LAST MINUTE pack with me

Hey guys, it's me Tara and if you think I look exhausted, it's because I am exhausted I am on tour currently as we speak Okay I am traveling to a couple places in the US and instead of coming home in between like Tour dates and taking it super easy I don't know why I am like this, but I've been out every single night since the day before my first show

So let me paint you a picture Okay, Thursday. There was a birthday party. I went. Friday morning, travel day. Friday night, show. Saturday I come home. Same night, I go out for Valentine's Day. Sunday, I go out. Monday, I go out. Tuesday, I go out. Today is Wednesday, and tomorrow I fly out for my Chicago show. If you guys didn't know, I'm doing DJ sets, okay, and they're so fun and everyone gets so wild. Like you guys really make these like nights like insane.

The stories that I have gotten just from one night of these shows is like actually bonkers and there's definitely gonna be a full video at the end of it, so don't worry you guys. But as of right now, I can just say like, you guys are insane and I love you and like you guys are just like mini-me's like you guys are Fucking nuts and I have to pack for Chicago right now because it's like 7 p.m. Except for three hours last night

I'm so tired and I have to wake up at like 7 a.m. For my flight tomorrow. It's not that late It's not that bad except for the fact that I haven't unpacked last week's show like I haven't unpacked last week's bag. So I'm gonna have to do that and then repack for Chicago, which it's freezing there and in LA it's like cold, but I'm like, I can get out of like a jacket and some sweats. In Chicago, I'm not sure if I'm gonna be able to do that. First things first though, we need to pack my makeup.

Oh, please look at my makeup counter, makeup counter. Like please look at my vanity right now. And it's so embarrassing also I put on way too much lip stain like I just did like I can tell Okay, I go to Chicago tomorrow right and again. Sorry. This is a very low-end Vlog low-end means low energy by the way in tar yummy vocab. I put deodorant on oh I did okay. Just making sure I'm like really big on that and I was just not sure for a second. I forgot but I Feel fucking disgusting. I just sniffed my armpit and burped in the same like 30 seconds. Holy fuck. All right, let's pack this bag I noticed that

being on tour or like traveling with friends can either drain your energy because I've traveled with friends that drain energy or like recharge your energy and thank God the people that I travel with I am in love with and obsessed with and My team is like we're all big best friend group But there are people that it's like the most exhausting thing They're the most exhausting people to be around because people just like I don't know

I maybe I'm being mean maybe I'm being harsh because I'm tired But like there are people that you travel with and you're like, oh my god I never want to travel with you again Make it so much easier and like it's less like it feels less like work first of all my job alone Doesn't feel like work. I get to literally go state to state and DJ for you guys I realize like I know I now know the difference of people that make you exhausted and like recharge you because that's such a real thing Like not to get into energy and bullshit like that

But it's such a thing like there's people that like drain your energy and there's people who like feed you energy and I hope you guys figure out who does what for you Because it made my life so much easier. I'm literally frozen in time because I literally cannot think straight. I'm so fucking tired I feel like I'm dying. Holy crap Like I feel like if I sleep right now, I if I put my head on a pillow I will fall asleep in two seconds. Sorry speaking of packing I'm someone that checks a bag every single time because I bring a gallon of makeup because when I don't overpack I under pack and

I'm okay. Are you guys over packers or under packers? I used to be an over packer and then I got to the point where I under pack so much I'm like, do you have this can I borrow this and it's like the most type B shit ever I'm hypochondriac and I think that I'm always getting sick and like vitamins but other than that I'm the most under packing person That's what she said ever like I Underpack and it's a it's a bad thing. It's not a good thing

I feel like I'd rather over pack than under pack because like okay, whatever like too much in a suitcase Versus like not enough and then you have to hair straightener? Do you have a body pan? Like I'm that person and like, I'm sorry.

I just am.

All right.

Makeup is packed. It's literally, I'm not kidding, like three, four or five pounds. Like this weighs heavier than my mom's dog. This is like my toiletry bag. It's already packed and I kind of likeve out of it. Hi first day on earth. Hi grammar. Let me call one of my managers Mackenzie to see if she's packed

Please leave your message for okay. Let's call grace. You and I travel with a hundred people. Let's see the person you're trying to okay Let's call Liam. It's like dinner time

I think people people are like busy your call has been forwarded to boy

Remember when I said I love the people I travel with no fuck y'all like fuck you guys no one answered me I'm getting distracted like I'm getting I'm getting like sidetracked right now, okay I'll call one of my friends who lives in Chicago not actually they don't live in Chicago He is driving. I think to Chicago from Wisconsin To come to the show let me call him Okay cool everyone hates me wants me to drown and blow up and die. Fuck y'all like actually Also, I'm wearing white now and I'm wearing white to my shit to the Chicago show and I look ghostly and I'm scared to get

A spray tan because every time I wear white and I get a spray tan I like sweat through the white and then it looks like I have spray tan sweat cuz I do All right, these two things are packed. Now I have to go get my suitcase, which I know has shit in it, and I have to empty it out and then restart. So, let me put my phone on loud, just in case anyone calls me back. I doubt it.

Okay, first of all, this is the bag I travel with at the airport. This is my bag. It's just, I don't know what the model is, but I know it's from Balenciaga. So this is my travel bag if anyone was at JW just wondering and then I'm gonna get my like suitcase Clearly this isn't full because

Okay, there's like a lot of crap in here this bra this bra top I wore under my pink wait Let me explain you guys first of all what I'm wearing to these nights. I'm wearing the same Outfit in different colors. Shout out Revice Denim, they made them for me. They custom made me these outfits and they're so fun and they're so easy to DJ in. But underneath it I have to wear a bralette

and this is so gross and I know I sweat in it. But for my white outfit I think I wanted to wear all white and I wore white under the pink one. And I'm gonna, I got a text. It's my other manager Jenna. It's her birthday today actually and I sent her like a long text And she said I just read this out to Doug her husband and sobbed this time. I just finished my makeup I'm pissed. I said oh, I love you. That's so cute. Anyways back to being gross I wore this under the pink one

I'm gonna smell it now to see if it passes a sniff test because I'll probably wear it again because I only wear it for Like an hour while I am physically on stage and then I take it off but Oh my god, it smells gorgeous Like sorry, I don't smell I could wear it again. I can wear it again. Like who cares right? Like I'll wash it I'm not gross if it smelled I wouldn't rewear it. I promise it literally smells like clean laundry. I'm not making this up I'm not making it up. Okay, cool. I feel good

Do not judge me me with my middle finger pointing at you guys. Do not judge me These are pads and tampons. So I was totally on my period but I don't I'm not gonna go on my period this time And then these are the leather shorts I wore after I did go out after Okay, let's go in the laundry. Seems to be a razored it off-camera and it also smells like flowers. So what is this? Oh cool Um, this is a top I didn't wear. So I'm just gonna put that to the side. Okay, this is all laundry I do do my laundry for those of you wondering Okay, and I packed like I want to say 10 pairs of undies just in case I shat myself every single night that I was in San Francisco. So I think these are clean

Yeah, this underwear is clean, but I think I'm gonna need a white pair. I can't do like a cheetah print. Guys I don't have time to do laundry today. I can't find a white g-string The only ones I found are these I love Roma underwears that I got in Italy. You guys remember when I went to Italy. I can't wear this, it'll show through the front. Okay, what do I do? Okay, I couldn't find white underwear, but I did find, you guys are gonna think I'm so weird.

I did find this, which is like underwear that you wear when you need to look like you're not wearing underwear, which is clear, with like, I might have to just bring these because it's like for like dresses that like, you know Show the sides and stuff. I'm gonna need to bring this just in case I'm probably gonna I'll probably go buy a white underwear in Chicago, but I don't have time for that right now Um, and then usually I like to do some kind of like peace of mind. So I'm gonna try on my outfit You guys can't see me naked. So I'll be right back like like this channels TMI, but not that much TMI

You know what? I mean? All right. I tried on the light. I think I'm gonna do this bracelet with it I don't want to show you guys but you guys will put in pictures here. How about that? I'll put in pictures right here from the show I wanted to pack an outfit for like day time slash night time if we do anything, which I don't think we're gonna do anything crazy. Maybe just like jeans and Uggs. Packing for these things is hard because it's not like I'm going on this family vacation

where I'm like, okay, this day we're doing this, this day we're doing this. It's like, hey, I only have so much room, it's cold. I gotta kinda pack but like Color coded so here's the plan I also brought these white tights like white leggings that I might wear with the top just in case I'm really cold in the shorts For the show and then brought these like scrunchie boots for my boots for that night, right?

During the day like for my like outfit of the day like during the day does that make sense? I'm making any sense like day outfit has nothing to do with anything that make sense? I don't think it makes any sense. Day outfit has nothing to do with anything, like just in case I'm doing something. Either day outfit or night outfit, like after I go out. I mean, I'm not going out.

After I DJ. I got, I got, I'm gonna wear this long sleeve skims top.

What is this?

The Lucky Brand Addison Rae jeans. And then this I girl puffer that's like cropped and super duper cute I'm trying to stick with like black and white for this like trip because that way I can kind of like keep my outfits Cohesive in a way where like I could mismatch if I need to on the way in there where I'm wearing Oh, sorry, oh my god. I almost stepped on you. Okay, it's so sad little aides by my suitcase I'm gonna short sleeve skin top this heaven set zip up and then just like these like jaded London like baggy sweats Then I need to have an outfit for on my way back and pajamas And then I think we're good to go for the most part. Okay, let's pack that Pajamas wise I don't know why pajamas wise it's not giving like cute matching set. I'm gonna wear my Jake and Johnny

Pajama pants and then just like this like PBR gray like beer shirt because I honestly could give lots of a fuck No one's gonna watch me sleep. Most creepers somehow watch me sleep, but I doubt it. Sugar randomly loves like earmuffs And you brought this out of my closet and put it into my suitcase. I swear to God I'm lying. Cool, thanks, Jug. Now everyone thinks I'm a fucking liar.

All right, outfit for the way back. We're going pink, Victoria's Secret pink set. Not black and white. Kind of opposite of what I'm wearing on the way there, but it just feels more like I'm gonna wear these Gucci ones for like during my set. I wore different ones last time I wore like my Versace wraparounds. If you guys didn't know I still collect sunglasses. Yeah I feel like

these are the vibes. I'm gonna pack them in my travel bag. I'm like so like my head's spinning. Remember I told you guys in the beginning of this video like energy is so important like honestly you guys have given me more energy now versus like the beginning of this video, which is good. And I'm also getting kind of hungry. I feel like in the beginning of this video, I was like, I'm so hungry. Wait, I need a shirt for underneath that outfit.

I'm losing my mind. All right, we're gonna do this one. It's Heaven by Marc Jacobs. I love this shirt. It says hardcore and it has little cats on it. Whoa, we got our socks. Ugh, now actual packing. I hate this part. I genuinely get so sad and feel so guilty when I leave Sugar,

but I know that he's gonna be in great hands. Miles is gonna be there with him, so he's not gonna be alone.

Sugar, can I have a kiss?

Yay!

Okay, I almost fell. Ooh, the balance right there.

Hug.

Sniff.

Oh, Jesus. Oh! Hug. Sniff. Oh, oh, he's gonna smell me. Oh, oh, oh.

I can't live in this house.

I live in a zoo.

Ugh, scared the crap out of me. I try and pack the things I'm gonna wear last, so these are gonna go in the airport first, because that's the order that I'm gonna take it out of the suitcase, if that makes sense to you guys. I'm sure you guys know what I mean you guys are picking up what I'm putting down. I feel like I've low-key become a master packer since

That's what she said since just like doing this job because I travel so much for work Especially now that I'm doing this whole DJ thing, you know what I mean? I think I need you know what I mean like on my grave. I say it so much Wait, is my puffer even gonna fucking fit? I don't know. We'll just have to wait and see. Ugh. Am I a million? Why did I grunt as I sat down? This video is like so low energy, guys. This is one of those videos that I'm gonna forget about in like two years and be like, I don't remember making that.

Like some of the videos obviously that I've made stick out, right? Like when I went on a cruise with like Jake and Johnny or like anything like that of that doesn't have substance like hey, maybe this is like someone's favorite video who knows I don't know But I just feel like I'm so low energy And then I remember like you guys would rather have a video of me doing literally nothing

Just to eat while you guys are like just to eat just to watch while you guys eat Over like me not posting on a Monday So it's more important for me to get a video on Monday out to you guys even if it's me low energy talking to the camera if this doesn't fit into my fucking bag I'm going to have a panic attack. Let's just see if this Yeah, I don't know if this is this is fitting or not, but let's just pray for the best and then I like to put like my shoes and like the makeup bags in the other compartment because I Just put like the gross part facing the outside so it doesn't have anything else. And then, I don't usually wear makeup on planes, so I can pack my makeup.

Okay, perfect.

I actually think this is gonna work. Oh my God, my main outfit, geez. I didn't even pack my main outfit. Like the outfit I'm really wearing on stage. That's really funny, oops. Oopsie daisies.

It happens, I'm not gonna fold these, and just mush them like this. Tara in two days is gonna have to figure out why her shit's wrinkly. Because Tara right now, she's tired.

Hi, sugar.

And hungry. Tara's hungry.

What a weird thumbnail. Okay, so the next thing I do when I pack for the airport is I empty out my purse, and then I put it into that big one, and I just double check for everything in there. But because I'm gonna use my purse tonight,

I'm going to my mom's house really quick. I'm gonna do that off camera. But I'm gonna put in some footage right here from Chicago just because I want you guys to see non-tired versions of me. Thank you, thank you so much.

Thank you.

Thank you.

What'd you get, Tara? Dip dish, dip dish. A cheese deep dish pizza. I'm not eating that.

A few moments later.

No!

I did not mean to do that.

I didn't mean to do that.

Oh, yum.

I guess I- Did you guys hear that?

I swear to God.

I didn't realize it was that hard.

I swear to God.

Oh my God.

Massage it.

I'm so sorry.

Massage it. After I paid for your meal, you just left me. For context though, the black server, like every time he said what's up or was like, hey y'all good, he would say peace and then he would like hit me in the arm. And then I was replicating it because it just happened again.

But instead of like this, you went like this and you touched me.

I didn't think it was gonna be that hard. That was hard. Like I'm not telling, I'm not being overdramatic. No, it was pretty hard.

Oh, fuck.

No, I feel like it did kind of.

But there was instant regret in his eyes.

Yeah, after I heard, ow.

Never pay for a man's milk.

They'll just punch you in the arm.

All right, you guys, thank you so much

for sticking around while I packed. I hope you guys enjoyed this video. It was very, very like last minute. To be completely honest, I filmed a video for this week a couple weeks ago and then I just didn't like it very much so I scratched it. I do that all the time and I feel like you guys don't know.

So I just wanted to do something last minute for you guys So I just wanted to do something last minute for you guys just so you guys. Bye!