Hi, how are you? Beautiful babies!
Hi, how are you?
I have to get ready I found this in the morning This is the school They told me what I needed So I have to get ready. I actually found it this morning. This is the school. This is the school. They told me what I needed to buy for the school. And both of them are going to school. there is no semi okay like they say it's a really similar but educational wise the pre-k TK is like a little more advanced they learn more they know more
so I'm like okay so they're gonna be in different classrooms they don't in the same facility and so happy so this is just everything I wanted in a school and this was the school Pero si tenemos que ir a grabar todas las cosas and I have to actually I have an appointment with them for the doctor for their shots that they're missing and to get all the paperwork like their Como dice?
They okay? So physical, I need a physical for them Ahorita papi, le pueden superar? Tenemos que dar congelado Your physical, physical life was good. Right now, right now, daddy. Can you wait for me?
We have to give you a bath, little girl.
Yes, yes, yes.
I'm not going to open your hair, I'm doing it for you.
I want to...
Compadres.
Compadres? Comadres. I want to be injected. You want to be injected? Yes. Are they going to inject me? Yes, they're going to inject you.
We got to the doctor and Catalina wants you to inject her. And you're not going to cry?
No.
Because you're strong and brave?
Yes.
Mom, down there it says that the kids are going to inject me. But I don't want to die.
I don't want to be injected.
You don't want to? Yes.
Because you're going to school.
Yes.
Kata didn't cry at all. Right, Kata? You're so brave. You're so strong. So brave. We just left the doctor.
It was really fast and Kata is the only one who needed 2 vaccines and we are ready with all the papers where are you going? they want me to fill out and now for the fun part He said, I like it like this. And he said, I like it when they inject me. And I was like, what? That's my favorite. I was scared.
And Catalina liked it a lot. Did you like it? And then where are we going to go? We're going to Target. We have, what I do have to buy are lunch boxes. I have to buy, they already have blankets.
I'm not going to buy lunch boxes I have to buy they already have blankets I just have to get them crib sheets because at school they have to sleep and they need crib sheets and then I just want to buy them clothes for school because
they need clothes, shoes I might go to Marshalls, Target I'm just going to get the lunch box and the crib sheet and then I'll go to Marshall's TJ Maxx for the clothes
because it's expensive
I'm going to take this with me
I ended up coming to Marshall's first and then if I don't find something here then I'll go to Target Did you like that one Cata?
Yes mom
Cata liked this lunchbox and Isabel the puppet Did you like this? No, that's too big Don't come to Marshalls, there are so many beautiful things for the kids And don't even say the girls clothes I'll show you later.
We just left Marshalls which was dangerous because in a mansion the clothes of a girl and a boy are so pretty. I did get some dresses from Cata but there she was in only cold clothes. Right now she's doing a warm up. Let's see because I promised her with the injections. She is going to get a gift. We are in Target. We are in the lunch section. I'm going to help you. I'm going to help you.
I'm going to help you.
I'm going to help you. Target and work in my lunch section. I like that one more. You like that one? Put it there.
Did you like that one? I like that one more. Which one do you like more?
Here there are a lot.
Which one do you like more? The Hello Kid, the Bluey or Lightning McQueen?
Hello Kid. That one. Bluey or Lightning McQueen? Bluey
That one
That one?
Do you like Stitch Cutter?
Yes Mom I bought this I'm going to get out
I'm going to get out
Yes I'm going to hit you. I don't know if you guys know this, but I'm not just like a stay at home mom. I'm a work at home mom. I have them here 24 seven and I also have to work. So it makes it a little bit harder for me to work when they're here,
because I just want to focus on them. They need my attention. I did find a school that I fell in love with and that's the school I'm actually gonna take them to. And it's a Montessori school. It's so amazing. When as soon as I got there, I was like, wow, I already love it. And the only thing I was kind of tooken back
was the pricing of the school. I was like, what? When they told me, I was like, yeah, sign me up. And they're like, okay did not know how expensive it was. Especially because we are two, not just one. For my daughter, which she is four years old, they are charging me $990 a month.
And then for my son, because he's not potty trained yet, and they're gonna teach him how to potty train, they're charging me a thousand, a thousand ten each month. So in total, I'm paying about $2,000 per month for them to go to school and I was like what all I know is I really like that school and I really want to take my kids to that school and if I have to pay this much for my kids to go to
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Who is the bluey? Let's see, what did you buy at Target? This?
To go to the park on the bike? Who gave you that? Kata Kata helped you? Is she a good sister, Kata?
Yes, I'm a good sister
They look so cute, they want to go on the bike and they wanted those things, the toy they bought now but it's already 6 in the afternoon I do want to do some dinner and we are going to the park and they can stay like this
but we are going to eat first they just put the things that can be thrown away waste here outside But we're going to eat first, okay? Just put the things that can be thrown away out here. Inside. I bought beans to make because we're already used to it. Also, take care of Ozzy.
I made rice, I made cheese, I made strawberry for the kids, tortillas, cucumbers. The kids always love cucumbers. This is Pancho's mom.
Mom, look.
Wow, look at Kata, she's ready. Where are you going, Kata?
I'm going to the bike.
To the bike?
Yes, mom, I'm going to the garage.
Okay, go to the garage.
Do you need the light Go rest for a little while. I'm going to rest for a little while. Daddy, look at this. This is how the food turned out, comadres. Do you like it? Do you like the consomme juice? I like the consomme.
It's good. Yes.
More consome We arrived at the park I'm going what says it says these are protein balls and they're delicious I also really love chomps I'm going to put those in their snacks. Para la escuela. Okay, let's get to the fun stuff. Fun stuff, comrades. Miren, these are the lunchboxes that they picked.
I wanted them to pick ones that they wanted. Yo quería unos aesthetic ones, pero ellos quisieron esos. I know this is going to make them happy. Y esos son los que ellos escogieron. Catalina en Israel. I got a esos. and these are the ones they chose Catalina and Isael I have to wash these
these are the crib fitted sheets because at school they have to sleep at like 1am I think and I have to take these fitted sheets for their bed and also a blanket
I already have the blankets here they just got some new ones and Isael some socks I got some new ones I got some new socks for Isabel Look!
I got some new socks for Isabel
Look! I got some new socks for Isabel I got some new socks for Isabel I got some new socks for Isabel I got some new socks for Isabel I got two tights for her I'm going to put them underneath her dress I'm going back to the sound machine so the kids can sleep more
I got these snacks that they like and now for clothes let me sit down because there's a lot of clothes yes ladies they have their lingerie but I ordered another one on Amazon
I went to look for them get them but they weren't there. These are the ones I already had. I've had them for a year. I like them a lot. These are the bento go lunch boxes. This is how they look inside.
But because my kids like to eat a lot of soup, I got them another one from... I don't know what brand it's called but it's a very popular one that I see on TikTok that has like a thermos for soups
so that the food stays warmer I ordered those and I think they will arrive tomorrow Look! They have their stallies
They're so cute, they go with their little lunch boxes. In Marshall's, I got some clothes for the kids for school.
I'm so excited.
Can you tell I'm excited? I have not bought them like clothes since when? Look, I got Isael other pajamas, Spider-Man. I never got Isael, other pyjamas spiderman Isael never has clothes on because they're just never cute like I'm not strong enough for this girl. It's all for like, hold. Because right now I can't put this on. But it's beautiful.
I think it's gonna look so cute and handsome. I got him a bunch of sets. Look. Look. This is my absolute favorite one. For Isa.
And then with the pants. This one fits me. And then I have a little bag. And then I have a little bag. look, look, this is my absolute favorite one for Isa and then with the pants, this one cost me $14.99 what else is there for Isa? I got him this set, brown one, this one from football this one from blue and I love it!
They have so many cute things Look at this doll! I love this one And those pajamas. And then this one from Mickey Mouse. Or Minnie Mouse. And this one.
This one. The pants, the shirt. And then the sweater. A bag of diapers for Isabel's school.
How are you?
It's raining today. It's a very fall day. But I came with my dad for Isabel's school how are you? we are coming but I came with my dad to the groceries it's a Thursday which is never off but close the door
but we came to get groceries so I could make soup for myself and a juice of betabel and groceries also I'm also gonna bring try those groceries but I lost quite a lot of news can't be a sudden in this because I have to make
lunch for them so your way there are told my dolly lesson My dad is recording me and he's embarrassed.
Chiles!
I haven't been to Cardenas in so long Comadres and being here is just bringing back so many memories like it makes me feel like a señora again I don't know, it brings back a lot of memories being here in Cardenas I used to come here to buy the mandado and now I'm here thinking of what I'm going to make my kids to eat
I was going to ask him what happened now I'm waiting for I'm postpartum I'm walking like weird I feel like I'm in postpartum like I just gave birth I'm bleeding like if I'm in postpartum I don't know girl but I went to the hospital, I explained a little bit on TikTok
what happened to me but I went to the hospital because I've been on my period for so long, over a month already and then it was like okay maybe it's gonna come off. It's just my stress, my hormones. And then yesterday I took a shower.
I took a shower and I felt something come out. I put my hand under it. My hands were full of blood. I was dripping all over the bathroom, blood. I sat down and I was just like bleeding. I'm like, what is happening am I giving birth right now that's what I feel like
My dad called and told us he was working until like 11 at night and it was 8 in the night and he was like what happened? I'm going to the doctor and he said I'm going to leave work and he left he met me at the hospital at the emergency room and all night I all night at the hospital. They did lab work. They also did an ultrasound on me.
Both inside and outside. It was painful but they said that everything looks good. That maybe it's just stress. But I do have an appointment with my gynecologist tomorrow. What time did they tell me?
Right now my brother sent me a texted me What's your email? I want to send you a Starbucks gift card Get a pumpkin spice to relieve stress Oh my brother And then Blanca also sent me flowers with a balloon Because when I was in the bathroom with all the blood
I sent Bl a text message It's just normal, why is this happening to me? She was like, I think you have to go to the doctor And I was like, okay So I left and the doctors didn't do anything But my blood pressure was low
Which has never happened to me So I was, that's kind of like because I've been feeling super fatigued, super tired because I'm losing a lot of blood also like clotting but yeah, but yeah I don't know what's happening to me It's 6pm and we are just waking up
starting our day We came grocery shopping Probably I shouldn't have done that I was tired and dizzy while we were shopping and I just felt like I was like in postpartum walking all weird and stuff
But I needed to go get groceries because I want to make a beetroot smoothie I also want to make a lentil soup and also the kids are going to school and I have to go buy them some groceries and I know if I don't do it today I'm not going to do it because I have a lot of work this weekend and they are going to school on Monday so I have to get ready but my dad is going to take me to eat a pho
I was looking for pho did you find it? we are back and my dad is taking out the mandado while I eat it I have a special message to share with you guys today. It's control.
It's sitting with the urge to chase and choosing not to. And no, you're not broken for struggling with it. I'm breaking it all down.
Because you're not enough.
But because your energy says I need you to validate me. I need you to show me that I'm worth it.
Put this picture in your mind. I'm going to show me that I'm working. I'm going to make them a soup and I'm going to pack their fruit and vegetables. I'm also making breakfast. I'm going to do some boiled eggs. Right now we're picking up their snacks that they're going to take. I'm very happy for them. I bought you this, remember? The new Stitch. You bought this one? In the station? Are you happy?
Mommy, why are you taking one of these?
You have to sleep there.
I'm going to sleep.
I'm going to sleep.
Where is that one?
Where is that one? Pink? What else? Baby Alexa, put 10 minutes on the clock I'm going to show you how to open it by yourself
You have to lift it And here you will see a little hole You have to lift it up and here you will see a little soup you have to do it like this ok one thing here and another here but look
if you need help ask your mom do it yourself
put it there for me
first day at school? first day at school
let's go
let's go Let's go! As I already told you, it's been like 3 hours since the school drop off the first day of school Oh no, it's already 1.25pm But I got here and I felt really tired. So I said, you know what, I'm just going to lay on the couch. I stayed up for two and a half hours.
I got up at 6 and a half to start packing everything, get the kids ready and everything. I ended up getting to the school at 8 and a half. That means I have to get up earlier to be able to do everything. And those hours between cooking and breastfeeding the kids, feel like 30 minutes. They go like this.
I don't know why I have this habit. When I get nervous, I start scratching my neck. I have a scar all over my neck because I just start scratching myself. I've been doing this for a few months now and my neck is very sensitive and it gets very red. But I don't know, I get nervous and I start scratching my neck is very sensitive and it gets very red.
But I don't know, I get nervous and I start scratching my neck. In school I had a very red neck. And all the time I was like, did I pack the kids enough food? Did I pack them enough snacks? And I was starting to like overthink. I hope we have enough food.
I packed the whole lunchbox. And here they don eat here, right? But you're not there to see if I'm hungry.
You're like,
but we got there at 8.30 and it was also your dad. Your dad was also there. I told him that he wanted to go because I know it's a very special day for the kids. And I want them to see that their mom and dad are there. That they feel confident, loved, that it's a special day.
And that's what they felt when they were so happy. No matter what happens, they will always love their dad and I will never take that away from them. And while he wants to be there for them and he wants to be in a special day, he will be there because the kids want it. Because I care more about how the kids feel and how their health is. And that they feel special.
Who doesn't want their two dads to be there on important dates? And I care about them feeling that way. As a dad, we have to put our pain, our ego, our anger aside and be like...
for our kids. It doesn't have to be every day, it's like once a month. We haven't seen each other together like this since we broke up. This day must be something special. but it was good. I was nervous. And like Ale, the lunchbox didn't fit in here. So I had to... I had another lunchbox, but it was too small.
I'll probably pack for this one with a different lunchbox. But it didn't fit. I didn't have breakfast, I didn't have my coffee. I literally, I got out of the car and I went straight to the couch and knocked out. But I already took a shower. And I'm already active. It's only one in the afternoon.
I feel good, I don't get dirty. I was going to go to the gym after taking my kids to school and play, and you know what, you know how much. No, my love. I had a dream. I'm going to make myself a coffee, comrades.
I need it. My belly is hurting. Like, the left, this is the left, the my left side and my back. Yesterday I was still bleeding a lot. Yesterday I was with Blanca. It was Sunday. Blanca actually flew over here. I just didn't record, ¿Cómo es? ¿Por qué no manchen? No tengo tiempo.
No porque íbamos a trabajar, trabajamos el sábado y el domingo se fue, pero el domingo en la mañana, estamos en el hotel with Mama Laura. It was me, Mama Laura, y Blanca.
Estamos en el hotel ya listándonos para irnos a bajar to the lobby and I had already stopped bleeding because I was taking my medication and that medication that the doctor gave me stopped the bleeding and I no longer bleed they told me, when you no longer bleed, stop taking the medicine I stopped bleeding, I stopped taking it and again on Sunday I was in the lobby and I felt the gush of blood.
I looked down and I was bleeding all over my legs, all the way dripping to the floor. And I was like, oh my gosh, oh my gosh. Blanca runs downstairs to the lobby to get tampons and pads and mama Laura starts cleaning me up and she's like mamacita vete al cuarto y cambia. Ya nos abria nuestra llave porque it was a recheck out pero ahí estaba una trabajadora y yo estaba cambiando así porque estaba mojadisísima y luego ya me metí, me senté and like los clots were this big.
They were this big. So you could physically feel something coming out. I told Blanca that it felt like I was giving birth. And they came out and they pulled me out. Blanca saw me until I was gone. I never thought I was going to see the poop.
She saw me all. The blood, she was cleaning me. She saw me bathe. You can't stop being my best friend because we are locked and you already saw everything. That was so scary. And then she put pads on me and I was bleeding through my pads after 30 minutes. We had to go to CVS and buy diapers
because I couldn't take the blood anymore. I put three pads on, all wet, and the blood still dripped down my legs. So now I'm onto these diapers, and I called my doctor, I was like, hey, I want to make an appointment,
like I don't think this is okay, like I already took the IUD out, and I'm my doctor, I was like, hey, I want to make an appointment. Like, I don't think this is okay. Like, I already took the AAUD out and I'm still bleeding. And he's like, we don't have any appointments right now. We could schedule something in the end of this month. And I'm like, what? Yeah.
I was like, fine. So I have all my vitals my blood work everything is normal so I'm not really sure what is wrong with me like cramps I have cramps hereamp in my back I don't know, ladies someone who is a doctor tell me because my doctors say everything looks normal and I tell them that I feel super tired
like all day I'm very tired I feel like I'm unwell well but let's see how I continue I tell them to see if I don't die but
I have to work ladies! Forgave me no, we're like giving like having to construct a kind of construction construction carving contractions Crack contractions is so painful So I know this isn't as painful as Contractions so I'm good you're giving and like I said, are you sure you don't want me to get to the hospital? I know I know
They they really told me I don't have anything. He's like you're bleeding out and I'm like
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