Finding out that I'M PREGNANT at 21!!!

Hi guys, so if you have clicked on this video and seen the thumbnail and the title, you can probably tell that we've been keeping a little bit or quite a big secret. So today we're going to be telling you guys about the secret. This feels really strange because I don't know, like making a video about it is obviously just.

It's not, it's weird.

Yeah, we've never done this before.

It's not something that really happens. No, it's not something that's happened before.

Yeah.

It's something new.

Yeah.

I'd say. So it kind of started when we were on holiday in Bulgaria if you guys remember and while we were there, I thought I had a little bit of a cold and Yeah, I just thought I had a bit of a cold, I did have a little bit of a cold But at the same time I thought I was having like a very strange cold because I felt so exhausted I just kept like wanting to go to bed

like really early and like my head was hurting like my body just felt very very tired but I thought maybe okay I just need to rest like we traveled maybe I've got a little bit of a cold from traveling like it's normal kind of normal from traveling but at the same time it was like frustrating because we're on holiday and it got to like 7 p.m. and like I was like so tired you remember I was like telling you I'm like wow I'm like insanely exhausted this is like strange yeah we'll get out the apartment

around 6 p.m. from yeah not doing much from just going to eat and go into the mall maybe yeah and it would be back and she's just like, oh, no.

It felt like I'd ran a marathon. Like, it felt like I'd done like really intense exercise or something, the like tiredness that I felt was like next level.

Yeah, you were very hungry, or very, very exhausted. Hungry and exhausted.

At this time, my period wasn't late or anything but it was like gonna or meant to have come in like a few days so while we were there like I brought all like my period stuff because I thought oh I'm probably gonna start that or like maybe just on like the last day or like when we got back um but I kept having like cramps but they didn't feel like my normal period cramps but I kind of thought okay maybe they just are some strange period cramps Because it was like in the same place that I normally get period cramps obviously

But they weren't like normal ones They felt like a lot more painful but it would only last for like 5 seconds And then I'd feel fine And then it was more like if I did like a big movement or something like that It was very interesting I don't know, like if I was sat still and then it was more like if I did like a big movement or something like that it was a very very interesting I don't know like if I sat still and then I moved then I'd have a cramp and it wasn't like like that's not normal for

like period cramps I never experienced period cramps like that. Yeah well they were not period cramps. And then on the last day we went for a dinner with his family and obviously at this point I think my period was like due like on that day or like around one

of those days so it wasn't like anything. I think it was one or two days early

still so it wasn't done yet. But, but like sometimes my periods are not always on the exact same day every month, so I wasn't like too like, I was prepared that it was about to be my period. Like it could be. And then like obviously his mum was there and we were having family dinner and we, like she knew that I'd been feeling like unwell and like very tired and then she made a joke

Like what did she say? You said like she could be pregnant like she just said oh, she's pregnant. She was feeling sick

No, I wasn't feeling sick. Not like sick. Yeah, but she wasn't feeling well

Yeah, I was feeling very tired. Really exhausted. Yeah, and the mum was like she's probably pregnant and we just like looked at each other and started laughing we were like, obviously we knew her period was on the edge yeah and they swapped him in but she had a cramp so we were a bit like a bit suspicious Some things off it. Yeah

So then we came back from the trip and my period was five days late like my period still hadn't Come yet, and I was a bit like hmm. This is strange for me like I was like okay I've heard something's happened or I'm like ill like you know my body's a bit out of balance so like obviously I wanted to know what was going on because my body wasn't acting like how it normally does so I was a little bit you know concerned about what could be happening and yeah so I was like to him like okay it's a bit weird now like when

my period was like two three days I didn't really think much of it, but it was the symptoms that I was having kind of had me a bit like, hmm, this is different. But then once it was like five days late, along with those symptoms, I was like, okay, like-

We need a test.

We need a test. So I was a bit worried because I know for some people, if you take a test quite early, they say to wait like eight days or more after your period being late, then it's actually like technically late. And then you should take the test, because if you take a test too early, sometimes it could say negative, even though-

It's positive.

It's positive. You just don't have enough of the hormones. Cause obviously the test is like testing if you have the hormones in your wee. And so we went out and it was like midday and bought the test.

It was fun at the pharmacy.

It was so like, I don't know, like nerve wracking and just like, it felt very like, I don't know, like, yeah, we felt a bit like very embarrassed like we were on the whole like way there to the pharmacy we were like i was gonna say it like you were arguing and then we get into the pharmacy and it's a small pharmacy guys but very busy it was so busy like we had to wait in a big queue because it was like the sort of size pharmacy where they don't have like the pregnancy test out on the side you have to go to the till and ask whereas obviously I well

maybe that's different here but in the UK yeah in a big pharmacy usually you don't have to ask, in Spain they don't have most of the things out, in Spain they have to give you medicine, all the medicines and everything yeah so we obviously were waiting in this big queue and like we were just laughing because we felt so like I don't know like embarrassed and like nervous there was just so many emotions like for me whenever I'm like something that's like very emotional I usually like laugh

because I feel like uncomfortable but like uncomfortable with like the amount of emotions I'm feeling so it's just very like surreal like it felt so surreal like it felt like a dream anyway so we get to the desk and it's like an older lady and she seemed a bit grumpy she was like a grumpy older lady and she was probably like and so he ended up asking I made him a mask and she was probably like, and so he ended up asking, I made him ask and she honestly, she had zero reaction. She just gave it to us. Like obviously, she doesn't really care. People probably ask for pregnancy tests like every day, like it's not something

weird, but when you're the person asking for it, it feels like scary. I think it's not something weird but when you're the person asking for it it feels like scary. I think it's not just asking for the pregnancy test obviously like you're getting a pregnancy test you know what I mean? yeah like

like if I was giving it out I was like the people working the person walking in the shop

fine. We went home and basically we were reading on the instructions and it said about how you should it's best to take the test first thing in the morning, but we did not want to wait, because you're meant to do it on your first

pee of the day, and obviously I'd already peed that day, because it was probably 1pm or something, and I thought, you know what, even though it's meant to be a little bit early and I've already peed today, I just still want to take it because I'm like I have to know like because then if it said negative and then my period still didn't come then obviously I just take another one but I just we couldn't wait we couldn't wait for the next day

yeah it was there and we were like already like too nervous it was like it's like why would we

leave it for the next day like we couldn't wait see yeah whole like drive know but it was like it's like why would we live it like we couldn't wait see ya

Whole like drive home We were just like completely silent and just like trying to figure out if we should take it or not

It's also like a two minute drive home. Yeah drive home from the farm. So we just got in the car like quietly this was kind of like funny

Because it just suddenly felt really real like everything

was like... 50-50 because it wasn't like an alarmingly late period either. Yeah. And it wasn't like the symptoms are very similar to the period one. Yeah. I don't know how

that feels but... Yeah, it could have just been like I was having a strange period. Yeah yeah really funny enough I had accidentally like drank so much water that day well I'm always drinking a lot of water

so

obviously we've got a cup for me to pee in and I tried to like pee in the cup but you know when you have like a big wee and you just end up like you start peeing you can't like stop so it definitely over like I did it obviously over the toilet for this reason but it just it was actually very surprisingly difficult

to try and just like pee a little bit and I didn't know like how much like pee we'd need I know that sounds really strange but like we hadn't opened up the test yet like not properly so and obviously I've never used a pregnancy test before so I didn't know like how much you would need yeah anyway so while I'm struggling to try and not pee everywhere he's reading the instructions because they're also in Spanish obviously so I wanted him to read it to make sure we properly we did it properly because imagine if it

like got messed up because we didn't like take the test properly so yeah he's

reading the instructions and it was saying after tapping it it was taking about in about three to five minutes yeah it would take a couple

minutes yeah yeah well it would take a couple minutes yeah

as soon as she put it in both of the lines just like after 10 seconds 15 seconds both of the lines just like both of the things just showed absolutely instantly

it's not focusing it's not

it doesn't want to do it literally instantly this is what it showed so basically I I dipped it in the wee. I put it down flat because that's what you said and then I stepped back and then it just showed up and then I peeked over he said like wait two minutes but I just peeked over and straight away both lines were like bright red. Yeah and I looked at him and I was like... Like...

We have to wait!

Yeah, it showed instantly. I was like, Is this supposed to happen? Is this normal? Like... It just instantly showed.

Yeah, and obviously the whole thing we were worried about if like, maybe I could be pregnant but there wouldn't be enough like hormones for the test to even show up. But clearly, there was because it showed it instantly there was like no hesitation or anything because obviously some people could be pregnant and have like a faint line or something like that

but yeah there was no questioning this test which I think I think made it even more shocking and funnier

It was just instant

Yeah there was no like ooooh

We didn't have that time of waiting of looking at her like ooooh is she going to show us It was just instant Straight away We looked away for a sec and spoke to each other While I was telling her it should take about 3-5 minutes Then we looked back and it was there

And it was like 2 lines

Bright red, right there.

So obviously you can imagine it was an absolute massive shock and it's been so hard for me to like not tell you guys yet, but we just wanted to wait because obviously we want to tell all our family, like as many of them as possible in person and as you guys know we recently went to England and I'm really sorry guys because I told you that I was gonna be vlogging while I was there but while I was there I just have been having very bad like nausea and symptoms so I just was not able to like actually force myself to eat force

myself to like socialize with family and like go out and do things and film on top of it it was just too much but yeah i'm really happy because we've now told all of our family so it felt like the perfect time to share this news with you guys and we're really happy we're really really happy obviously it took a little bit to process like the first few days after we found out we were both like we were happy but like it took a long time to process but now we've like fully processed it and everything we're so so excited and this is absolutely crazy especially because i know a lot

of you guys have probably watched like me since I was like 12 years old. Like I can imagine that's probably going to feel very like interesting that we're going to be

having a baby. We love you. We love you too. Someone even started buying baby clothes. Yes,

we actually have our first baby clothes in here. I'll probably show you guys and tell you more all about the symptoms and everything that I'm experiencing because I know it affects a lot of women and I didn't know how bad, like I knew it could be bad, but I didn't know how common it was for it to be quite bad, especially for your first baby. But yeah, it has been very, very hard and that's why I haven't been posting much to my channel. But now that I've shared this with you guys, I feel like I'm going to be able to actually make videos about how I'm feeling. But I didn't want to be making videos when I'm feeling like absolutely terrible and nauseous and stuff

and like not be able to tell you guys how I'm feeling so it just felt like way too much and I knew I just needed to listen to my body and rest because obviously Something very special is happening You're all that I need

It's true It's true That Your grace is enough for me