it, I watch it, and then I go to the washroom and start acting to make her cry.

So, in the same way, whatever I have learned, I have learned from that only, expressions etc.Rest, I have thought that I will take workshops now, acting workshops etc.

Your fans are eager to see you in Bollywood.real queen of Bollywood, Akansha.Next one.

They want a project in Bollywood.The real dream is Bollywood.It's been my dream since childhood.Whatever I'm doing, whatever I'm into.Reality show was never a dream.It happened eventually.

Because I didn't have anything else left.Because I had given up on pageants too.I mean, nothing happened there either.So it was like, what is it now?Whatever is next, I took it.And then from that, I was going to cancel in the end moments of the splits.

I asked a lot of people.A lot of people said I shouldn't do it.One or two said I should do it.And I listened to them and left.The rest is history.So I know that this big thing that happened with me, it's all a sign that it will happen.

It will happen in acting too.That dream, that main dream is not coming yet.I am close to it.

I'm not sure.

I'm not sure and I don't know what to say.Now the splits are over, I have to get up from all these things.My priority is work.So let's see, nothing like this has come yet.I mean, it has come, but I'm just not ready yet.Were those rumours true?

What?Were those rumours true?That both of you don't want to work together?That's why a music video was rejected?I don't know about that.

It was from my side.That you don't want to work together.

a segment called What The Comments.There are some comments on your post.I want you to react on that.You must have received a lot of hate on my post.The first one is, Akansha has surpassed Farhana.Akku baby deserves all the love.

I don't have a competition with anyone.I am my own competition.I'm not sure about that.

But people are comparing a lot because of the follower thing.

See, earlier they were comparing that I'm copying Farhana, my clothes and all.Now if my followers have increased even a little, then...That will change.I don't think about those things.The audience can say anything.I don't think anyone should think about it.

It should be their own competition.My competition is only me.

Yes.But we also saw a video of you and Farhana meeting.

Yeah.

How was that?How did you like it?I met her in Filmi Gyaan.Yes, at the party.

She's a very sweet lady.I saw her in Bigg Boss too.When Bigg Boss was going on, I went into splits.We used to watch Farhana Bhatt on TV.We have seen her fights and all.So it was very surreal to see her out of the screen.

So it felt good to meet her.

She was really nice and very pretty in real life.

Okay, next is, the number of followers has increased with Sympathy.There are blind fans of Akku Devi.You said Akku Devi, you said blind too.What kind of people are you?

I have never said that I am very innocent.Actually, whatever I have said so far, people must be thinking that her words are very contradictory, that she has never made a boyfriend, then she has gone on dates, but her body count is..

.

If you really have a brain, then you can say this.

but then...

These are the same people, who even if I breathe, you know, he breathed like this.

But the age group is very small, the people who watch Smriti Shila.There are very few people who match up.

I think this time it has grown a bit.It will.

But the people who react to these things are those who are 10 -12 years old.Those who don't have a job.

Especially if you are spreading hate for someone, you are the most unemployed person on this planet.Because imagine I don't even have time to read this hate comment of yours.So how do you have time to do it?Work on yourself.

Okay.Next comment is, Shivprez and Akansha will look cute together.You make me...

I got this in the middle, that we should do a collab.I mean, we've never talked like this before, but...

You never know.

Yeah, you never know.Anything can happen.

Collab.Okay.And now, some questions from the audience.The first one is, what is Akansha Chaudhary's relationship status?

She's single.And not ready to mingle.

Okay.What is the lesson of success that you've just learnt?That your head deserves the crown if your feet are on the crown.

Okay.What something heartbreak taught you that happiness never could?What's something that heartbreak taught me that happiness never could?This is a very deep question.Heartbreak taught me forgiveness.I didn't feel that I was so...

I think I let go of things very quickly.Toh agar kitna hi bura koi kiya ho ya phir kuch bhi hua ho, toh main, matlab, wo people pleaser wala bhi ek mere mein aspect hai, main hun bahut badi people pleaser.Toh agar koi mujhe dhank se baat karega, ek time pe, matlab, for example abhi ek ladki hai, specific, jisne bohot mere har jege podcast mein jaya ke bahut ulta -seeda bola tha, phir uske jab wo milti hai, hamisha she is very sweet, par phir agle din wapas podcast mein jaya ke bahut ganda bolte hai.When I meet them in real life, I forget everything online.And in real life, I start talking to them.And then I go back...

Like what happened with Manshu.So, I think I forget things very quickly.Like I said in Flix that I have forgetfulness disorder.I forget things.But then people...It's a good thing, right?

Yes, it's a good thing.But then people do such things and I feel like...I'm crazy.Why do I have to be so people -peaser?So it's a people pleaser thing that I want to change.I think my friends from Jaipur know that they have been scolding me for this for a long time.

Because I used to be better than everyone else.Now I've reduced it a bit, but it's still there.This reminds me of something.

Even after seeing someone's real face, if you don't hate them, then you've lost yourself, not them.

Got it?I understood this earlier.I thought it would be something else.No.

Okay.

But that's actually true.

Isn't it?

But I think it's a good thing to be forgiving.It's good for yourself.How long should I keep hating someone in my mind and torture myself?It's good to have a simple sorted mind.Okay, I made a mistake.Now it's over.

We don't know what's happening with that person in the next minute.We can do anything sitting here right now.

Yes.

Exactly.

So it's better to be forgiving.Don't think about anything else.

Yes, so now we have come to the end.So, there is one last segment where I will ask you when was the last time you did that thing and you have to tell me.

Okay?The last person you blogged.Let me see.Whatsapp?

Instagram, Whatsapp.I usually don't do it to haters.

Because there are a lot.How many will I do?But I...The last person you texted?

WhatsApp, Insta?The last time you cried?

Basically, his mother died when he was a kid.Because an enemy killed his mother.So, he is remembering his mother.He has grown up now.He is remembering how he used to be so small.And he is hugging his mother.

I miss you so much.So, I was missing my parents.

And you automatically get emotional when you are away from your family.Yes.

You cry over every little thing.

But it's not wrong to cry.

A lot of people think that crying is a weakness.No, no.In fact, you have a lot of strength.Yes, it was like this.You know, genuinely, I'll tell you.The last time you were heartbroken.

That I was heartbroken.The nation knows.No, and...Did it happen after that too?

The last time I was heartbroken was...

It can happen with any small thing.

Yeah.

If the guy came late, my heart broke.Last time was, I think, with Suzanne.Friendship.And friendship breakups hurt more.Yeah.Put your 10 days of friendship in the dustbin.

Have you heard that song?

The last person you stalked.

This must be insta.Is the camera rolling?Filmy Crazies.We were watching it.

The last time you were angry?

I slept with my manager the day before yesterday.She didn't answer the phone.She was like, I'm not answering the phone.

Where do you pick up the phone?

I don't pick it up.You can pick it up for me.

Okay, so you got angry with the manager.Yes.When they picked up the phone, they heard each other's voice and started laughing.

For a while.

Okay, the last time you used a dating app.

It must have been the last year of college.Yeah.

Okay.The last screenshot you took.Screenshot I took.

This is my music video look.Yes, I saw it.It went viral.

And people are looking for Akansha from everywhere.They are finding out small things about what Akansha is shooting.My DMs have increased.

What is Akansha doing?I wore this for the first time.Rajputi Poshak.My mom liked it a lot.My mom has been telling me for a long time that you should have at least one.My mom hasn't seen this photo yet.

She will be very happy to see it.

And I also got DMs that tell Akansha to come to the North East.Tell her to try the traditional outfit there.Akansha is coming to the North East.

I'm going to Guwahati on the 6th.And I've specially told my management to take me to the North East.Because I've received a lot of requests from there.And I know that the people there love me a lot.So I want to meet them.And I like the place a lot.

Mainly, my friend is from Assam.So we had made a plan for a long time.That this will end now, then we'll go here, then college, school.We had made the plan for a long time.We're not able to go.to go.

Yes, she has a tea plantation business.So, it's a very beautiful place.And she has such a beautiful area.

So, I've wanted to go there for a long time.The last time you went on a date.

I went on a date.Plitz dates count, so I went on a Plitz date.

Everyone gave the same answer.Gauresh date.Everyone gave the same answer.Gauresh date.Your last recent crush.

Rohit Saraf.Rohit Saraf.Rohit Zaraf and Shahid Kapoor.What do you call it?It's a childhood crush.

Childhood crush.Your last hug?

Last hug?Right now?In France.Saisha.

Samaira, Saisha.

We forget guys, no worries.Her name was really cool.Lakshita.

Your last kiss?I gave it to her.

Yes, I gave it to her.

Are you kidding?Last celebrity you got compared to and whom?

Celebrity I got compared to?Shakal se?I think ek farzi mein actress.Rashi Khanna.Rashi Khanna aur ek Rashi Khanna bolte hain aur ek Tejaswini.Tejaswi Prakash.

The last rumour that you have heard about yourself?I saw this morning that Akansha has been offered a role in Royals 2 opposite Ishaan Khattar.

And I was like, what?Is it true?I don't know.If it's true, then everything is in God's hands.What have you heard about yourself?I have heard a lot.

Not just mine, but everyone else's as well.Sub -Big Boss.Sub -Big Boss.The whole of Switzerland is getting a Sub -Big Boss this time.Yes, so I think Akanksha is getting a Big Boss.I've heard that rumour.

Okay, so this is the end of our podcast, for which I've forced them to do this.

This is based on three segments.They've made me do everything in just one outfit.

No, no.But before you leave, what would you like to say to your fans, for whom you're most grateful?Before you leave.

that I am eternally grateful.Main yaha bhi baithi hoon, toh aapki wajah se baithi hoon.And aage bhi main jo bhi karungi, wo sab aapki wajah se hai.Kyunki mahinat toh main karhi rahi thi.Khud ke wajah se, khud ke balboota pe toh hoon hi.Par wo, wo toh pichle 6 saal se bhi thi na.

Par pichle 6 saal me aap log nahi the me saath.Ever since you guys have come, my life has been like this.And because of that, earlier it was just my parents for whom I had to do things.I had to achieve a lot of things.I had to become an actress and I had to travel the world.But now, I have to achieve all those dreams for you guys as well.

Because you have trusted me so much and despite all the hate and all the narratives people make, which are core, Akku Sena.Akku Chanta Party.So thank you and love you.And I think You have become a new family.Family away from home.Because mom and dad, only a few people call me to ask about me.

One is my fans, one is my mom and dad and one is my friend from Jaipur.So I think you are a part of that family now.

Akansha, I want you to call your mom or dad and say I love you to them.Don't say this.Say it once.I have never said this.

My mom will feel very shy.

Say it to your mom.Just say something.Just say I love you.

Mom, I feel so shy.I've never said this.I don't say this.If something happens, we'll cut it.

What?We'll cut it if something weird happens.No, it won't be weird.What?You feel shy, right?No, it's important.

I mean, we're here because of her.

We don't say I love you.We do it through actions.She'll pick it up.Hi, mom.What are you doing?Where are you sitting?

I see.I was saying I love you.I was saying I love you.

What was he saying?

I couldn't say it.Now if I cut it like this, she'll say it.I've never said it.My mom will get scared that why am I saying I love you all of a sudden.I'll call my mom.Yes.

I'm sitting on a podcast, so she told me to call my parents and say I love you to one of them.So now you're on that.

Aunty, come to Mumbai soon.

Did you hear that?She's saying it.Diksha's saying it.Come to Mumbai soon.My brother's baby.Okay, I thought I shouldn't be scared.

I don't know why I'm saying this to my mom.Look, I'm saying this to you for the first time.Okay, I'll do it.Okay, bye.Tissue.I've seen in interviews that they call their dad and ask him to speak.

I remember I used to think that I won't be able to speak.I used to feel very shy.I used to say I love you to my mom.I used to think what is she saying?What is she saying all of a sudden?

But today that thing has happened.The first I love you that I deserved in my life has gone.You must have learned something from all this that you would like to give a life advice to everyone.Those who stay away from their homes and want to leave everything and start a new life.What advice would you like to give them?Not crying, but laughing.

Those who stay away from their homes.lonely feel.I know because when my brother used to live far away, there were many times when he was not with us at festivals like Diwali.My younger brother, the one in the middle, my elder brother's wedding, he was not even able to come to his wedding because of Corona at that time.There were many things, so I know when you live away from home, how lonely you can feel.And obviously, if you're in this industry, you can't trust everyone.

Sometimes you feel very lonely.Just remember why you're doing all this.And if you've come this far, there's obviously a reason that something is written ahead.Something big will happen.If you've come this far, you have to go even further.And one thing I heard that if you're going through hell, keep going.

Because why would you stop in hell?So if you're feeling bad, if you're feeling bad and you're going through a bad time, then just keep doing it, keep walking.Because when you reach the rock bottom, you have to get up.You don't go down after that.So sometimes you'll come up and just keep doing it for mom and dad.Make them go around the world.

That should be the priority in life.There's nothing else.There's nothing else in life.

Thank you so much for doing this.Thank you.

Thank you.Thank you so much.

Keep walking, it will go much further.You guys always stay with it.And we have a lot to do now.

You both.

So, let's go.

Thank you so much.Thank you.