I'm NOT FLYING with My FAMILY....

I'm gonna be flying to Melbourne by myself tomorrow to go and visit my aunt my first time ever traveling by myself I don't want to sound stupid because I don't think I'm stupid but like I've never traveled by myself and I have so much like Anxiety so I'm like really bad anxiety like before I drive so I think but like the anxiety I have like, you know before like I'm about to do this I'm just like oh if I mess this up, I'm gonna feel very stupid.So I really hope I don't But I thought I'd be fine like everyone like obviously everyone gets the plane everyone does it like I would get so worried I double -check everything then whenever I get to something I'm like, oh my god, I forgot to do the most like important thing That's the reason why I can't like go.

Anyways, we've got a lot of stuff.

We've got to go through I need to think of an outfit for the airport and outfit for shopping and having for dinner and then an outfit for Next day, we should just be the airport outfit.Yeah got a big day scary Me the thing is I know we pack a massive suitcase, but this time I don't want you because I don't like check my baggage in I just want to like be able to just get on the plane.Um, so I'm going to pack it I'm gonna pack my backpack and just hope that everything I have fits in and like I've also got a fake tan Go read you my hair go like probably we do my nails and I've also like I've got to get this already by six o 'clock even It's like 515 right now because I've got something after this.I need to go get to oh my god.I'm so stressed Okay, if we take it if we take a deep breath We got this.Okay, so if we just break it down what we're gonna do is So I need my airport outfit or I need my outfit for the first day sort of thing So I need my outfit for shopping and being on the plane.

What outfit do I want to wear for dinner?I've got like I think I've sorted out my wardrobe in a way where this is all my going out outfits here Which one do I want to bring?Mmm, do I like do you like any of these ones?I always love my Camilla dress, but I'm scared it's going to get ruined in the suitcase.Oh, and the thing is mum was meant to come with me, but she's like had like something come up and she can't like go with me anymore.So I was going to go with her because I am going to visit her sister, my aunt Buzzy, who we all love.

Um, but, and you've met her I think before.Yeah, in the Christmas video, like ages ago, though.But I've gotta work out where I wanna go for dinner.But the thing is, it doesn't need to be too formal.I'm not really trying to impress my aunt sort of thing.So it can just be like saying that I, it can be like a hit or a miss, and if it's a miss, it doesn't really matter.

But like, what do you wanna do?We've got all my jackets, these ones.

Oh, I'm confused.This is confusing.Can fit all my clothes I need for the holiday in there cuz I really have like anything else I don't want to bring a suitcase and have you like you check baggage and mom only told me like two hours ago that she's not gonna go and I'm kind of like oh I was kind of looking forward to like getting spent time with you, but I understand like he's had Saying pretty full and happen.So like I get it.So you work out like my tomorrow like shopping out for them gonna wear the plane I need to work out my dinner outfit.I need to work out my outfit for the day afterwards.

So three outfits in total I always love my watercolor dress, but it's gonna be too cold for anything.That's warm.

I mean if my going at dinner outfit I wore like a lace see -through top the other day and I love the way that I looked at it looked like so pretty but the toot my own horn for like It looked really good.Um, so I think I might want to wear something I might want to wear that again The thing is I'm just going over my aunt and I feel like wearing a lace see -through top is is a little sketch to wear around your 50 year old aunt.I think I want to do a knit tomorrow.I want to double check the weather just to make sure.And my aunt's not really happy that my mom's not going.Oh no.

Oh, it's meant to be 23 degrees so it's actually meant to be pretty hot but then the day afterwards meant to be cold.

20 degrees, I feel like it could be like a knit maybe?Oh gosh, I can't think!What do I wanna wear?I wanna wear something that I can put like my fleece stockings underneath just in case.

I feel like this is pretty easy to pack and I'll bring a leather jacket with it as well.

Oh, I think I wanna wear either this red long -sleeve top or like this babydoll purple top that I love.Oh actually no, I bought this brown knit the other day and it's so - and I love it.

Or this black knit.

Oh gosh, there's too many options, which is a good thing.What do we think of this outfit?Are the jeans too skinny?Like, should we have baggy jeans with it?But I don't mind it.I took to them in another nurse to do stuff video and like I do that is perfect And this is this is just a good.

I just like this is good And I also wear the trench coat I also really like this baby doll top like it's just so easy to wear and it's like it just feels nice And then I reckon this is gonna be the dresser.I wear out for dinner.Do you like it's just comfy It's just so easy now wear it with my coat if I can be perfect I'm very happy with this.Okay, so I've got all my dresses and stuff in here.This is my clothes for tomorrow I'm gonna have to pack my makeup later on.I'm just so nervous.

I've never done like anything I'm just like stress cuz I really I just have a feeling I'm not gonna make on this plane So I think I just have a bad feeling for some weird reason.Anyways, I think we prepared as much as we can tonight Okay, I'm just gonna go into the bathroom and quickly do my tan because I want to look all spruced up this holiday I think I've got a passport so I should be okay cuz I Don't for some reason I've like I've lost my physical ID Okay, so fake tans on just in bed and I've written down my like plan on my notes like over everything I've got to do and I've realized I've got to get up at like four o 'clock so I can make my flight and even earlier if I want to do my makeup like This is not great.Maybe she's like do my makeup on the plane.I don't know or in the uber But the good thing is when you get an early flight you have pretty much like the whole day in Melbourne sort of thing So I'm really looking forward to that.I've got a busy day tomorrow I think the main part is like, I really hope that I can just like, make it back.I really hope I can make it there.

I think we should be fine.It shouldn't be that hard.

Okay, we have enough alarm set, so hopefully we're fine.Came up, it is 4 .07.

I've gotta get this show on the road.Okay, so I showered, all my fake tans washed off, and my tan looks really good.

I'm gonna, don't think I'm gonna do my makeup now, because I just genuinely don't have time.I've gotta hope that I can just do it on the plane.Hopefully no one's next to me, but I should have a spare seat next to me, because mum didn't, isn't coming.So, that seat's booked.Anyways.oh Okay, then we're doing this.

Why am I so hyperactive for 415 in the morning?I think I'm fine.I think I've got everything under control fingers crossed.We should be fine Anyways, anyways, we're going into my outfit.We're gonna get dressed I've got to be out of here in uber in 15 minutes, and I'm a little bit worried Can I do it but my phone airpods and my passport in here all my clothes in here I've got my clothes on I've got my jeans my jeans the most important thing to bring I've got my coat I should be fine I think that's it but I definitely feel like I'm forgetting something I just don't remember what it is I've got to redo my makeup guide and getting up early is so annoying like I I would I just don't think I could be I couldn't be a flight attendant like it would be so hard having to get up so early I don't know if I like flying that much, to be honest.If someone were to call an Uber, then they'd have to wait outside for me for ages.

That'd be annoying.But also, I'd kind of need to go right this second, sort of thing.I've got a spare battery, and we should be okay with that.I'm pretty sure we'll get everything.I'm pretty sure.We should be fine.

Just cross your fingers.

Cross your fingers and really, really hope for me.

Where is it?Where's my phone?Oh my gosh.There.Phew.Okay, let's call this Uber.

We're two minutes late already.We should be out of here, but whatever.So, Qantas.Okay, i'm pretty sure it's right, but i could be wrong.Ah, oh The thing is I really want to pack this but i've only just used it.It's like hot.

I don't like them even clothes Oh, should I just like go without it?What do I do?Is that okay to put a hot thing?What if it catches on one catch on fire with it?No, I can't live.Oh my god.

He's here in like one minute fire.Ah, okay.That's it.I'm gonna bring you Okay, let's do it.Let's do it.The backpack's not too full, which is good So in case i'm gonna do some shopping I can always bring stuff back home.

I'm definitely forgetting something but right now it doesn't really matter They've got my most important things which is my phone, my keys.my password.As long as I've got my makeup, I think that's the main thing.

Time to do it today.I'm not just tired, I'm just actually just gonna put on makeup.

Okay, as long as I've got my phone, I feel like we can worry about most things.I think we've got this, hopefully.

Hello from, who's this for, sorry?

That's it.Oh my God, okay, Uber speeding off.Guess who's made it to the airport?Me and Sammy on time, so we're already one step of the way.Here's the scary part, checking in.I'm a little worried.

I'm not sure if it's gonna work.It's the part that I've been dreading.I've got so much anxiety.

Okay, I've only checked baggage.No, I'm not.

I'm trying to scan the passport and it's not working.This is annoying.Oh my god, come on.Oh my god, I did it!I just realised I need to check into my phone, not through the scanner thing.Anyways, I've got the boarding pass.

I've double -checked with the Qantas employee.It's perfect, she said.And I was like, yes, thank you!I'm gonna go, I'm gonna make it on the plane, yay!

Okay, and five minutes later...

I'm through.That was actually the easiest thing I've ever done.That was so easy.Anyways, as long as we get on this flight, I think we're fine, hopefully.I mean, my boarding pass hasn't worked yet, but I'm hoping it does.I think it should.

Oh my gosh, so golly shockies.

Why do people make it like traveling so hard to do?It's actually very easy.That was very easy.That was so easy.Let's get this, let's get this flight and let's get to Melbourne.

So my flight's at 6 .20 and we've given ourselves like that much time.

I literally arrived at the airport.457 like that was we got through we got through all that in 13 minutes.I don't know why I was so worried Anyways, I'm now in the bathroom and we have heaps of time to get ready Good thing I brought my makeup still just trying to do my makeup.I've got my makeup bag here coats here It's probably not the most hygienic thing, but you know what?Whatever.Anyways, I'm very happy with myself so far

I feel like it's going too well I feel like it's going too well, it's saying it's gonna stop up soon, but let's like hope it doesn't.

Fingers crossed.Anyways, I'm about to go and get some food.I was looking at Macca's but there's no Macca's here.

So, I'm gonna get this instead.

I've got my mocha.I'm about to start boarding.Let's hope that this boarding pass works.I haven't made it on the plane yet.So stressed.I was so worried.

Is it bad to say I feel like travelling without disabilities is actually a lot less stressful?

I've got to find where the exit is.

But yeah, I'm actually in Melbourne.Out here waiting for the bus to pick me up.I think this is the right spot.I hope so.Hopefully I'm not going to make this difficult for her.See, that's that side of the bus stop.

So, should be all good.My holiday is about to start.Okay, it's actually Friday.cold here in Melbourne.Buzzy should be here like any second.Ooh, I'm excited.

Very excited.

Okay, so we're at the DFO and look what I found.Do you like this?I think that's cute.Elsa's got a bunch of jewellery.This has been really fun so far.Wow, so cool.

What do we think of this top?Do we like it?It's pretty cool.It's a boy's top, I like.It's pretty sick.Oh, what do we think of this top?

I like the neck, the neck's really cute.Oh, this jumper's also really cute.It's a bit more of a man fit though, but don't mind it.

Okay, here's another thing we're trying on.Oh, do you like the red version more?The red version's pretty cool.

Oh, this is so cute.Hey, I love the design of this on the shelf.I love the fit.Oh, what's your thoughts?And what's our thoughts on this purple one?I really like it.

It's just like, it's kind of a bit meh, but I love the color.

Oh, this is really pretty.I like this one.Oh, I also like the off -the -shoulder top.It's very cute.This is also adorable.Look at that.

It's got like matching pants, but it doesn't look too much like pants.It's got like little fold over bottoms, but doesn't look too much like pajamas.

I like the color.I don't know if it fits the right thing though.Good idea though.

Oh my gosh.This is genuinely the cutest knit I've ever had.

Oh, this is perfect.I love this.

Oh my gosh.I absolutely love this.But I'm not sure if it's going to fit the suitcase.I'm not sure if it's going to fit my backpack though, but otherwise I would've still got it.Oh, and I also absolutely love this one.Oh, it's in between.

I'm definitely gonna get the pink one, but it's in between the coat or this cardigan.I'm so confused.

Yum, here's a pasta.I've got lobster.

Oh my gosh, the next day I had a big night out last night.It was really fun.Anyways, here's my bed for the trip gonna say bye to it because I've gone back to the airport soon Hopefully we get back home safe.Okay, I'm just at Sydney airport about to get the flight back home Sorry if I haven't filmed that much, it's been a very fun trip and I really enjoyed this going for me, but thanks for coming along with me Catch you in the next!