Starting Over Again + Lauren's Birthday Trip!!

Good morning.Welcome to the office.Good.I'm in the middle of the end of me.They'll get to us in 20 minutes or so.So, in fact, I do my tasks at the right time.

Makeup.I loved how I did it.I loved it a lot.I feel that the nude color is really beautiful.I did my best to match it with us.I'll show you the colors after I'm done with my hair.

But...Yes.Good.Today we're going to go to a very nice place.Honestly, I can't even remember the last time I went there.But it's going to be a very fun day.

In fact, after doing a lot of research recently, I discovered that the San Diego Zoo is one of the best zoos in the world to preserve the environment and research, and I said, oh my God, this is amazing.So, we will spend the first day of my trip, which is the bakery where the king made every sweet treat, a croquembouche, to surprise Kai and Huffles very much now.I will reduce the temperature.My example.I only do the work of combing my usual hair.Croissant Cookies, which I really wanted to try.

I have been craving chocolate crumbs for days and I have been waiting for this moment.So, we will go to his experiment before going to the zoo, As I said, let me finish my hair and then we will choose the rest of our appearance.Spray the hair fixer on my hair.It's hard for my hair to get wet.I used Redken Ehbisi.It's like a treatment left on my hair.

And my hair looks shiny and very soft and full too.I wish I had a great day for my hair.Good.Okay, I was hesitant because part of me wanted to wear the open sandals.I want it to dry because I won't put it anywhere, but I want it to dry.And for the perfume, I will use this Miu Miu perfume.

In fact, I don't know the name of this perfume.Be ready.Let's go prepare a matcha for my way and some of my friends.Bonjour!Bonjour!Haanah Noodah Ya Ilahi Look at those croissants.

I'm ready.The cookies.Oh Ali, look.I'll take one.I'll take one.With meat and cheese.

Yes, I need it.No, this is a croissant cookie.They have those crunchy things with fruits.The tutu looks really delicious.This is crunchy.Oh my God, my friend.

Look at this.I and Loreen asked for exactly the same thing.Croissants with meat and cheese.I'll wait for them.They went to the bathroom.Good.

We choose our souvenirs with our animals.Do we know what the available options are?UNESCO.UNESCO.Oh, yeah.Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.Yes, here it is.It seems that we are here.This place doesn't look like what I remember at all.Well, it's not like I have memories in reality, to be honest, but it's huge.They have a cable car or an escalator that goes to that side.

I don't have any memory of that either.

Dazzling jump.

Oh, perfect.We entered the gift shop, and we thought this might be the only one.Then I asked the employee, because Uli couldn't get the red panda, but I will look for another store for Uli.Also, a bad news is that my two legs began to feel tired.Oh my God!Oh my God!

Ahin, they are so beautiful!Oh my God!Wait, they are so sweet!We have found the red panda.Look how sweet he is!

They share this home for many days.So wherever Itsuki leaves his scent, Ayder goes.And he is up there because that is the place where Ayder likes to sleep.

He has jumped to his bed.This is a fake color.Oh my God!We have a beauty wearing shoes from Maison Margiela.Oh, how elegant they are!This is literally what we came for, for my birthday girlfriend.

My ears are moving.

They are really cute.Can you see my eyes?My little eyes.My eyes.My eyes.My eyes.

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My eyes.My eyes.My eyes.My eyes.My eyes.My eyes.

My eyes.My eyes.My eyes.My eyes This is great!It's exactly what I wanted!Good.

My most elegant moments are not when she shows off her curly hair, but it's a new scream.I mean, the thing is, I'm going to wash it, and my husband will get a high -quality rubber socks, and as for now, I get a delicate modern touch.Do you want to see my clothes for this day?

Yes, elegant clothes.First.yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.New York.

The most dangerous animal in the world.I found you a gift for adults.Look what Laura from Canada brought me.Smarties candy with the taste of Christmas cake.Oh my friends, we came to have dinner.We wanted pasta.

Exactly what we usually order.Very unexpected from us.What happened to you?

Just a wonderful shirt.Thank you very much.

You are welcome.Wow.

Will I wear it when I meet my dearest friends?

Yes.In that day, you will meet them and leave me.It was a very enjoyable day.We went to have dinner, we went for a walk, and we went back home to rest.I had a great time.I love Laura and Owal a lot.

We enjoyed our time with two girls.But yes, I am very happy because I wore this dress today because it made me feel colder.The weather was hotter than I expected.I am about to enter the shower.I was looking at this all day because of my sweat.And I will do a training with a possible coach because I really wanted to return to the gym.

Alicia was very inspiring for me.She also returned to training again.So I have that in the morning.I want to make sure I get enough sleep for that.Also, the muscles of my legs hurt me because we walked a lot today, and many of them were uphill.So, oh my God, I will be tired tomorrow, but I will take a break and remove my makeup.

Or, I have to show you something, my friends.Sol de Janeiro sent me the new body lotion for them.This is a rich body lotion with vitamin C oil that smells like Coral Coast.I used to use it in the bathroom.and it smells so good.It smells like fruits.

It exfoliates the skin very well.It also leaves a wonderful finish on the skin.So I use it, remove my makeup, put on my pajamas, and go to bed.I'll see you in the morning for our workout.I'm in the mood for adventure.So let's do that tomorrow.

Good night.Hello, my friends.Okay.foreign foreign I'm a little nervous.The girl seems very nice and very nice.I feel that we will get along really well.

The only thing is that I'm nervous because I haven't lifted weights for a while and I haven't trained with a trainer for a longer time than that.So, I don't know what if I'm going to embarrass myself, but that's okay.We'll get back to business and we'll just try.Today is just an assessment to see where it went.Wow! foreign foreignwhen we reach home.

I went back home to find my sweet husband preparing iftar for me.It's fresh.Thank you, my dear.We have some chicken nuggets.I think it's chicken nuggets and some eggs that are still warm in the microwave.I'm very confused.

You can't look at this dog and tell me it doesn't look like Coconut from Duma, American Girl.Are you Coconut?Are you Coconut?That will be a very nice name for her in reality.Hello, Coconut.Thank you.

I think you feel there's something on the table for her.Because I got on...I don't know.Something.Can I talk to them and then give you some of it?Yes.

Good, my friends.We have returned home, and I ate my breakfast.The football was delicious.I wanted to do a quick follow -up.Good.I wanted to summarize what happened this morning and also reassure you, because I feel that I have not talked about my health or have not followed up on my mental and physical health for a while.

This morning was very good.It was very nice.As I said, I am not in my best physical condition, and this is completely normal.I have gone through this before, and when I entered, We did a medical evaluation.We presented my history with exercise, my history with my body, my diet, my current system, and all these things to make sure that we are in agreement and that you know me well.After that, we did a physical evaluation, but talking about all that made me think about my life experiences and what I went through.

One thing I told him is that if you have been following me since I started my channel on YouTube, My weight has dropped by about 70 pounds.I don't know exactly how much, but within a range of 0 to 70 pounds several times in my life.And I have found true peace in my life.I have finally realized that I will never be a very thin girl.This is not the nature of physical formation, and this is also a good thing.I will never have that small and thin body.

This is how I built my body.It was a very crazy job, and the move was really crazy.I've talked to you before about this, but the move was very exhausting.I was suffering from a skin rash all over my body, which was really scary and crazy.I was suffering from a heart attack.You know all those things, but during the past two months, I've been much better now.

Now that the house is completely over, I'm less nervous about my living environment.and I was able to focus more on myself and my mental health and all those things.I was in a really good state, and now I feel that I am completely ready to start taking care of my mental and physical health and all those things again.I just feel that I am in a really good position to start doing that again.Recently, I woke up that morning and said to myself, I am ready to start investing in myself again.Also, let me clarify that I did not do a very bad job with everything that happened in my life.

I just know that I can do a better job in every aspect, and it is something I want to do for myself, and something I wish for myself.So, as you saw this morning, I return to exercise and take care of myself physically.I also return to psychological treatment.I have taken a short break from my treatment, and I will return to it next week, and it is a really exciting thing.In addition to that, as I said, I started to do weight training, which helps in the symptoms of PCOS or PMOS.I am very used to the word PCOS.

The symptoms of PMOS related to me. I will really need to train my mind on this matter.Also, let me say that I realize how lucky I am.And I am very attached to the resources that I have to be able to do all these things.And of course, I want to share with you what I have learned, and to be honest with you.me How many days do you advise me to exercise or lift weights or even exercise alone?In other words, what do you think is suitable for me?

A double tick mark.She answered me.It really depends on what suits you and your schedule.I said to her, well, I think I can start in two to three days.I think it's a very good start to return again.She said to me, well, that's great.

I think it only requires you to stick to two days.This is amazing.Stick to these two days.As for the third day, it can be optional, if you have time, and if it is not available, then no problem with that.She also said, if you choose the largest number automatically, You are preparing yourself to be disappointed if you are not able to achieve those three days.If you know that two days are suitable for your schedule, and this is what you can handle right now, then aim for two days.

Three days is a great thing, of course, but two days is a very good starting point.I have estimated that mentality a lot.I am speaking now, but I just wanted to chat with you about what is going on in my mind right now.I am excited, and I feel that I am in a very good place again, mentally and physically, to start a new journey.I think for me, that I can no longer spend more time feeling self -pity or negative feelings towards my body's change.or the inability of my mind to reach what I had before.

Again, because this is life.Life is not a sin.And oh my God, just by talking about that, I feel emotional, because I have spent a lot of my life feeling negative things towards my body or mental health, or feeling that I am not ready to start or any of these feelings.And also, let me say that it is not necessary to always be that moment in which I wake up in the morning and say, I am ready to start.It is not necessary.foreign foreign I love lemon juice a lot, so its taste is similar to lemon juice.

So I bought a few bottles of it.Ha!And I haven't had a crush on it for a very long time.I have to tell you what happened to me there because you know.But I thought bone broth would be a good addition as well.It contains 25 grams of protein.

And I haven't noticed yet that it is suitable for my G1001 user, which is great.I love bone broth a little.I make my own broth, but I wanted to buy this chicken broth for myself.And I bought these bottles for my dogs.I bought chicken bone broth and cow bone broth for my dogs.And it seemed to me funny.

I thought I would add it to their food, and I thought they would love it a lot.But I just wanted to warn them.At first I thought it was for humans, then I noticed it was for dogs, and it was written on it, for dogs, so I laughed at myself.Then yes, I noticed that to myself.A double tick mark.Thank you for telling me.

Then she said, by the way, I helped you before in another branch.Then I looked at her and said, Oh, to hell with me.Literally.In one of the last times I went to it, it was a while ago, I went with a body after measuring my dress.It was a long time ago, and she told me, I used to work in that branch.I said to her, oh my God, yes, hello.

I moved to a branch here, and I told her, oh my God, I have also moved.Her promotion was completed to become a manager, a very exciting thing.It was very nice, and we exchanged the news.It was very wonderful, and I felt like it was a moment in the right place and the right time.It was very sweet.We had a very nice conversation, then it ended with giving these to the dogs, and I am very excited to share it with them.

She said, I will bring it to them.Oh my God, in fact, Do you remember when I brought the chicken pieces and on Thanksgiving last year, I cut them into small pieces and cut my finger completely and threw it hard?Do you remember that?I remember that.Well, I got that, and I also took this dried fruit for myself because I love dried fruits with them, and I thought it would be delicious to add to the shawfani or budeng seeds of the shia or kareemah of wheat.I love kareemah.

I hope that my words are understandable.I will accompany you with me.This is also normal.And in some days I will be better.This is also normal.Therefore, I really want to emphasize that this is normal.

And yes, I will be with you.Hasanan.foreign What will we do with it?foreign foreign foreignforeign foreign and also to add a metallic touch to the room.I am very excited.

I think it will make the room harmonious in a great way with the touch of warmth on my bed.Also, I don't think I've shown you this before.We added this artwork on my bed, and it's very nice.It's very beautiful, and I also like the touch of pink and flowers in it.I think it gives vitality to the room.Because you know that the colors here are neutral and black at the moment.

I'm dying of laughter because Momo took her reward and slept completely.These two always make fun of me.And that always does what it does now.Hello.Now, as you said, there are other flashlights in this house.We will get to it in the end.

That is not our matter in a hurry.And I want to take my time with it.I want to find a flashlight that we like and looks great and not expensive.But we will do that at the appropriate time.This is not very necessary at the moment.For me, honestly, the bedroom was the most important, and I am very excited to see the final result.

Well, officially, I will go to take a shower.Look what Kala is doing for breakfast.Explain to us what you are doing.

I am just making a good old -fashioned breakfast burrito.

Good old -fashioned breakfast burrito, but you are making a piece of crispy cheese.

Yummy.

Really fascinating.Good morning, everyone.It's the next day.This looks delicious, my dear.

Are you ready to eat?

Look at this, my friends.Crispy cheese.This looks amazing.Okay.Yes, yesterday, or the day after we talked, my day was full of work.I had to do a lot of editing, phone calls, and all those things.

We were going to record Bibi yesterday, but we are recording it today.So, these are the recordings.We attended dinner and watched a series of Dili.Then we went to sleep.So, there wasn't really anything worth mentioning.But, I have to show you the wall lamps.

I tried to show you last night, but because of the dark, you couldn't see it.I've been waiting for this day.You must see it.It looks amazing.foreign foreign Look how beautiful it looks.I feel that it harmonizes with the wall in a much better way.

I think it is very beautiful.Also, Marie told me when she was commenting that it is of very high quality.It is made of real stone, so it is really great.Here it is.Look how beautiful it is at night.I am very happy with it.

A side note, my friends.My muscles are much better than the old ones we had everywhere.Look at that.It's still great because we can control it separately.This is my reading lamp.And I know that I don't need a reading lamp because it doesn't face what I read.

But I read on my device.Candle, so this is not a real problem.We made a hole in the wall.These are the pieces that should be placed in the side table.But the problem is that the screws that came with it were not long enough.So I asked for some of them, and it is assumed that they will arrive today to install them.

The table is kind of thick, but it doesn't look much better like this.A golden touch, my friends.With this, I will end the video here.I hope you enjoyed it.Thank you very much for watching.If you reached this part of the video, I also thank you for bearing with me during the previous talk.

Once again, I'm trying to deal with the situation right now and I don't know if what I'm saying is logical.I'm just talking randomly and I don't know exactly what I'm feeling.But I hope what I'm saying is logical for one of you and that it touches the feelings of someone who is watching this video.If that happens, don't hesitate to let me know.I love you so much.In fact, I will leave on my day trip.

So if you would like to see me on my little trip, make sure to come back in the next video.I love you so much and see you next time.