First time for everything 🧤 😅 #vlog

If you live in the US, I need to know if this is normal or if I'm overreacting. So I woke up feeling horrible if I'm being honest. My daughter's left me, I have a giant cold sore on my face. And I just feel yuck. I haven't been eating the best and so today I was like, you know what, I'm gonna try and make myself feel better.

I'm gonna meet up with some friends, I'm gonna eat healthy today, and I'm gonna go get a massage literally everywhere in the world. And everywhere I've been, it all works the same way, right? They show you the room, they step out of the room, you lay on the table and they come back in. And this place was the exact same, but the only thing that was different was she started massaging me and I was like, hold up a second, does she have gloves on? using gloves. I told Jonathan he's like, babe you're being dramatic I'm sure it's just a normal thing that they do in the US. Plus having a cold sore is actually more common than you think. And I was like yeah but that doesn't help how insecure I'm feeling right now I need to get rid of this cold sore ASAP. So I

started googling right and apparently foods high in vitamin C help heal your body and I was like great I have an orange tree in my backyard let's make body and I was like great I have an orange tree in my backyard let's make some orange juice.