Kya Shefali Jariwala Ki Death Ek Accident Thi… Ya Kuch Aur? | Real Podcast

This is my angel's journal. Here she wrote all her dreams and wishes. Her most beloved dream was to start an NGO whose aim is to provide education to the children who are left behind and to make their fears go away. We have to keep their dream alive in their memory. Because their dream has become the purpose of their life. I love you so much baby.

I love you so much, Babu. In the last few days, we have seen a lot of people who have lost their lives. We have seen a lot of people who have lost their lives. We have seen a lot of people who have lost their lives. We have seen a lot of people who have lost their lives. We have seen a lot of people who have lost their lives.

We have seen a lot of people who have lost their lives. You're used to being empty. No, I'm not. I'll never be. Let's come to another aspect of life. When you saw Bhabhi, Shafali ma'am. I was just looking at these photos randomly. What's in these photos?

Life. All the memories are hidden. Life is hidden in these photos. I met Pari, I still remember that day. We have a friend. The door of that common friend opened.

She was sitting in front of me. She was wearing a white t-shirt and jeans. I felt like, who is she? A violin was played on the stand. The bell was ringing. Have you seen it before?

Of course, who doesn't know Shifali Jariwala? The whole world knows her.

For none other than the gorgeous and talented Shifali Jariwala.

But what was in your mind before?

There was nothing in the flesh. I used to consider her as Goddess Lakshmi. I have seen her in the form of Goddess Kali, where we were staying. There was a fight with a watchman downstairs. There were at least 10 people. He called the watchman.

He was with an iron rod. I said, I have to talk to you. I have the Goddess and started keeping the Matarani. A man kicked me like this. And closed the door. The way he was abusing my wife, the way he started abusing her and said,

I'm standing here. He has the guts, right? Kill him, my husband. Whoever killed him, I'll show you. I could literally see the Mata in him. Out of 10 people, no one had the courage to come and beat me up. I'll come to the last time.

Was it different that day?

What was your pattern the whole day?

I had a small intuition that something was going to happen. I don't know why. I am a devotee of Lord Hanuman. I had a small intuition. I was just about to enter the building. So he said, let's do one thing, you take Simba for a ride. I called him after parking the car.

I went to Simba and within 3-4 minutes, brother, sister...

I can't believe it. I can't believe it. I can't bear it. The last reel I saw of yours, there was a reel that really broke my heart.

When Bhabhi was lying down and you were looking at her and you kissed her.

I could have touched her last time. I know she is on a suction but who was she last time? She is angry with him that he left alone. Hello friends! Namaskar friends, as I promised you all that me and Pari, our story, our life journey, our love story, our memories, our moments that are very close to our heart, you will come to share with everyone. So now the time has come that we share our moments, our memories with everyone. I will share that night with you too. The night that changed my life in a moment.

And how by controlling my emotions, I have dedicated my life to the dream of Pari. We will share our story, how we met, our memories. And I would like to share with that person, through him, who is a very close friend of mine, my brothers, whom I respect a lot. And the sad thing is that Malal never got to meet Pari. So, somewhere, he also wants to know how we met, about our journey, about that night, about everything.

His name is Deepak Verma, Deepak bhai. So, I will talk to Deepak Verma. we will try to help as much as we can, to take it forward. So, all of you, give more love than you have given before. Because we are about to start our story, which will never end. So, let's take you on the journey of our love. Let's come to another aspect of life. Yes.

When you saw Bhabhi, Shafali ma'am. I was just looking at these photos randomly. I had my eyes on her.

What is in these photos?

Life. All the memories are hidden. Life is hidden in it. I met her, Pari, I still remember that day. We have a friend, we say that it is written in destiny to meet. We met at that common friend's place, Sonia's name is there, why should I hide it? I thank her, we met because of her, her name is Sonia.

So, it had happened a lot of times at Sonia's place, she Why should I hide the name? I thank her for giving me the name. Sonia is the name. So a lot of times, Sonia had partied a couple of times. And I couldn't go because of work. I later found out that Pari had also been unable to go to her. She had missed a couple of parties. And she was a good friend. So at at that time, actually, I was going to be late for the shoot.

But luckily, I got free early. So, I went. And Shifali Pari, she came from America on the first night. I still remember that. So, she didn't have to come. But I don't know why she went.

Like she was with me. I don't know why she went. Like she was with me, I don't know why I went. Just so that she doesn't feel bad, she's been sleeping for a long time. Same with her. I still remember, the door opened,

and there was a lower seating below. She was sitting in front. She was wearing a white t-shirt and jeans. I felt like, who is this?

Have you seen her before?

Of course. Who doesn't know Shifali Jariwala? The whole world knew her. The whole world knew her. But what was in your mind before? There was nothing in my mind.

I didn't even know she was coming.

Okay. No, no, the image of Shifali Jariwala's image. Because a lot of people know Shifali Jariwala only from her Kata Laga Girl. So that's why I'm a little...

I will answer that question later, after knowing her.

Okay.

What was she actually? Look, the first thing is that I never judge any actor or any person because of appearance. How I have seen on the screen or any other way. Shifali Jariwala, Kaanta Laga Gal, successful.

That's it.

Maybe any actor. At that time, for me, all these are big names. For me, Shifali Jariwala was a very big name. And actually, to be honest, a person from a small town, a person from Modinagar.

Rangal. Dream girl. I mean, Shifali Jariwala. She is sitting in front of me.

I mean, I am watching her live. The bell was ringing. I saw it and I mean, Everything was in slow motion.

Her hair is flying. I mean, I gave my heart to her for the first time. Love at first sight? Love at first... Yes, I mean... I will say it at first glance. I understood her at first sight that she is the one.

Did this ever happen in your life before?

No, never. Of course, I won't say that it was not an affair. I had one or two affairs. But it was not this feeling.

You never got this feeling?

This feeling. You never got that feeling? The feeling I got when I saw her, that she's the one. Now I'm from a small town, I don't even know how to have a conversation. Did she see you? How to start a conversation? She saw me. I found out later that she saw me and how.

At that time, we didn't know. We are busy with our own things. I met my friends, everything happened. And we didn't have the courage to go and talk to them. But coincidentally, a common topic came up, the gym.

OK.

They were also very fond of the gym.

And you were.

And I was very fond of the gym. So when a conversation came up, it was a logical conversation. So I thought, son, Parag, let's jump now. So there could be an ice break here. So when I started, then our conversation started from there. Even then I used to talk in fear. It's not about that I had never talked to girls so much in my life.

And they didn't like me suddenly. I fell in love. So it happens that something goes wrong. I had never spoken to girls so much in my life. And I didn't like them at all.

So, it happens that something or the other goes wrong. But it was a good conversation.

Normal.

It was all about the gym. About fitness? That it should be like this. And I had good knowledge. I was very helpful in B-Pharma.

I had a lot of show-off. I said, yes, I am educated. They told me that she is an engineer. She was a computer engineer. So, one should not look dumb. But when we used to open our mouths, we could understand the word dumb.

The language of Modi Nagar.

So, it started from there. And I remember, I left from there and I remember, I left from there, I still remember. And Sonia used to live in Malad. While leaving from there, there is a back road behind, on the backside of the Infinity Mall. So, I was going from there and I called Sonia.

I said, Sonia, it's a very good party. She said, don't be crazy. I haven't called her since then. Why did you call me for the first time? I wanted her number. So she said,

I spoke to Shifari. You want her number? I said, Suriya, you know everything. So, you know what she said? Shifari also asked about you. So I said, what are you talking about?

So the number was exchanged from there. Then I messaged. It was BBM, my Blackberry.

Yes.

So on BB Messenger. So on BB Messenger, we started this. This was in 2013-14. I am talking about 2010. Okay. I used BB Messenger in 2013-14. I used it in 2010.

Yes.

Till then, the holy relationship was going on. So, 2010 was going on. We started talking on the basis of that. Then we met. We used to go for a drive together. We used to go to Mount Mary a lot. Mount Mary, Bandra.

How did you meet for the first time? That was a little... The first meeting was like, in Mountberry Bandra. How did you meet for the first time? I want to know that.

The first meeting was like, okay, we meet. And I didn't have the courage to ask. I just said, hello, how are you? This and that. So, somewhere he thought that maybe he won't speak.

So, he said, okay. He had realized that he wanted to ask. Yes, he going to ask. He was going to ask. So I said, OK, we'll meet at coffee. I said, OK, we'll meet. So we met. And what coffee did we have? We had, for the first time, I would say,

Bon Vita instead of coffee. Because in Bombay, they ride around on a cycle at night. They have Bon Vita. Hot coffee type. No, Bon Vita. They have Bon Vita. Hot coffee type? No, Bon Vita. They have both coffee and Bon Vita.

I see. So we had that for the first time. That was our first date actually. And then we started talking. I was scared to talk. What did you talk about for the first time?

No, nothing. I was just asking how was your day. I was shooting with Pavitra at that time. So I asked how was your shoot. This and that. So what do you say?

In words, I mean.

Normal, simple things. There was no flood. There was no flood. We don't know what a flood is. But yes, you can see it in the eyes. You can see it in the eyes. You can see love in anyone. And she is a girl from Bombay, she understands everything.

That what is love. But of course, they didn't stop. They encouraged us. We used to meet once in 3-4 days. Then we started meeting almost daily after the shoot. So after the shoot, I am saying this at night because my shoot used to be packed up at 9.30-10. I used to go straight to them, pick them up and we used to go for a drive.

That's when we started this meeting phase. How long did this go on? This went on for 2-3-4 months, where we were just friends. But yes, they had a little intuition and And I also felt that he also knows. Because asking about each other, where do we belong, what are your dreams,

all those things happen. After four or five months, it will be a very perverse thing.

No, no, tell me, brother.

So, we are desi people, we don't know how to flirt.

Yes. And we are desi people, we don't know how to flirt.

And we are sweet-tempered. So I told him, Shafali, you know, I said, we get paan. I remember, we used to get paan in Malad at that time. So chocolate paan, and this paan, that paan, all that was there. I said, let me feed you paan and bring it. So first I took paan to feed.

It is very famous in Delhi. But in CP, Chocolate Bar. He used to be in Malad. Okay. So we went there for a couple of days. They said, no, no, it's chocolate, it's water, it doesn't get fat. So our flood was going to be very big.

By then it was over. It was above friend. So you had to establish to talk about each other. I have never had a right. I won't say right, sorry. Like...

I mean, I understood that she likes me. If you are busy, you still say that you don't want to meet.

Is this a right?

Okay. But it was more than just formality. You have two rights. Not just friends, but more than just friends. It was understood by just words. Of course, I will say it like this.

I said, baby, I have a late pack up at 11.30. So, you come, there is no problem. Yes, this is what happened. So, you can come, no problem. Yes, so this is what happened. Yes, so you can say what you want. Right. So, we used to go.

We had a pack up from the shoot. Let's go for dessert. So, there used to be a very famous paan in Malad. Chocolate paan. It was very rare in 2010. Now, it is everywhere.

So, it was very rare. Nowadays, it's everywhere. Yes, everywhere. Chocolate paan. So it was very rare. We used to go there. So... Parifal was there. Oh, you're making me eat paan every day. I mean, you know, it gets fattening.

Our flirt, whatever it was, it was the first close to the airport. So I said, baby, I'll make you a non-calorie dessert tomorrow. I'll make you try a non-fattening dessert. What else is going on in your mind apart from that? Nothing, I'm just remembering.

I'm remembering everything. We were in the car at that time. I told him I'll try a non-fattening dessert. He said yes. When we met, he said, yes, that dessert.

So I kissed him for the first time. Desert, non-fattening, I know, it's very... I kissed her for the first time. Then our journey started from there. I had already said I love you to her.

I had already said I love you first. What was the difference between the first kiss and the last kiss?

Sorry? First kiss and last kiss. Every kiss I had was a different experience. So I used to say I love you to her. She was never vocal in her life. She never showed how much she loved me.

So I used to say I love you.

I said, you take your time. I love you. I had told her that I have been in love with you since the day I saw you. So I still remember, I was on a shoot that day. Lunch break was over and I called him. I said, Babu, this is him.

And then I said, I love you while holding the phone. And I heard a word in my ear and I said, I love you and cut the heard a word in my ear. And I cut the call. I cut the call and called back. You? Yes, I cut the call. And you heard it again?

I heard the voice and I cut the call. It's a normal reaction, we know I'll say I love you. Okay, our conversation is over. But I heard something and I came back. I said, Babu, what did you say? He said I love you for the first time at that time. I said I love you.

He said I love you. But I hung up the phone because I knew that there would be no reaction. And I came back immediately. I asked, what did you say? She started laughing. I knew that you would call.

So she said I love you. But she used to say I love you too. But she used to say, I love you very less.

So our love started from there. Yes. So you said a word to me that I am blessed that Shifali Jariwala chose me.

I am going to come to that.

I will share everything whole journey with you. So he said I love you from there.

Then we met his friends, his parents. I met them. Of course, that was also a different journey. Because he didn't have a good experience in the past. Because of which his parents are also a little skeptical. Okay. So that was a different journey. Of course, I supported him in that too. He was always with me.

I think he's the guy. He also thought that he's the guy. Because we started sharing our feelings. We used to walk in the middle. Maybe the past was the reason why he was afraid to say I love you. Of course, of course, of course.

Why not?

I knew that there were a lot of problems in his life. If we say it in English, it was a lot of baggage. It was a lot of baggage. But it doesn't matter to me. Baggage, I loved you. Whatever it is, your baggage is my baggage.

I will carry it on my shoulder. Don't worry about it. Parents, mom was ready, dad, because of dad and past experience.

But slowly, as time went by, because Pari knew that Parag is such that no one can do that to him.

That is, I mean, I want to keep the whole family together, and I want to take everyone with me. She was very sure that they will approve Parag. And we decided that we will not do it without their approval. And they were very scared about marriage. I will tell you about marriage later. We will come to that story later. So you know, the biggest thing in my life was that I... I mean, I had such a pure soul.

A boy who was from a small town like Modinagar, who didn't know how to dress properly, I mean, in terms of Bombay, we didn't know. In our place, at that to wear a bodyguard.

Fashion sense?

Fashion sense, zero. I will say minus. Despite that, she saw something in me. And she was the Shifali Jariwala. She could have found anyone in this world. She chose me.

The biggest achievement of my life, if someone says that I have achieved this and that, I have achieved that in my life. My achievement in this world is Shifali Jariwala. And it will remain for the rest of my life. I didn't know how to speak English properly, even though I studied in UP. But we are not taught that.

We didn't have the manners to wear clothes, nor the how to speak English properly, even though we studied in UP. But we were not taught. We didn't have the manners to wear clothes, nor the manners to speak. And that educated girl from Bombay, educated girl, who was sitting and standing in the high society, despite that she loved Farag Tyagi.

She could only do what no one else could. She could only do that. one else could. She could only do that. She had a big heart. You were talking about what was the first thought that came to your mind. Which everyone had. Now I will answer that.

Judgment. It happens that yes, the girl was bitten. The girl was bitten. The girl was bitten. So I will say this. I want to say one thing to everyone.

I said, Every person, I said, the biggest problem we have is that every person judges everyone. First of all, they judge on the screen. You played a character, you will be like that. You played a song, you will be like that. No, it's not like that.

I would like to request everyone, I would like to join hands and say to everyone, that brother, don't judge anyone. Every person has his own journey, his own struggle. Why is he behaving like this? There is a reason behind it. And in our world, in our society, I'm sorry for my word, we are MCP. We are male chauvinists. If a girl goes ahead on her own, many men don't understand. They just think

that they are making up things. I'll tell you something very simple. Until I was connected to you, I have been connected to you for a year. Before that, if I was there or anyone else was there, then it doesn't go into the depth of those things.

What they saw for them was perception. So I want to break this perception. So I want to tell everyone that don't look at how someone is on the screen or what you are playing.

You have lived with them.

I have lived with moment with that girl. I don't want to say sorry to anyone, but I want to say that she is a male-dominated industry. She has to stand up for herself and stay at this level. She released her first song in 2002 and she is still working hard. and keep working till now, while the maximum... Sorry, for everyone... I mean, it's a fact. Why should I say sorry? It's a fact. Apart from her, many other singers had come with her. No one has been able to survive till now.

But that girl survived because of the way she conducted herself. I know how hard that girl worked every day. In this male-dominated society, she had to walk with a little attitude. If she had become weak... Yes, she was actually going to go to Shefali, that's why people started loving her. She was actually Shefali.

She was a girl who gave her life for people. I have never seen such a girl. I don't think there is such a girl in the world. She used to give her life for her staff, for her friends. And from the heart, lower middle class. Like we are, that value. Mom and dad gave the same value that is our value.

Today if I say Modi Nagar, everyone thinks that yes, there will be value, but a girl or a boy was born in Mumbai, there will be no value in it. No, in that, a small village, small towns, lower middle class, so many people will not have the value that the girl had. So I want to say, don't judge anyone on the screen. Never do it.

I want to go a little deeper. Like your private conversations, inside jokes, any rituals that were only personal between you? A lot of them, a lot of them. I mean, what were the rituals? I always...

Let's come to that first, when I proposed to her.

Yes.

I never told anyone about that. Again, the same thing. That I proposed to D. She never told anyone. Again, the same thing. I proposed to D. Shefali Jariwala. I proposed to her in a year. We met on 12th August, 2010. I proposed to her on 12th August, 2011. Now, what should have happened to D. Shefali Jariwala, according to girls in Bombay?

That there will be a yacht or a big party. Or there will be a yacht or a big party, you know, or there will be a very lavish holiday. And taking it there, we don't understand anything. Do you know, actually, sorry, before that I go somewhere else, I remembered. Do you know what was the first gift I gave her on her birthday?

Tell me, brother.

Bluetooth, that Samsung Bluetooth speaker as a gift. And she was laughing, not angry at all. I told her, Parang, this is the simplicity I like about you. Otherwise, girls like jewelry and all that. She was laughing and she hugged me. Of course, she used to make jokes in front of my friends.

You know what was the first gift I gave? But in the colony. No one to humiliate me. And I used to say that this is Parag Tyagi. So I proposed to her. I had to propose and I made to her. I wanted to propose, so I made a ring.

And in that, Aditya Narayan had a big hand. Aditya is a very good friend of Shefali. So Sunidhi Chauhan, she ties Rakhi to me. And Shefali's best friend, Hitesh, Sunidhi's husband. And Shweta, who is now Aditya's wife. So we were all there. So I told Aditya that I want to propose to her like this. And there was a restaurant.

I went and talked to the managers there. I told him that we will come like this. And from behind, I wrote something. I prepared a whole speech. And I recorded it at Aditya's house. Do you remember that bad speech?

No, that was a long time ago.

Yes.

I don't remember. I actually wrote it in Hindi. I converted it to English.

Some lines?

The first time I saw you, all those things. The music was playing from behind.

OK.

Aditya had put the music in the background. My heart will go on. He had put put on music. My Heart Will Go On. He had put on that music. And I had asked the manager to play that CD when I asked you. So, actually, if you see, I would never have done the Parag Tihagi today.

I think, anyone, all of you would have said, sorry for my... So, I was like, bro, think. I mean, he has fallen in love with that boy. And he played it. I said, I gestured to him.

So the music stopped. So everyone was watching what happened there. And it started all of a sudden. So he was standing like this. He was watching what was playing. This is dad's voice.

Yes. As everyone knows, my father used to call me Pari. Sorry, we'll come to that later. Yes. So, this is the thing. So, in the meantime, he should be a little careful. I was on the knees and I said it. And she kept asking me whether I said yes or no.

She kept asking everyone. The situation gets overwhelming. So, she hugged me suddenly. So, she asked Sunidhi, did I say yes or no? If I didn't, I would have said yes again. It was so overwhelming.

Then I came to their house and told everyone how I had proposed. So, this was the proposal. Tell me. I will say such a bad thing, sorry. But it was from my heart.

It was from my heart. It was what I could think. Yes, of course, it was filmy. It was totally filmy. And he doesn't like it at all, but he knew that he did it from the heart. And that's why he...

With effort.

Yes, effort, exactly. Effort. You used the right word. He did it from the heart, he took the effort. And... that what effort have you made from your heart? And that was the reason. She always used to say,

Parag, everyone says that why do I love you so much? No one has seen your heart, which I know. So she really loved Parag Tyagi, who she still loves, she has never changed. She was proud of the fact that Parag never changed in her life. So from there, never changed. He was proud of the fact that Parag never changed in his life. So, we got a proposal from there.

We talked about it. I would like to tell you one thing. This was about a ritual like ours.

Yes.

What was the ritual? It was a habit. I used to say to him, I love you. Do you know how she used to do it? I used to say, you say, I love you. I love you. She used to shout like this. She used to shout like this. She used to shout like this. She used to shout like this.

She used to shout like this. She used to shout like this. She used to shout like this., I do it like this. So, very few times she has said, I love you. But I know. See, we all believe that action speaks louder than words.

What that girl has done for me, no one knows what she has done. That girl has done so much. I mean, from me, you know, our maximum friends, our maximum friends in the industry, who knew, everyone knows, they were betting. I know now that they were betting that Shefali won't marry him.

Okay.

Think about it, she has gone to the netherworld. She has proved everyone wrong. One thing that I miss a lot, of course. We used to watch TV. Yes. So she was lying there. Her feet were in my hands. And I used to massage her and she used to watch TV.

It was a ritual. I mean, if you want to watch TV, you have to massage your feet.

I used to hold her.

At first, she used to refuse. I said, baby, I like it. Brother, I am thinking hold his feet. I used to hold his feet. He used to refuse me in the beginning. I said, baby, I like it.

I am thinking of one thing. When this podcast will be on air,

you will be making many boys kick your ass. And this thing, when I went to Big Boss, if anyone has noticed, when I went to Big Boss, we were sitting in the middle. I first took his feet and held his feet. So when she went, I went to Big Boss, we were sitting in the middle. I took her leg first, I held her leg, I took it.

I said, I haven't massaged for a long time. I was massaging the whole Big Boss. A lot of people are going to get taunts. And a lot of girls' expectations are going to increase. You know, I would like to tell everyone that please don't taunt any boy. And neither increase the expectations.

Everything should come from your heart. You shouldn't force it.

I gave them Bluetooth headphones. Relationships get ruined when you start comparing. Never compare any relationship in life. The bond between you two is the bond between you two. What you have in you, maybe the other person doesn't have it. So, don't try to find what he has in him.

Someone said a very good thing. I will tell this to everyone, please.

My friend, Nitin, who lives in Ludhiana, lives in Ludhiana. He said something very good. Parag bhai, do you know what happens in our world? Sadness, what is sadness? 99% sadness is because... One very good thing was that... Look at evil with such attention...

Look at evil with such attention that you see goodness in it. And don't look at goodness with such attention that you see evil in it. So this is what we do in relationships. We do so much attention in goodness that we see evil in others.

You are absolutely right. A few days ago, I was talking to my Guruji. You should try to hate someone. And you will be able to hate someone only when you stop being in a relationship with that person. You don't have to talk to that person.

Only then you will be able to think as much as you can. Absolutely. You talk for half an hour, all the hatred will be gone. It will be gone. You said a very good thing. You know, when a person says that he hates it,

he doesn't want to talk to it.

Yes.

Why does he avoid it? Because he can't make big arguments about it. Yes. When you talk about it, then... You must know that doing something out of hatred is not right. Exactly. That's why they say, whether it's a relationship or friendship, communication, talk to each other. What will happen?

You'll get angry at that time, but little by little, small things will be solved. No, small things become a big storm. We suppress those things. When she left, all my couple friends, and I'm here, through this podcast, I want to request everyone,

all the couples, whether they are married or not, please, do you know what we think of this world? That life is short. Actually, life is very short. You don't know what tomorrow brings. We know that we keep our ego in front of the whole world, but we will keep it wide open in front of our spouse. Do the opposite in the world. Of course, there are disagreements and fights.

But make sure, swear to God, that before going to bed, finish that fight.

Finish it.

Because no one knows who will wake up tomorrow morning. I have seen it, brother, that in a second, life changes 360 degrees. So, at first it seemed that life is too short, but after they left, life is too long for me. Every hour feels like a year to me. You know, my day doesn't pass. Earlier, the days used to pass like this. I used to tell Pari, Babu, six months have passed, next year has come. Today, it's been 46 days since they left. This day, I mean, I know how it passes for me. It's like a mountain. What are you feeling today?

Because today is your anniversary.

The day we are shooting this.

For the first time in 15 years,

I am not with him. Of course, he is with me in my memories and in my heart.

But not physically. But physically it's not.

It's not getting touched. It's very difficult.

It's very difficult, brother.

They say that it's easy, but no. You can't do it until it's done. These days, I mean, you could never even think about it. Bro, thinking means... Thinking means, you think about it with some thoughts. Sometimes, the maximum was that if you fall sick,

we'll take care of each other. But never more than that. Never.

Dude, my whole life has changed. Everything. I mean, if you come to me today, Never.

My whole life has changed. If you were to talk about this now, this is our 2014 picture. I will show you a picture before that. This is the picture of the last year's anniversary. And this one, there is so much difference. Just because of him.

My clothes, my... that Papa, let's do one thing. This is enough, let's change yours. So loose jeans, loose shirt, he... I could never imagine that I would wear it in my life. She had changed my last dress in terms of fashion sense. I don't know who will get it done and how I will do it.

She will come here.

I don't understand how life will be cut off. Of course, but I have to cut it.

And we will remove it. She is with course, but we have to cut it.

And we will get it out. She is with me, I know. She is there.

I want to know a little more about your life. When you were alive, what was the whole day like? Did you ever fight? Like, is there a fight at home, in financial situations, or when you are in a fight with someone, or when you are trying to give attention to someone else?

Because, son, you get stuck in a lot of places. You get stuck between mother and daughter-in-law. There are a lot of things in life.

You said it right. It was the opposite the middle of that. You showed me the video. I showed you the video. I'll tell you, I used to go for shoots. My mom is at home. I was watching the music and they were dancing. Mom and Pari. And both of them used to talk about the same thing.

I have a beard, but it's still a little less. I used to talk a little more in between.

Okay.

So Pari says, mom, I told you that I have a beard. I forget that. I mean, for me, it's a very overwhelming happy day, technically. So mom said, yes, I also also tell you why you don't shave, you should cut it a little. So, think, that day, my mom held my beard like this,

and Pari cut it from here. Think about it. Mom said, you sit. Mom made me sit, held it like this. So, mother-in-law and daughter-in-law were like that. What was the reaction at that time? You didn't get angry? I mean, I was getting more love than anger. I don't get angry.

Of course, especially if it's Pari or Maa. And the amazing thing is that my mother and Pari's birthday is on the same date.

Yes.

15th December. So, it was the opposite here, actually. And the rest of the time, there were jokes. You see, there are jokes in every relationship. I would say more than jokes, there were disagreements. Like what? In everything. Regarding anything, like, the biggest disagreement was, of course, anger. There, I would only say anger on one thing.

More than anger, they were disappointed that my closet, I mean, my clothes, it was never neat. closet was never neat.

It was always messy.

It was always messy. And he knew that I would keep everything neat for every other day. I would be on shoot, I would be anywhere. And after two days, it was not even two days, it was always done. So, sometimes he would say that I gave up on this thing. But yes, at the end of the day, before going to bed, I said,

yes, sorry. And of course, I said sorry. What's wrong with saying sorry? Who used to say sorry the most?

Only me.

You know, in relationships, it's not a war, it's a relationship. Are you happy now? I don't think I can answer that. I'm not happy now. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.

I don't know.

I don't know. I'm at the airport now. My flight will land at this time. You come. I came to the airport today. I still remember my mom came here. I was going to drop my mom from Bombay at the airport. The car's accelerator, my foot moved by itself. My mom said, what happened son? I said, mom, I know, I always say, the driver is at home.

If I'm not working, if I'm not at the shoot, I am at home, then I will pick you up and I will go to drop you. Bro, you are going to put a lock on every boy. Bro, my love, you know, I request everyone, you know, everyone suppresses their love. And don't let that day come, you know, after he left, I feel that I should have expressed my love more. I could have given more love. This happens with every person, when a person leaves.

So please don't let that day come, when you show your love. That yes, I could have done this. You know, only Malal remains.

Any song that was common between you two?

We had a very common song. Because she always used to say, and I believe that, that where is the boy from Modi Nagar and where is the Shivdeep from Shivali Chari? You know what she used to say? I think we had this in an interview too. A few days ago.

We had a very common favorite song. Tera mujhse hai pehle ka naata koi yu hi nahi dil ubhata koi So we used to say that this is not our birth song, it's a relationship of many lifetimes. A relationship of many lifetimes. It is actually.

The first time we saw you, we got to know a little bit about your father and Pari. She looked like a fairy. When I saw her for the first time, she was wearing a white T-shirt and jeans. Like a fairy. She looked like a fairy, so it's very common.

Papa used to say that in this world, for a daughter or a son, for anyone, the unconditional love is of a father. So he used to think that, Papa, you give a fatherly love, and I used to keep her like a child.

Who has protection.

I always kept her like a child. It has protection. I have always kept her like a child. You know, I... I miss her a lot.

I was about to ask you, a memory between the two, which is the most...

There are a lot. I mean, you know, some people say, please live with her good memories. I said, we don't have bad memories. We have all good memories. So, as I told you, she used to sleep at night. And we slept.

After sleeping, I know she will be hungry. At night, if we have eaten at 11 or 10, she will wake up at 2 or 2.30 and say, Papa, she doesn't want to go herself. The water bottle is also empty. No, no, first the water bottle is empty. So he will say,

Papa, the water bottle is empty. Yes, Babu, give it to me. I used to fill the water bottle and give it to him. And he is hungry. So, you know, Hershey's caramel syrup.

In milk. She used to eat it. caramel syrup in milk and a nachari chips. It was a fix.

Okay.

She wanted it at night. Whenever she would wake up, she would think, Baba, yes, Babu, I am hungry. I would get up and go and make it for her. And... There was a phase in it.

I would need it for two months. So, there was a phase when she would get dark chocolate from Barista with vanilla ice cream. Now, it closes at 1 o'clock normally. Now, at 2 o'clock, the first time he did it, I arranged it. So then I made friends with the guy, the Barista guy. So I told him, I will call you.

I know it closes, you live inside, I go inside. So I said, I will call you. The iron-o would have stopped. You live inside, right? I go inside. So I said, I will call you. He said, brother, you open the door and give it to me. Brother, such a friend that we have now made Baskin-Robbins. So, I mean, she knew that I would say anything,

but he would bring it. These are very small things, brother. This is also a blessed moment that he will bring it. Yes, I mean, we used to go on holidays. Suppose we are somewhere, he used to like crab a lot. Nutella crab. So he used to sleep at night and dad would bring Nutella crab.

I used to go, wake up, pick up the scooter. We went to Phuket in the summer, I used to pick us up from there and bring us back. I mean, wherever he is in the world, he knew that if I say anything to my father, he will definitely bring me back. So these are small moments. Brother, from your words, maybe you don't agree, but trust that you were blessed.

Bhabhi was also very blessed.

She was blessed. How did she become a D.C. Frederick's? She was blessed in terms of everything. I always used to say, you are God's child. And she always believed that I am God's daughter.

So I will consider myself more blessed than her. Everyone in our family, whether it's my house or her house, everyone says, look how much Parag loves. And I always say this to everyone. That you know, the amount of love I have for her,

she may not love me as much as she loves me. She loves me a thousand times more.

The way we come from,

whether it's Modi Nagar or the way I come from, many people are not able to accept this.

This male nature.

I know.

I want to tell everyone that don't keep your ego at home. Show it to the world. No one knows the time in front of their wife. And same with girls also. I will say the same with females.

Show your ego somewhere else. You won't show it to your friends. It's okay with your husband. What's the point of saying sorry?

Ego.

Exactly. Now, has your ego or love increased? Ego has increased, brother.

The relationship I am seeing these days.

I think I don't come from that time. I may be very old-fashioned or whatever.

I am also very worried. I have some friends who I know, recently, not one, but from the line, who had married in love a year ago,

and they are standing in front of each other in the court.

Ego.

Ego.

Ego.

Me.

If Ravan is not there, then who are we? You know, again, I feel that in today's time, relationships have become convenient. Things happen according to convenience. If you are listening to me, I love you. If you are listening to me, I love you.

In both ways, I am talking from both sides. Brother, what is the meaning of love? It's a simple thing. Marriage, people say compromise. I will not say compromise, brother. You have some things. It's not that every person is perfect. Take the example of Ramji and Sitaji.

No one has got more qualities than them. They also had to bear the distance. Brother, the change that has happened in my love, which I feel,

What is love? Love is dedication.

Absolutely. Love is dedication. But today's love is, what will you give me? This is what I am talking about. What will you give me?

I mean, whatever I am saying to you, you are doing it. So, yes, I love you. Or whatever I am saying to you, you are doing it. So, I love you. Or if I'm telling you that you're doing it, it means I love you.

Sorry. I always talk to any girl, whether she's younger or older than me, I used to talk to her like this. So all my friends used to say, bro, we also talk like this because of you.

I said, she's Lakshmi. How can I talk to her like you? Lakshmi hai. Yaar, main kaise unko tu karke baat karu yaar? Mere toh zawaan se na nikle. Main nahi bol sakta. Toh log mazaag bhi banate the is baat ko.

Main wohi keh raho.

Ki aap, arre aap kya, tumse choti hai, tuari beevi hai. Main dekha, beevi hai toh bhai. She is my Ardhangini. She is Lakshmi. She is my Parvati. She completes me. So how can I call her you? I don't call any unknown girl as you. Because without Shakti, Shiva is also a corpse. Shiva is also a corpse, absolutely.

But people don't understand this.

They keep thinking that it's all about ego.

In friendship, someone will say anything to you. Friends say it as a joke. Wife says anything. How did you say that? And same with both husband and wife, girlfriend and boyfriend. I want to know, when your wife used to fight with you, did she fight or did she just keep quiet?

There are two ways of fighting. This is the best thing. You know, she taught me a lot of things. Actually, before Guruji, I would call her my Guru. She was my Guru. She taught me everything. She taught me how to deal with people, how to talk to people.

From there, she only knew one thing, Parag, remember one thing in life. This is in the beginning, when our relationship started. Never say anything bad. Please remember this. Please remember this.

I told you this. He said, never say anything bad. What does it mean? I understood. Suppose you said something today.

Yes.

That thing is over there today. Khatam means full stop. Never bring up the old things in a fight. And this is the most common problem. Common. What is common? It is 100% the same thing.

Because this is the only way to humiliate the other person. That why did you say this? You have done this before. You have done this and you have done this. So that was the biggest thing and I had tied it up. We never brought up the past in our lives.

Okay.

That was a big thing.

Anything about his previous relationship?

Sorry?

His first relationship.

You know, I will meet him someday. So I want to say thank you to him on this podcast. If it wasn't for him, this wouldn't have happened. Whatever reason it was, maybe it's their fault, whoever's fault it is, if that wasn't there...

You didn't even want to know?

No, I didn't even want to know. I know a lot of things, but I didn't want to go into it. But I'll tell you, if that wasn't there, this wouldn't have happened. If someone else had given her love, then she would have been in trouble. She doesn't get a chance to love. So I will say thank you, that she came into my life. And someone else... Technically, she was someone else's, and then she came into my life.

So thank you, God, for everyone. Circumstances became like this. I will say to the situation, that circumstances are like that. Because of which things happen.

I want to know a little more personally, brother.

Yes.

There were a lot of storms in your life. A lot?

There were storms before.

Yes.

Any personal secret that you were told and you were very upset with that secret? See, we know that the biggest thing in life was that we did everything... You know, that's what a relationship is. People think that we will get physically naked. That's a relationship. I believe that you have to be emotionally naked in front of each other.

So, physically, emotionally, mentally, every way you have to be naked in front of each other. Share your happiness, your sorrow, whatever was the problem. You have to be naked in front of each other. This is a fact. This is a big truth. That's when the transformation happens. He had come into my life. I used to tell him, I have also come, I have also struggled so much. I used to think that was a crisis.

But today, after he left, I know what a crisis is. The transformation that this crisis has done, I am now understanding, I am sorry baby, I am understanding your point today that what crisis were you talking about? Crisis gives transformation and a person should learn from it and should be transformed. There are many crises in everyone's life. I'll come to the last time now. Was it different that day?

What was your pattern the whole day?

Did you feel that something good was going to happen today?

Actually, we come to that first.

Those who don't know much about them.

Yes. We'll come to that first. Those who don't know much about them. Yes. You know, on a relationship, ego is very important, especially from a man's point of view. If your wife grows up in life, then somewhere or the other, a husband starts having insecurity, whatever the reason, that starts coming. I already knew that, brother, Parag was here, so Shifali Jerrywala was here.

I am saying the name that Parag was here, and Shifali Jariwala was here. I am saying the name of Shifali Jariwala because she was the Shifali Jariwala. She loved me. And we both loved each other. I didn't see her status, nor did she see mine.

We had a connection with our hearts. She did that. So she used to grow in my life. I used to be so happy. And you know, if you have seen today, we were with Guru ji downstairs at that time. In the hotel, he said, you are Shefali Jariwala's husband, right? I said, yes, I am her husband.

I am talking about today. And I feel so proud that someone says to me that you are Shefali Jariwala's husband. I feel very proud. All of this should happen to everyone. That girl worked hard. I know from 2002 till now,

what was her routine, how hard she worked on herself. Nowadays, you have to update yourself according to the time. She was involved in everything. Let's come to that later. I'm losing my thoughts. No, no, no.

The one who gets carried away by the flow, is the one who is sitting. So whenever someone... I used to feel so proud. Even in Bigg Boss, I was like, are you Shefali's husband? I said, yes, even at Bigg Boss, I said, are you Shefali's husband?

I said, yes, I am Shefali's husband. So everyone said, don't you feel bad? I said, why would I feel bad? I feel good that I am Shefali's husband. Okay, she has worked so hard for it. I mean, no, Shefali is my wife. Why should I say that?

Shefali's husband, I feel proud. Like I said today, I was feeling so proud and I will always feel proud. The biggest achievement of my life is Shifali Jariwala. Now coming to the point, which no one knows about, how much did she love him? I'll tell you about it. We used to drink,

so I don't get drunk that. We used to drink, right? So I get very little.

Yes.

So no matter how much I drank at that time, so... You know, I used to say proudly, he's my husband and let's see. So someone used to say that I put on a shirt. Like we went to a friend's house. He had a party at a restaurant.

So his owner was also there, at the restaurant. I bet that you will win. So Paripra said, sure? It was a bet. Bet? Bet on my father? So how much did you bet? He said, 10,000. I bet 10,000 on my husband?

Ok, ok. At least 10 lakhs. So he said, 10 lakhs? I bet 1 lakh. I don't know what he did, I won't say his name. He made a drink.

I don't know what was in it.

Maybe he did something with LID.

No, no, not that. Not LID. I mean, there is one, one, the most absinthe, which has the most alcohol. 80%, more than 80% alcohol. Something like that. So when you burn it with sugar, it increases its potency even more.

So he made me drink it and then he shook my head like this. So Pari said, why is he shaking? No, no, let me do what I want to do. So as soon as he shook me, he said, you stand up and walk. I said, brother, I will shake you like this without making you drink, you won't be able to stand up. Give me time to settle me 2-3 minutes to settle. He said, okay. After 2-3 minutes, I stood up.

I said, Babu, what did I give you? Nothing. Give me one more. Now, when a person comes on tilt, he says, double or nothing. I'll give you again. He said, not double, you'll have to double the double. 20. He said, double, double. He said, double, double. He said, double, double. He said, double, double. He said, double, double. He said, double, double. He said, double, double.

He said, double, double. He said, don't take my money. So we went to Phuket once. It was a bit of a mess there. We went to Phuket. It was a bit crowded. You know, you meet her. I am very lucky that

I didn't meet Guruji and you. She was a very carefree girl. She used to roam around in a crowd. She used to go and say, come on, Papa. So we went there and said, come on, Papa. I went there and... Brother, we have been missing you for a few days. Yes, a few days.

Since we haven't met your wife. Because when I took the car, I got your message.

We spoke and you said, come to Mumbai and meet me.

Yes, I still remember.

And if I had come, we would have met.

100% we would have met. So, the same thing happened to Phuket. You know, everyone there keeps dancing. So, make him drunk. I challenge you. She says, I challenge you, make him drunk. Bro, you know, they gave me 2-3 drinks. And the LIT that you are talking about, they gave me all of it.

I am standing calmly. I said, you will pay for it. She said, you make him drunk. Now, they came on their tilt, that how did it happen? So they don't know what they made. And I took a sip.

I said while drinking one sip, I said, Babu, it's a mess. And she understood. So I paid for it and left. Brother, they gave me a local drink, like my local drink.

Okay, understood.

I understood that something is wrong. And I was so excited.

Sips?

Brother, two sips. Local. They gave me a local drink. With cold tea. I understood two sips. Two sips. Two sips were his, but I had already drunk before that.

Now all of them are together. Now he ate food. He ate food. She is laughing. She is laughing completely. I said, baby, I'll try to get something out of you.

She was very patient. I said, okay, you do it. I'm getting a massage. She sat down to get a massage. I said, you go inside and get whatever you want. She used to have a lot of fun.

She used to have a lot of fun. She used to have a lot of fun. She had a lot of fun all her life. I didn't know how to have fun. I'll tell you the truth. She used to make me have fun. Now coming to protection. I used to believe in Lakshmi. I have seen that room of Kali, which very few of our close friends and family know.

I still remember, we had another house where we used to celebrate Navratri. So, the Matarani was in another house. So, my brother said, let's bring her to this house where we used to celebrate Navratri. So, the Matarani was in another house. So, the priest said, let's bring her to this house where we were staying. We were not married then.

Okay.

I am talking about 2012-2013. So, the Matarani, I had the Matarani in my hand. There was a fight with a watchman downstairs. I said, I am coming. So, he misbehaved. So, I slapped her. I was a little uncivil with Pari. I slapped her.

We went upstairs. I had the Matarani in my hand. There were at least 10 people. She had called the watchman. He was with an iron rod. I thought, in my building, my house,

those people are in that society. Pari understood that something is wrong. She asked, what were you saying? I said, I have to talk to you. So do one thing, let me keep the Matarani. After that we will talk. I opened the door and started keeping the Matarani. He kicked me and closed the door.

Because he knew that if he kept it, then my hands would be empty. The way he abused my wife, he started abusing me and said, I'm standing here, you son of a bitch. If you have the guts, then beat my father up. Whoever beats him up, will never see the light of day. I could literally see the curse in his face.

Out of ten people, no one had the guts to beat me up. I was standing right here. I was standing right here. You want to beat me up? You want to beat me up? I'm standing here, right next to me. I'll hit you, you'll hit me. You'll see tomorrow's sister.

Bro, I said, I'm telling you, that girl, that girl, you can't find such a girl in the world. No matter what anyone says, such a girl can't be. There are so many stories, how that girl has taken care of me, how that girl has brought me here.

No one can do that. So that's all. She used to love me so much. You still used a wrong word. She's sitting right next to me. She thinks she can't act. She can. I can feel her presence. I can feel her presence.

I can feel her presence. I can feel her presence. He thought she can't act. And when I met her, I told her, my wife, no one can be a better actor than you. You don't know how good an actor you can be. So, when she got the first time offer, she was very skeptical.

I said, no, we'll do it. I used to make her rehearse. Did you ever feel insecure? Not at all, brother. I mean, there was no word called insecurity. I'm telling you, there isn't. I used to feel proud when she used to get offers.

So I said, let's get her ready. Now, she did her first play on Baby Kamna. Think about Baby Kamna. Think about Baby Kamna. It was Balaji's production house. Farhad sir directed it. In which, actors like Shreyas Talpade, Kiku, big names, they are all great.

He said, Papa, how can I do it? I said, baby, leave it. You are going to go to Shefali. Let's do it. We used to do it at home. Brother, one line, one dialogue. I was not able to sleep at night because they were not ready.

I had given them all the gist of the three years of theatre I had done. I mean, everyone went crazy. Can a six-pack actor act? Do they have any other projects that were supposed to come? There is one project that is coming. I don't want to name it. One is very good.

That is complete?

That is complete.

Is there any incomplete one?

No, luckily everything was completed. And even the events.

Brother, I will come to the current situation.

For example, the bed is vacant on the other side.

It will always be vacant. What can we do? But yes. How difficult was it to get used to that emptiness?

No, no. Have you ever felt that? No. I have never felt that.

I know that. Do you feel like your hands go like this at night?

More than hands. They sleep while sleeping. You know Simba, me and him sleep together.

Yes.

And we sleep together. And we sleep together. And we sleep together. More than half, they sleep while sleeping. Their habits. You know Simba, me and him, we sleep together. Suppose I give you, this is such a big bed. Suppose this is a bed. Yes.

She sleeps here. Simba in between us, like this, above the head. Here I am. So, this is such a big bed, suppose. So, I am such a big, tall, broad man, I sleep sleeping in this area. In this corner. In this corner. Left hand side of the bed.

Because Simba Bhai is there. He keeps roaming around all night. And Pari will sleep here. But her leg comes straight here. So, I miss that her leg comes on top of me while sleeping.

So, I sleep on her leg. And I sleep on her leg. So I miss the fact that his leg is sleeping on me. Even now I sleep in this corner. In the same bed? Yes, in this corner. Simba is there, of course, with him. Brother, any guilt?

That something was left incomplete that day, some things were left incomplete. There is nothing to be guilty about.

Yes, I mean, I feel now, that's why I say it to everyone again. You know, later guilt remains. I think I could have given more love. Some things are left incomplete. Some things, in could have given more. If I knew this was going to happen, I would have given more.

I would have given more. I would have given more. I would have given more. I could have given her more. If I knew this was going to happen, I would have ruined everything. That's why I tell everyone, please, every day, give your best in your relationship. Give your best.

Because tomorrow, only regret remains. There is nothing else. Even after loving so much, I know today that I can have regrets. I have nothing else. Even after loving her so much, I still have regrets. I could have loved her more.

Tell me about that last day. From start to finish. Did your behaviour change? Did your behaviour change? Did your behaviour change?

The pattern didn't change. But yes, I had a small intuition that something was going to happen. Because I thought that something was going to happen, I mean, maybe a disease will happen. Or maybe Simba will get something.

Why is that?

I don't know why. I am a devotee of Lord Hanuman, I had a small intuition. So I still remember, I had worshipped him in the day. And I said, baby, I'm just entering the building. So he said, let's do one thing. Today was the worship.

So Ram, our household help, is tired. So you take Simba for a walk. I said, I'll come upstairs to pick him up. So he said, let's do one thing. I'll send Ram. Ram will talk to his friends downstairs. I called him and parked the car. Ram brought me down. I went to Simba and within 3-4 minutes,

he called me. Because at that time, he was also going to talk about it. The male compounder called me and said, brother, didi has passed away.

I immediately took Simba and ran. What happened? He is feeling a little breathless. And she has faintba. What happened? I felt a little breathless and she fainted.

It happened in 3-4 minutes?

Yes, I think I am saying more than 3 minutes. I just took her and it took me maybe 1-1.5 minutes to reach up. I picked Simba up in my lap and ran up. I checked if my BP had dropped. I tried to the doctor. You told me first that you had checked the retina. Yes, I had checked the retina.

I saw the pulse first, it was a pulse, but retina... But still it was a pulse and I heard a breathing sound twice.

Okay.

But I had left my body. I was trying to get up but I couldn't.

I mean, I was trying to put my head I don't know how to say it. I don't know how to say it. I don't know how to say it. I don't know how to say it. I don't know how to say it.

I don't know how to the doctor.

How long did it take to get to the doctor?

15-20 minutes.

15-20 minutes?

I mean, in total. As soon as you gave CPR, you held his hand.

Did you feel anything? Did you feel his pulse? I felt like...

His pulse was a little high. I saw CPR and he started breathing. I heard breathing.

The nurse told me that he had cornea. I can't see it. It's not moving. It's a little… It's not moving. You don't know what happens with time.

The whole world is busy. We have to earn this, we have to do that. We had to do so many things.

Now you didn't take the diary?

Diary? I think I didn't want to keep it. This band? I am saying that in life, everything is left behind. We spend our entire life here, thinking about what I want to achieve, what I want to earn. But I've lost it all.

I mean, I had a favorite T-shirt, which was comfortable, and pyjamas. I had nothing else. No jewelry. I had everything was left behind. The branded clothes, watches, goggles, he was very fond of collecting good things. Everything was left behind. This was his favourite.

This is the jewellery, this is the real jewellery. This is left, what I am wearing now. This is left real jewelry. This is what I am wearing now. This is all I have left in life. A person leaves empty handed.

We can't accept that. We think that I will do this, I will do that.

We can't do anything. We can't do anything.

We can't take anything with us. We'll be left with nothing. And you know, we keep thinking. Like, he had this, I have to do this, I have to do that. I used to say, Babu, why don't we do it now? No, no, we'll get a little more money, we'll earn more, you know, then we can do it easily. Papa, we are planning this after 10 years, after that we won't need to do anything.

Who has seen 10 years? I'm telling you 10 days before they left, she was saying that, Papa, we are doing this, we have done this investment, we have done this investment, after that we won't need it. What? We won't need it anyway. It's all left behind.

All the plans also left with him. No, the plans were his wish. That was the purpose of my life. There were some things, his wishes that I wanted to fulfill. In these 15 years, a lot of things had changed. I wanted to do this and that.

But one thing was very constant. They wanted to teach underprivileged girls. To teach little girls. And they had seen so much in life. They felt that, you know, the women who were persecuted,

they wanted to do it for women empowerment. Because they wanted them to stand on their own feet. They didn't like it when someone was harassing a girl. They wanted them to stand up

and raise their voice against him. That's what he wanted to do. So that's what I started doing. I started with this podcast, as I was telling you. This will be the first podcast. Most of the revenue will go to that. I started with the organization.

He was very fond of working.

So, whenever anyone writes in his life that Shifali Jariwala, 15th December, 1982 till 27th June, no, till,

till eternity, forever, his I will make sure. I won't do it, but God will make sure. That is my resolve. His name will be in my life forever. Daughters will study and sisters will be strong. I have to do this. I will do this and believe will accept it and God will support me.

No brother, everyone will support you. Everyone will support you. Let's come to the next phase. Because the next day I saw on social media that Parag Tyagi is standing like this. He is wearing a hairband and is standing in a lower t-shirt. Parag Tyagi is not getting affected. He is not crying.

God bless them.

Whoever thinks this. Look, brother, I am saying again. You cannot make anyone happy in this world. God bless them. I have become emotional. Why should I show? Who are you? Who should I show? My Pari is gone. I know this. My God knows my love. I feel that the people who are far away cry.

The way it is, everyone feels the same. Maybe they were looking at themselves in me. They were looking at themselves. He is like that. He is perhaps...

Param Satya.

So why should I show myself in front of anyone? My wife was a very strong girl. She never cried in front of anyone in her life. She always wanted, Papa, you are my husband. Why should I cry in front of anyone? Can I prove my love by crying?

The bigger the person is, the more he will cry, that means he loves me that much. One more thing, you have joined your hands in front of the media. I said, I was just joking. I was just joking. I said, please, my wife has passed away. People have cooked rotis on the pyre.

This is a big truth. Just to get their views, comments. I don't know, I don't understand where all these things come from. But everyone, not everyone, a lot of people have given love, I won't say this to everyone. But a lot of people,

because,

who should I say wrong? I think we all want to see that. We want to see the spicy news. We don't want to see the truth in the world. Please leave me alone. Please leave me alone.

Okay, the police called you.

Yes.

A normal, I think, a procedure or a statement. He came to my home. Yes. But even after that, there was a headline. The police are suspicious. What was it?

The police are suspicious.

See, first of all, there is a suspicion. Anyone would have a suspicion. What should I say? Because the headlines are written in front of me. I don't even know their answers.

The headlines are written in front of me. There were two headlines. The most important one was about the suspect of Prang Tiagi. Did he kill her? There was a reel play as well. You know what, let's put a question mark.

Yes, let's put a question mark.

Let's put a question mark. May God bless you. I had a real baby. You know, let's put a question mark. Yes, let's put a question mark. May God bless you. If you have benefited from this, then it's fine. But you shouldn't do this.

Brother, I'll ask you one more thing directly. Did all this happen because of anti-aging injections?

Again, I'm repeating the same thing. You know, articles. It's articles. Half incomplete information. Anti-aging. First of all, you will ask them questions.

What was anti-aging? I also tried to find out. But there is a big news media that has made headlines. Yes, that anti-aging. When I released your intro, Google gave me this thing. But what was anti-aging? It was the story of Satyanarayan, that day anti-aging.

Yes, yes, that's what I want to ask. You are in Adhuti News, that's why one of the reason is that people should know the truth.

Brother, I want to ask you about Anti-Aging, what is Anti-Aging?

Of course, the fact is, we are not from today, but from 9 years, 10 years. I will ask you a question, whoever has written it. We live in the city. The doctor prescribes you multivitamins, vitamin C. What medicines do you take? I take multivitamins and age collagen. You take collagen, vitamin C to increase immunity. You take antioxidants.

You take all these things in the whole world. My wife was not fond of it. She could not take it daily. I used to hold it in her hand, but she used to forget. So you can take it once a month through IV.

Okay.

Multivitamin, vitamin C.

Nowadays, it's also going to sunscreen.

Yes, collagen, all these things. And there is Glutathione, which is one of the best antioxidants, which keeps our liver healthy, keeps our skin healthy, which is also made in our body.

True.

Okay? Everyone knows about roota theon.

Okay.

They take it in tablet form and in that too. We used to take that, she was taking that that day too. And there is nothing like she didn't eat anything. She did the Satyaran Bhagwan pooja on an empty stomach. Before that, she didn't eat anything before that. She had coffee. She did the puja of the Lord Satyaranya. After that, she ate.

After that, she slept.

She woke up, ate again. After that, at around 8.30-9.30, he came to give this.

At night.

So, where is this coming from? She was on a fast. Anti-aging. Please tell me what is anti-aging, brother? Yes, she didn't look like her age. There was hard work behind it.

Dedication.

There was dedication. There was control over food. It's not like she didn't eat everything. She used to eat everything. She used to eat half a kilo of ice cream. I used to eat two boxes of ice cream and she used to eat half a kilo.

We used to eat twice a week. But of course, we used to burn it after working out. All these people who say that I haven't eaten sweets for so many years, I haven't eaten this, they are lying. We used to eat whatever we wanted. She liked Chinese food.

Every Sunday, either Chinese or whatever they liked. So we never deprived our body. We ate whatever we wanted. Fasting, anti-aging, eating less food. Where did this come from? I don't know. Someone must have taken that out and people started making up stories about it. That's why I say, please, please, please, first find out the truth and then talk about it. A girl has left this world. My life has ended with her. That girl has left. You are talking about her like this?

First find out what is the truth. After that you talk that they should not have taken this, they should not have taken that. When? This is because of social media. Somewhere, there is a lot of judgment again. Media gets trialed and a judgement is given. Maybe a suspect comes and says,

Oh, a man said this, okay. He should not have taken an injection in the fasting. Oh, he did fasting, that's why it happened. He did anti-aging. This is a judgement. No one reads the question mark, because the question mark is small.

Yes.

Not one, many people have said. No one reads the question mark because it is small. Yes. Why?

That,

Shefali, since a long time, since childhood, she had some traumatic depression. She didn't have depression. She had, since childhood, what do you call it?

Okay. What is this?

Epilepsy.

Okay.

She had hereditary epilepsy.

I understand.

She had hereditary epilepsy. Yes. She was clean since 2007-08.

Okay.

She was clean. She had taken medication.

Did she ever have this problem with you?

No. She was out of... The doctor said that you don't need medicines now. Okay. Because you are clean now. Okay. She had medicated her. Did she ever treat you like this? No, she was out of...

The doctor said, you don't need medicines now. Because you are clean now. You won't come back.

There was no treatment or anything like that? Nothing at all?

Our normal condition. If you are upset, then it's fine. Of course, I will say this. She came from Big Boss. So, she had a little... of lockdown in Big Boss's house.

Yes.

As soon as she came out, the lockdown of COVID was over. So, a person gets suffocated at one place. So, because of suffocation, she started having anxiety issues. So, I said, you have to see a doctor. And why not, brother? Why not? She has depression, anxiety.

It's true. You know, what's our biggest taboo here? I want to convey this to you through her because she always talked about epilepsy. Epilepsy is treatable. Anyone who has epilepsy can be treated. Depression, anxiety, all that can be treated.

She used to talk about that. Mental health. She always talked about mental health. She used to talk about mental health.

Do you know what is the problem with people?

I have fever. It means there is some issue on our body. You get fever, if we talk about medical term, it means there is some infection on your body due to which our WBC is fighting and we have fever. So we run to the doctor. But even today, again, judgment, judgmental.

We are very judgmental. A man is mentally struggling, he is in depression, he is having anxiety, anxiety attacks are happening to him, panic attacks are coming, but he is not going to the doctor. Hey, what is your problem? You have everything. You have everything. You have everything.

How come you are in such depression? We ignore that. We judge that. When he has fever or any physical problem, we don't say, you are eating good food,

why are you going to the doctor? We don't say that. Whatever disease is below this, we run to the doctor. Like when I came here, I thought about it 10 times. No, no, my family says,

my family says, suppose I have anxiety problem today, my mother will say, what is your problem, son? What is the reason for depression? Everything is fine. We should acknowledge it, brother. That is also a part of our body good. We should acknowledge it.

It is also a part of our body. There is nothing without it. That's right. There is nothing without it.

Nowadays, people are focusing on mental health.

People have made so many things up with Shifali. Anxiety, depression, all these things. Bro, acknowledge the problem, the issue. Why don't you guys do the issue? But even today, 1% people will start acknowledging this. 99% even today, you tell me,

even if it's Delhi, maybe in Bombay, there will be 10% places where you can go and talk openly about it. Bro, I come from a place where

these things, the family members will throw shoes at you.

You are right. They will throw shoes at you. But that is an issue.

You are right.

Everyone should acknowledge it. We should not judge it. Do you know what people think? There is a lot of money. They are happy. But you shouldn't judge. In the world, maximum... Do you know what people think? Oh, there's a lot of money. They're happy.

What's the point of depression? Nowadays, success is measured by money. If you have money, what's the point of depression? You have everything. What's the point of depression? It's not like that.

Anyone can have a mental issue. Like anyone can have fever, anyone can have cancer, anyone can have diabetes. Similarly, anyone can have a deteriorated mental health. It's been 46 days now.

You told me. Is the bed still the same, the same bed, closet, arrangements still there or has everything changed? Everything is the same. It's just that it's not there.

What?

I try to keep the cupboard clean, but I still can't. I still have a mess in the cupboard. Do you have anything that is untouched? I have a lot. Just think, for the last 2-3 days, I've been getting new orders from Amazon, Flipkart, everywhere.

Oh.

Have you bought it? Of course. Oh. Take it.

Of course.

Of course. You know, I will have this only. I know people, maybe. Their unwashed t-shirts and shorts that I have kept.

Their perfumes?

No, I have kept their unwashed, you know, after they left, they were kept in our basket to wash. I have kept them with me. I will never wash them. Do you ever feel like putting their perfume in your room?

I close my eyes and it comes in front of me. I don't need perfume. Their fragrance is there. I take those clothes with me and sleep. I can't wear their t-shirt with me because it's too small. So I either put it on my hand and sleep.

Simba also smells like her. Her... I brush her teeth. I sleep on her pillow.

I still sleep on their pillow. I still sleep on their blanket.

God, I can't show this to my enemy. Seriously. People must be thinking, I have been through this many times. This happens to a lot of people.

But it seems normal to others.

This is what we were talking about. Wow.

So now, I wear his shirt every day. Now, I used to tell him that I don't want to wear a T-shirt anymore. So, I didn't understand what to do in the beginning. I was coming here, and I was wearing that shirt. So, I filled up the whole house with his photos. I put up his photos everywhere, like here. So, I put it up on the cupboard too.

So, he said, wear this, wear that.

I asked him, and I'll wear it even now. I use their golden coloured toothbrush.

Let's come to Simba. Any change in Simba's behavior? Simba was very worried in the beginning. I mean, he didn't even eat properly for a couple of days. But when we brought him home, it was necessary to show Simba that only a pet lover would understand this. Yes.

It was necessary to show him that it was necessary to complete the circle, otherwise he would have waited for him.

He should have known.

And Simba… How? I mean… What happens is that he knows that his mother has gone somewhere.

Yes.

So he waits. Yes. Now he saw him, He sat at his feet. Otherwise he would have jumped straight up. Okay. Is it necessary to make him realize?

It is very necessary. He waits. He feels it. He would wake up in the morning. In the beginning, he would cry for a week or so. He used to cry. I was about to ask you. He would wake up in the morning and cry for the first week or so.

I was about to ask, does he still sit near the door or wait? He doesn't sit now, but he can sense the energy around him. So whenever she's around, his body language changes.

My next question is, does Simba react the same way?

Yes, he does.

Like Shifali does? Yes, he does. Like, he's around Shefali?

Yes, he does. I know he's around her. I feel her.

Yes.

Simba feels her 100%. But now he's at peace, he's understood.

That she won't come in a gross form.

Yes.

Only in a subtle form.

Subtle form. He feels that. He feels that.

What happens, man?

Brother, tell me that thing, that you told me just now, when we were in the car a while ago, when we were taking Bhabhi inside for the last time, when you were taking her inside for the last time, you should have waited.

No, man. I was composing my entire song.

The last reel I saw of yours, when we talked about it, I did a lot of research. So there was a reel that really broke my heart.

When Bhabhi was lying down and you were looking at her like this and you kissed her. I know it's on a small scale but the touch, his voice.

Who was that last time? There's just one problem with him. He's angry that he left alone. I don't know what to do. Who was that last time?

He has one problem. He is angry that I left him alone. I never left him alone. He left me alone. Oh, sorry. We used to go everywhere together.

Prem Gali itni Saakari isme do na samaye. We were just talking about Prem Gali itni Saakari isme do na samaye. Amen. Abhi humari baat ho rahi thi hai ki Prem Gali itni Saakari isme do na samaye. Bhai sab samajhta hu, main spiritual hu, bahut baatta hu spirituality. Bas kahe na kahi human bhi hu na. Moho. Moho. Uska touch yaar pata hai, uska haath pakad leta tha na bas, usko hug kar leta tha. Oh, her touch, you know, I used to hold her hand, I used to hug her.

She was standing behind me like this, the backbone, I mean, the backbone. She said, Papa, I am with you. You will destroy me, I know. She used to say this to everyone, she used to feel proud. You know what everyone says, everyone thinks that, why did she marry Farhaq? Everyone thinks that... Why did she marry Parag?

Everyone thinks that. Because no one can see what I see in her.

I don't think anyone thinks like that. No, brother.

You don't have an idea. I'm telling you. I know it. Where? There is no need to demean yourself. The truth is that Parag Tehagi the Shifali Jari guy, could have married any of the greatest men in the world.

No, brother. I think what I think. When I saw Parag Tyagi for the first time, I saw the same Parag Tyagi who wore an Under Armour t-shirt and said, you scum, get out.

But brother, you're seeing it. I'm talking about the whole world. People don't think about these things. Like people talk about police being suspicious. I'm saying, my friends were under the illusion that Shefali won't get married. 99% of the people said she won't get married.

There are such people. It's okay. Everyone had such an image. Like you got to know. Amit, I spoke to Montu today. His personality was very intimidating. Everyone thought he was, I don't know how he was, you know, what do you call it, like South Delhi girls, you know.

They thought, bro, she was in this field, they had to stay. So, Montu also didn't meet them. So, Montu came home with his daughter for the first time. So, I told him, he was staying in a hotel. I said, are you mad? You will stay in a hotel, you will stay together. He said, Shifali. I said, are you mad? Shifali means you should meet once. He didn't meet her.

You talk to Montu, you will know. So after Montu, his daughter, his wife had left by then, so his daughter was alone. Bro, he loved her so much, his daughter, Montu says, bro, I'm so sorry. I was thinking wrong. He says, wrong means, don't slap me, how can I think like this without meeting anyone? Judgment, we make judgment, bro, without meeting anyone. And after that, he became so disillusioned. He said, brother, I can't meet such a girl.

His younger daughter Ananya, that aunty had gone mad for him. The amount of love he gave her, the girl. So people think. What's next? What's next is to gather.

To gather and to fulfill their desires. How will you make love immortal? Or will you change the form of love? No, that's not possible. The form is... I have it all over me.

The ocean has dried up. It's just for them. And love... People think that... Everyone thinks that after a year, a girl will come back. This will happen. No, brother.

Love, is not physical for me.

Bro, this podcast will always be on YouTube.

Bro, I'm telling you. I don't want to say their tattoo. I say one sympathetic thing. This is their tattoo. Date of birth. C. They liked this proof. Sunset and his name is Shefali. This is my handwriting.

This is the tattoo. I'm going to get his tattoo made. I came here yesterday, so I have to get it made. So, neither will I, nor will any other girl come, it will be injustice with her. Which girl? Let me ask a practical question. What kind of girl would be there with her boyfriend, or would she look at his wife's name or his photo? I am asking this question as per the mentality of people. I can understand what you are saying. But what people do is, even during breakups, to move on, they change the form of love.

This is the form of love, and this is for them.

I'm not saying that I didn't break up. I had an affair too. I broke up. But I... I mean, I'm in a relationship.

Oh, wow.

I can tell you this.

Wow!

People won't understand what you said. You were listening to us, so I would like to tell you. I am in the middle. I am stuck here.

On the top of your lungs.

On the top of my lungs. I am Simru.

Name of Shefali.

So that has happened. That is a birthright of both of us. That has been felt. No one can do it.

Let's talk a little supernatural.

Of course. We will talk supern about Superstition.

What intuitions have you got now?

I mean, you just told me me a beautiful story about Kapoor. It was 4 days ago. She comes. I told Guruji. Guruji himself said that she comes and gives you messages.

In my dreams.

In your dreams, she is so strong. I told you 2-3 things, like I have told Guruji. So I will tell you only one thing. After his death. Immediately. I dream that I am leaving home.

I used to say, Babu, I am leaving for work. Yes. So he said, Papa, never say that, I am going. Say that I am coming. Okay. I am coming now. So I said, Babu, I am coming now. I reached the door and the light went off.

It was very dark. And she ran and came.

Papa, Papa, Papa.

I said, Babu, what happened? She said, Papa, something is going to happen. Before something happens, I want to tell you how much I love you. I love you so much. One is very deep. If I tell her, maybe she will do something.

So I don't want to share. Where we both told you that we are in the car.

And we both got wheeled in. Now, four or five days ago, I was a little low. I was missing her a lot. She always comes. So I prayed in the evening. We used to pray.

I started crying when I saw them. And whenever I am sad, they come and touch me, they calm me down. I started crying, suddenly. I started crying and I smelled the fragrance of Kapoor. Because they really liked Kapoor in our house. Right after the puja, they used to apply Kapoor in the diffuser. They used to love it. I was like, how did this happen?

Very strong. I mean, I can't tell you exactly where Kapoor is burning. I mean, it's not burning, it's in the diffuser. I opened the door and went outside. I opened the door and there was no smell anywhere. Neither in the kitchen, nor in the other room nor anywhere else, just in that area. And I said, Babu, you...

And I got a little smile, I said, Babu, you are here, right? And as soon as I said this, from my feet to my nails to my head, I felt that energy. That he has either hugged me or touched me. The day before yesterday, I started crying in the car the day before yesterday. Whenever I am sad, I feel it. I don't keep any perfume or scent in the car.

When do you feel it? She used to like the smell of Champa flowers. I can smell Champa flowers in the car. Properly? Properly. And I am checking if the flowers. I could smell the flowers of Champa in the car. Properly? Properly. And I was wondering if the flowers had fallen down. And then I felt the energy again.

When you feel the energy,

it feels like the hair is flying.

Bro, I'm telling you, each one of them comes out from here. It feels like they're flying. Every single one of them comes out from here. Yes, the hair is flying from here. I mean, I don't know how to tell you.

No, no, don't tell me.

I still don't know. I still don't know. It comes out from here. Your digestive system gets activated. Exactly. I think I can say it in that word.

And every cell of the body... We call it a droncte.

We were taught in paranormal investigation

that the biggest gadget of a human being is his body.

Exactly. Like, you see, wherever you are, and you feel that there could have a loot part, you feel something good, right? Yes, absolutely. This feeling is true, bro.

That feeling actually, intuition, feeling.

Everything can be a lie, feelings can't be a lie.

You are absolutely right.

You are absolutely right. You are absolutely right. I am here, in the vicinity. As you said that I am still feeling it, I have energy. What would you like to say to Bhabhi, one last message? From the heart of your heart. She's listening.

I must have made a mistake.

Whatever mistake I made, it was unintentional. Brother, whatever she doesn't know.

She knew it, she knew it somewhere. She always used to tell me. I don't want to say anything, just be happy. May God keep you in His feet.

Be happy.

I shouldn't have gone alone. This is a little bit with him. I am not angry about that thing, but... Maybe you will get the answer to this question with time.

I will get the answer.

I got the answer.

I think that will be too much vulnerability, which I don't want to show. What you asked, what I told you, I didn't share with anyone. So I feel that maybe I didn't share it with anyone. So I feel that maybe I shouldn't have shared it.

Okay.

Because she was strong, I'm strong. And maybe she doesn't want me to say that.

I would like to apologize for one thing. I just noticed that one thing is missing in this photo and in your home photo.

I know. I have been watching it for a long time. I was about to ask you if you have it. Bring the vermillion. I apply it after the daily prayers. I apply it after the daily prayers.

I apply it after the daily prayers. That vermillion is not of the movie. It's real vermillion. I still apply it daily. I will keep applying it for the rest of my life. I used to remove this ring earlier. Since the day it has happened, I have removed it. It will never come out now. This is a wedding ring. Wedding band.

When we met at the airport, we were sitting in the car. I thought you wear this band.

No, this is his. I am telling you, this is the most expensive jewelry. This is his. Last time he wore this. See how old this is. You will understand how old it is. It is very old. Not from today, but for many years, at night,

when she was at home, she'd only wear this. It has her fragrance.

A very strong, brave face. Like, whatever it is, I don't care. I judged. Why are our rituals so traumatic?

Like?

When I brought him, I was decorating him. He wore a sari.

Okay.

Yes.

I put some vermilion on him. I put on some holy thread. The vision doesn't go out of the eye. It doesn't go out of the eye. It's not traumatic, brother. They are still biting me. I mean, today. I remember that day.

That was your sign. You had also answered this in the podcast.

That she has gone to Suhagan.

I understand that she has gone to Suhagan. But I am telling from my emotional point of view.

If she was your sister-in-law, would you be proud of her? That she's yours? I know. It's very painful. I can understand her emotions.

It's very painful.

I can't see her face. I can't see him. I can't see his face.

But you understand, when a martyr is wrapped in a shawl. It's a sign of love. I will offer it to Holman ji daily after the puja. if I can't see anyone without the enemy. It's very difficult. Everyone thinks I'm very strong.

The one who is strong, it's not that he doesn't care that he is strong. Even after all that, he does everything. He is the real strong.

This mic... You know, brother, I...

We are liars, brother. I am a liar. I just say that I won't be able to live without you. I won't be able to live without you. I'm living. I'm breathing. I'm eating. I'm living without her.

What's a bigger lie than this?

We all say that I can't live without you, I'll die, what if you're not there? You gave me the answer to this. And that was the truth.

Which you didn't give in the podcast. That was the truth, brother. There is one more love that needed love. I'm not even gonna try to do it. I'm not even gonna try to do it. I'm not even gonna try to do it. I'm not even gonna try to do it.

I'm not even gonna try to do it. I'm not even gonna try to do it.

I'm not even gonna try to do it.

I'm not even gonna try to do it. I used to get scared that this might happen or that might happen. My heart beat would increase a little, I would do this or that. But at this time, I mean, you tell me now, I will give up right now.

I lost my love.

I lost my love for the body. You didn't have love for the body, right? But I was scared.

That too was love for something else, that's why you were scared of dying.

You are right. Before I leave, I would like to say one thing that everyone knows about my Pari, Shifali Jariwala. I said in the podcast that in her life, teaching daughters and empowering women, she really wanted to open an NGO, to open a foundation. And this was the only thing that for 15 years, a lot of desires kept changing, but this was the only only thing that always said that I have to do this. And the amazing thing is that a month or two before leaving, we were talking,

a month or two and a half ago, then it was happening that, Papa, we will start this NGO next year in 2026. So I said, Babu, why don't we do it now? So he said, no, no, let's do one thing, let's be a little more solid, you know, in terms of, that we can afford to teach more children. But nothing brother, the Kaal Kare So, they say Kaal Kare So, do it today, do it today. When she went, I thought that on her birthday, on 15th December 2025, I will start this NGO.

But then I remembered, brother, what, what if I don't stay?

As they had thought. So I want to start this foundation and I have sent it for registration. The name of the foundation will be Shifali Jariwala Rise Foundation for Girls Education and Women Empowerment. Education of girls and empowerment of women. So I want to start from here and my life is going to and empowerment for women. So I want to start from here, and my life is going to go only for that.

As you might have seen, I have also put my Instagram account in their name, that we are going to have memories in it, and I will put everything in it. I don't care what people say. I have changed its name to Pari Aur Simba Ke Papa. I am starting a YouTube channel under the name of Pari Aur Simba Ke Papa. Everyone must have known that you have put a podcast on it. Yes, I have done it.

You will see the podcast on it. The name of the podcast will be Shifali Parag Tiagi. And whatever monetization will be generated, it will go inside the organization, inside the foundation. We will attach that account with him and it will go in that. And first of all, I would like to thank you, Deepak bhai.

Brother, there is no need to thank you first, Deepak bhai. You don't need to thank me. I would like to give you a lot of love, like a big brother. You helped me so much. I don't know anything about this. And you are teaching me everything, how to do it. And for that, a lot of love from the heart.

Love you, bhai. Love you, bhai. Love you so much. It means a lot.

So please subscribe to the channel. I request you to join hands with us so that more and more people can be connected so that more and more good things can happen.

I request you to join hands with us.

And his name is always mentioned in the comments.

So, I am very happy that he is here.

I am very happy that he is here. so that the best things can happen. I request everyone to join hands. And people always say that as long as the sun and moon exist, the leaders will say that as long as the sun and moon exist, my name will remain as Pari. And we have to keep that. And we have to keep that.

You have given us a lot of love. I will never forget it.