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I'll ask you this, are you pregnant? I think I'm one of the people who got the most haircuts from Lesty You were still a baby back then

I was a baby, you were the one who cut my hair

Did you eat it?

No, you didn't I'm not eating it

Come here sometime

Sure, let's go

But you said you're more expensive than Lest? Of course! But you said that I'm more expensive than you.

Of course!

But many people think that you're arrogant.

I'm a mother now, I need a mother.

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Today is a great day, Pam Pam. Today is a great day. It's hard to schedule this. Oh my God. From morning to night. This is full of coconut island's gossip.

Please welcome Dede Lesti I'm so touched You're an artist now I'm so jealous You're a housewife For our customers to know that

We don't no working hours We can open in the morning, morning, and evening

And this is our shooting in the morning, Dede really gives us time to lie down Same, same, with a happy heart, Alhamdulillah What if a Dede Lesti starts the day from morning to night, what do you do from morning to night? Now, because I have two kids, I do nothing. I go out in the morning. My youngest is still in the embassy.

So I prepare for the embassy. I feed him.

The embassy has started to eat, right? Yes, it has. So, have you started to reduce the amount of ice? No, I still drink, but not as much as before the emphasis. So, for the emphasis, is it the sister who cooks or the brother who is more enthusiastic? I cook because I'm still accompanied by my mom, so sometimes my mom cooks, sometimes I cook.

So, usually a lazy Dede Lesti, means that from dawn, she's been at home,

she's been working hard.

She's been working hard. But, Dede, at night, after shooting Indosiar, she's tired. Because she's been working every day. Oh, she's been rolling. So, now,

do you really enjoy your role as a mother?

I really enjoy it

If you were asked to choose between working and taking care of your child, which one would you choose?

I can't choose, both of them want to

Because you still need money Even if I can, the answer is working while taking care of the child

Yes, that's right

But if Baby L is already in school So, if it's early in the morning, like before, I prepare both of them Because I already understand So I'm already jealous If you don't take care of them, they will be jealous What kind of jealousy do you and your dad have?

If it's like that, I think it's his jealousy

That's why we're father and son

We're jealous

Because when I was younger, my father was more like a father to his children He was like, well, just be a good son Even though he's here

He's sweet that's so sweet. His dad is so busy.

He watches us.

But, do you and Bilar have time together? Just eating simple food, watching movies, do you have time? We rarely go out. We usually stay at home. If we have a holiday I usually stay at home I stay at home when I'm on vacation I want to cook for my brother He always requests what I want to cook

I watch the show at home Can you cook?

Yes I can

Alhamdulillah

You're a good cook

I can

This is what I'm looking for

I'm looking for this Wait, let me wipe it first. What are you looking for? You're using your grandma's money. But before we talk, we have a sponsor.

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What do you usually cook at home? Anything Sometimes I make shrimp with Padang sauce. You're so dedicated to cooking.

I cook a lot.

For a family?

Yes, I cook a lot. I make shrimp. My friends ask me who I want to invite to my house. I tell them to come over. I tell them who I like. They come over and eat. who wants to be invited to their house so they said, ask them to come to their house who wants to come, who likes to come they come, eat

usually, at night usually, if the animals are still alive, at midnight they will go to the market where? Kramatjati, right?

Kramatjati?

really? go there by yourself? no, they ask for help what? the fresh ones? yes, the ones that are still alive I bought a few kilos and made it big

so you like to gather people, customers like Asila, Ramzi, his wife he likes to gather so, I don't know if you know or not actually, me and Lesty are one of the people who were on Dede's journey From Bob's hair, from...

His hair was still curly back then Curly, right? You were the one who cut it

I forgot His hair was like yours Dede's hair was like this before Dede's hair was really long Dede's hair was really long

Dede's hair was really good

So before I went to Indosiar, Dede was already there I went in Dede was made to look like an old lady and then I entered the class I entered, I was a thug I turned the class to their age

at that time I was 15 years old or 14 years old so I cut the bob, I made the makeup soft I made the clothes for the kids so that's how it was And there's a process, so from long hair, layered, then 10 big ones, then cut Like this, so that's why he's bobbed

I never knew there was a cut

People didn't know, they were like, why is there a cut? Take it, and like that

Did you eat it?

No, you didn't I didn't eat it This is a lesbian I'm I sleep in the village, so if I like to stay in the place of worship, I like to sleep in the village. So Dede used to live in Cianjur, right?

Yes, Cianjur.

In Cianjur, he lived in the mountain range. Oh yeah?

At the foot of the mountain.

At the foot of the mountain, right?

Wow.

This is really a true story from zero to hero.

Yes, yes, yes, That's great. Right? Yes. And then?

8 hours from here.

From here?

The point is, Abirami already knows.

You already know that's your house? Yes, because when the campaign was going on, and now Abirami often goes to the south. So she knows. So she knows the distance. But now, in Cianjur? My mom and dad So your mom and dad are already here?

Yes, they are My mom and dad moved to Jakarta So you are one of the type of people who can't be far from their family? Yes Is Abilartu's family big?

Yes, they are. He has more than me. He has 6 siblings.

Abilar's sister is the 6th child.

Oh, Abilar's sister is the last child.

Yes. So, he has a lot of siblings. So, when he plays with Baby L, he has a lot of siblings.

Yes, a lot. Because he is a happy person. He is a friendly person person He's very sociable So he's easy to get close to anyone He's not afraid of anyone Since we were little, my brother and I always told him

It's okay, don't be a bad influence So that his son can be strong and strong The story of my brother is very good When my brother was born My parents were like, Oh my God, this is your son.

Fortunately, because my brother is the type of person who is It's okay, dear, be enthusiastic. His name is also, oh, he's so small. When he was born, he was born premature. His struggle is also extraordinary. His name is also early, He was still young.

How old was he? 22, if I'm not mistaken. He had a son, and he was still new. He didn't know how to live with his family. Fortunately, he had a lot of family. His brother supported him, my mom helps me

I don't feel anything after I was born Baby blues

You don't feel that? No, but I just talk about it from the outside But as a public figure, it's hard if not ask for a posting And the response is wild Especially with a kid, who doesn't know anything

And you're being scolded for talking like that

So you read the comments?

I read them, whether I want to or not

I'm not anti-social media I'm also a social media player, but I don't read comments, but it's still visible Have you ever been so angry and then you replied? So much that you replied? I've been angry, I was like, it's not me You don't understand me, and you're talking bad about me I'll just reply

And then he commented

It's fun to be replied by Egon

But it's like that Sometimes He's really looking for attention To be replied by us If he's replied, he'll turn into a lover Don't be like that's you who's been commenting

But now, Al is a real idol Yes, he's really a big brother He looks fast, and he's also a good speaker He can sing like a singer Where did you learn that?

We never taught him

even his father's voice is like

oh well, I'm sorry how can I say maybe because we often listen to him we often see him he never sing like that he never sing like that

he knows himself he got the song that's on, and we listened to them. For example, we listened to the song Mangu. We listened to the song Mangu while we were watching Liverpool. So, while we were traveling from London to Liverpool, we listened to the song. Suddenly, when we arrived at the hotel, he suddenly sang,

Don't blame me. hotel Jangan salahkan

You ready? Yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I know my mother's happy happy and young and some famous a good Melaka, I told Berkata Young Kurangbaek did upon the depend on a couple again. I bang to gum pong bonget gum pong bonget You could see you can only be sucky. Yeah, but I thought of the j, you are so easy to be with You can sing, you can be Ariel, you can be anything And your eyes are like a mirror

Please come here again

Sure

But you said you are more expensive than Dede Lestri

Of course

Really? Oh my God

Maybe you have more fans

Yes, I do. My parents are not as good as before

I saw an article when you were traveling to London with your family you said you were panicking and you dropped the milk carton because the carton was empty What's the story?

The milk carton was empty what was it called? milk carton you brought it from Jakarta?

because my brother was 5 months old so he was still...

but your brother was still with you?

no, he was not oh, your brother was in Jakarta okay, and then? so he was still carrying it it was 90 bags so every hour or two he I had to pump it.

If not, it would be a bug.

A bug? A bug? Yeah, a bug. You're a bug, right?

Yeah.

So, I had to pump it and put it in the freezer.

So, there was a freezer in the trunk?

No. A cool box? No. So, after pumping, I put it in the freezer in the hotel? No, after the pumping, the ice is put in the freezer. When we get home, we bring the ice cubes to the trunk. We put it in the trunk, because it's not safe to eat it

and it's not safe to bring it to the cabin but he said it's safer to bring it to the cabin because it's not safe you bring it to the cabin, it will leak no, it can't be leaked

it's liquid

but it turns out, it should be in a liquid condition, it can't be frozen that's the rule there they said, wow, I don't want that so it's not gone, but it can't be brought it can't be brought, but it has to be put back in the trunk

and then he said, why do I have to put it back? I said, I'm just kidding he said, why are you kidding? especially when it's a fun thing

he said, so what? because you feel the pain so you feel like he has more achievement like, oh my god, this is for my child this much so she felt like she got more than what she deserve like, this is for my daughter, this is a lot and she was eating from there

so if she was thrown away, she would be like, Astaghfirullahaladzim, I don't have any heart at all I want to throw it away, I love it unless if it can be given to someone but, at that time, I was really angry I was not angry, I was angry

I was silent I was angry but after that I went back to the trunk And he couldn't put his perfume in the trunk At first, he said it was safe

Even though it was a small perfume

So it was there?

Yes, it was there But at that time, he didn't complain He knew that I couldn't debate about the issue of AC So, his team told me to just throw it away He said,

you can talk to Lesty I don't want to get involved in the issue of AC So, I was the one who fought and I went to the trunk After that, I felt I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be rude.

So you're like that when you're in a bad mood, you're like, what's wrong?

Yeah, I don't feel good.

You're not pretty anymore, you're not pretty anymore.

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be rude, but you know what I mean, right? I'm still trying to make myself understood. Yeah, it's okay. It's okay, it's a blessing.

And then, Asi arrived in Jakarta.

To make it short, we arrived in Jakarta. When we arrived, Mr. Ghasilah asked, where is the other suitcase? The one that Asi was in. It's not there. When we told the airport staff, they said, Mr. Rizky, the other flight attendant is still on the next flight.

I was so mad.

I immediately ran back to the seat.

I ran back to the seat.

I was so mad. I was so mad.

I was so mad. I was calm.

I was calm.

Suddenly, I was being hugged. I was being and calm I was calm and calm Suddenly, I was being bullied Alhamdulillah, I met my brother Blah blah blah blah blah I got the news How can? I said, I don't want to

What should I do? I have to go back there What if the next flight I said, I won't be able to drink anymore I said, I won't be able to drink again I kept saying, I told him, don't ask me to go to London anymore

I don't want to go

Trauma

After that, he said, you can't do that, you can't say you don't want to go to London anymore Every country has its own rules He was so soft spoken. He was so kind.

He was so gentle. He knew how it felt to be a mother. Then, he said, if it's still his luck, I hope he'll be in good health. He still raised him.

Then, finally?

He was so beautiful. When he But then... He was so beautiful. When we arrived at his house, he suddenly called us again. He called us from the airport. Good evening, sir. The other suitcase is here. It just arrived.

It just landed at the airport. It can be taken right away. He stood up and said, Alhamdulillah, it's had, he said he had arrived.

Actually, there was still rice at home.

There was still a lot of rice, there were still 20 bags.

You're just a drama. You're just a drama. It's okay. So the rice was taken.

It was taken. The rice was taken away I was so happy when I opened the coffee I was so happy when I opened the coffee But when I opened it, it was still frozen

So the ice was good

Yes, it was a blessing The ice was still frozen, the ice was already melted But the ice cream was still good But the ice cream was still...

Were you embarrassed?

Yes, I was embarrassed

I asked for forgiveness I said, I'm sorry

After that, he said I'm sorry, dear After that, he told me again Dear, next time so I have to be positive, be kind think and pray for the best

I'm sorry

after that, if you're invited to London, will you come again? yes I forgot but you can believe it or not I told the audience I said, please invite a lesbian.

I said, I dreamt she's pregnant. I said, are you pregnant? My team said, are you pregnant? Your child is 6 months old. I said, I don't know, I just dreamt. Then I asked her,

are you pregnant? I said, you're so cute. Especially, it's raining all the time at night. It's raining all the time at night. We have to stay at home all the time.

We don't have to rain or get hot in any conditions.

So,

I heard an article that Abelard knows when his ancestors died. I heard an article that Abelard knows when Dede's birth date is He knows, he counts He knows when and how many days Dede's birth date is

And after 40 days of his birth, he knows how many days and weeks Dede's birth date is

He really doesn't want to lose the moment

He doesn't want to

The moment is given by him how many weeks, how many days he really doesn't want to lose the moment he doesn't want to this moment is given by

yes, that's it until the children how many kilos, what time they were born and then for example how many days until if he

how many kilos was he at that time until the development of the child's development when he's immunized.

He knows it?

Yes, he knows it.

So if my dream comes true, and I get pregnant again,

Amen, anything is a blessing. If you're blessed, then thank God.

Really? Then I can dream that he's pregnant.

Amen.

Don't make me dream about you being pregnant Are you confused? I'm not scared I'm already pregnant But if I'm pregnant Do you think I'm expecting a boy or a girl?

Whatever you want

But now it's already a couple

It's already a couple

I'm just giving it to him

But I feel like it's a couple. It's a couple. Men and women. But I feel like a man. Why? I don't know. After I saw him in the water. Pray first, Mr. Haji. Pray for him.

No, but I mean, I'm not the type of person who often calls. No. But I don't know why, I dream that he's pregnant. God willing. But I don't know why, I dreamt that he's pregnant Masya Allah But you only dreamt about the pregnancy, right?

I didn't have any dream about it

Can you imagine?

It's not my business

Can you imagine how I made it?

I don't know You're so plain, I don't understand That's it And now you're playing with the sinetron're playing the role of a sinetron what made you play the role of a sinetron?

why did you do that? I was asked to do it but you like it? I like it because do you remember?

after I finished my PhD you were playing the role of a sinetron

the one that you did in Religion? no, the one that I did in India I've been to India. I've been to India. I've been to India. I've been to India. I've been to India. I've been to India.

I've been to India. I've been to India. I think you're already a big shot, you're already in Parung Sometimes, the co-star is like that, the opening is in India The sequel is in Parung So you're really feeling it, Min, while shooting this?

Yes, as long as everything is going well, it's okay

It's okay, right?

It's fun

Well, yesterday I was also sad to see the news You didn't know anything I saw the news that you were not aware of anything and then suddenly there was a news that said you violated the copyright so actually, the clip that was on YouTube, who was the one who posted it? it was Dede, not Dede who posted it?

no, so it's been a long time, 2000, oh, what year was it? it's been a long time, since 2000 It's been a long time, I haven't used a microphone So when I sang, it was off-air Oh, like the video that people sing on the stage It's been a long time, and the song was sung with Kaweni, if I'm not mistaken Okay, and? It was a crowded place And Dede was singing off-air And the one who had the instrument requested

So I sang, and that was it

But Dede never saw you on YouTube If Dede saw that song Or did you see it before?

I did, I knew But, yeah I don't know if it could be like that But, yeah How to say it I don't know if it's possible, but... Actually, the process was already there. I came home, but he wasn't home.

He didn't come home, he was given a letter of resignation. The one who received it was the one who took care of the house, Mr. Ferry. I asked, who did who is it from? Then when I got home, I was told. I got home, there was a letter of summons. Oh, who is it from?

I said, what summons? Song. Then when I checked, I was given to the label. With my management, I checked, it turned out, oh, this song. I said, I don't think I've ever covered this song. Which one? Which one? I don't know.

Because you must know the song you've sung before.

When? Oh, it's been a long time. I said, let's try to catch it. Catch it, answer it. I mean, what should I do? I already have an IT ticket from the team management

Because, how to do it, let's do it so it won't be long Don't do it like that Dede said, how do you want it, let's sit together

But what's the result now?

The result, Dede is still as a reporter

Oh, it's not over yet?

Not yet

Did you get any results from the performance you did at DPR and MPR? Which one? When you sang, was it your own song?

Oh, the one when I sang Sidang?

Yes, from that performance

I'm still in the process, I'm still struggling And the people who are fighting for this. There are many people who are fighting for this. We are all fighting for this so that the rights of singers and songwriters are given the best.

Without having to do things that are not wanted. But actually, sometimes, your presence in the entertainment world always like to be a target or a monthly target of the community. It's just nice if you have something, you like to feel that,

oh my God, I feel like I'm doing nothing, I feel like I'm doing god, you're doing nothing, you're doing fine, you're just reading the news?

If I say it's normal, it's a lie. I'm also a normal person, sometimes when I'm at the point where I feel like, oh my god, why is it like this? Even though I've never been never had feelings for anyone, I never wanted to break up with anyone. You were just calm.

But I remember, my dreams were to be a famous singer. The consequences were this. I just accepted it, as long as the Dede is still on the right path, in the right direction, that's it. The problem is just solve it, face it.

So, I often hear stories like that. Because Dede is one of the singers or public figures who actually, if you think, you don't know, Dede is a person who is gloomy and uncomfortable. figure young seminar Nya column of kaka yang at Oya they do or any kind sungkan and gainakan susah bergaul juga de ya sangat milikan tapi takut takut salah gitu kan karena mungkin

terbatasan masa lalu benar-benar dari desa ya tapi banyak orang yang beranggapan Dede itu sombong Kaya maksudnya gamau berbau He's arrogant. He doesn't want to show off. He doesn't want to show off. He's hard to please. Do you want to clarify? I know you.

You're a shy person. But when you want to communicate, you're always confused. You're afraid of making mistakes. You're afraid of everything. At the moment of the boutique,

what do you want to say to people who don't know about your character, but with all the conditions, especially now, I have a duty that cannot be ignored, cannot be delayed. I have a husband, I have a child, and with all the limitations, I'm not comfortable, I'm afraid of making mistakes, I'm afraid of starting from scratch. I'm afraid. It's better if I'm just doing my own thing. I don't want to hang out with my friends.

Sometimes, my friends are just gathering. But I'm like, how do I start? But actually, Bilal and I can just go there and play. Yes, we can. He never limits me to hang out, to go anywhere. But it's his own brother who limits me. He limits me because he's afraid.

And he speaks as much as he needs to.

Even though we've known each other for a long time, we can talk a lot. But do you have close friends that you call everyday? Yes, I do. But can you count them with your fingers?

Not really.

A lot?

I mean, friends or... You can count them. I have a lot of friends, but...

You have a lot of friends, but you can only make them your friends, or tell them stories.

There are a few. You can count them. One, two, three, four. So, actually, I don't defend mye, but what I know is that since the competition, Dede tends to be more quiet. even my friends from the same generation so we just met in the studio and we just hung out I went to school, sang, and hung out with my mom

did you go to college?

Yes, I did

Did you graduate?

Yes, I did

Finally, I graduated

Oh my God

What did you study?

Communication Arts Communication Arts Public Relations

So, you were able to use your knowledge

Yes, I was able to use it I was able to learn and I was able to use my knowledge He's very useful, with all his abilities in learning, with all the limitations, he's very useful Even though my husband said, Yes, dear, you're a communication major, but you keep miscommunicating

So often, oh maybe there are bad habits Hahaha, it's a bad habit I like the way you communicate on stage, like when you were performing at the concert, you delivered the words so well I'm used to it, but sometimes I'm like, it's okay, I'm just learning That's why I took the communication side

5 years

Yes

So I studied for 5 years I called the campus I wanted to go to I asked, when are you starting? They said, later, later I was afraid I wouldn't get in I was like, will I get in?

I think I will So I took a get it in my head Can you get it in your head? I think I can

I took a lot of leave I took a lot of leave I took a leave of birth, marriage But, thank God I got a teacher

Who understand

No, she pushed me to do it She said, let's finish it

Okay, if we talk about About your work Now, you Yes, finish it. Okay, if we talk about the work, now you are more comfortable singing Gilar's song than other composers. Why?

Actually, no. Anyone who makes my song is always there, and it's suitable.

And Gilar's known for creating songs

Making songs? I already guessed because she likes to read books From the beginning, she's so good at arranging words

So when she talks, typing on WhatsApp, the words are different?

Different

Romantic? Dilar is my type Different Romantic? You're my sister

He's like If If he makes captions Because he likes to read books He must read books in a day

Okay, so the one who made the song Did you request it to him? Or did he make it?

Did he like the song? No, at first, he requested me to make a song and there were some triggers and moments that made him say, okay, I'll make a song. I made a song.

At first, it wasn't a pop song, it was a dangdut song. And I liked it. I said, okay, I'll do it. Who was, this is for you. Who are you going to give it to?

So you were like,

this is good, right? Yes, I was like, try it. I was always asked to make a demo. I said, I like it when you sing it. I said,

let's make the music. Sometimes, he makes the music and he wants to do it. He's good at making music. He sometimes makes music like this. But he's also... He's actually... I mean, he's okay with making music.

And he's good at music. Of all the songs that Bilar made, which one made you more excited after you made that song?

Di Arshimu and Angin. I've never heard of Angin. Try singing it. How did you make that song? Hmm... In Archimedes' song with the wind.

Wind? I've never heard of it.

Try to sing it, Wind.

The wind, tell him how much I miss him. This is torturing me, really. The peace of my night

Accompanied by loneliness and sadness

Where did you get the inspiration for the song? On the terrace?

On the road

Oh yeah?

On the road, in the car, going to the wedding And then? What? And then suddenly, it started to rain. I thought, I should make a song about longing. I said, try singing it. The wind brought...

I wrote the lyrics. Then, I tried singing it. The wind brought... How much I miss her This is how I miss her I said, that's good.

She said, continue, continue. You recorded it? Yes, I recorded it. I recorded it until it was done.

So, when you make a song, you do it spontaneously?

Yes, I do it spontaneously.

And you sing and it gives you a feeling and gives you a life That's the chemistry That's the chemistry If you're at home and you're sneezing

what are you doing? Imagine you're on the terrace and you're sneezing You're making brownie

Right? Here, De Try to catch the wind. He's making brownie. Oh my god.

Here, Dede. This is your segment. It's called Talk to the Mannequin. So, what do you want to say to the characters in this mannequin?

Because I'm sure you, in your success, the character in this cartoon because I'm sure you can't be successful if you're not accompanied by people who are always in your life

yes

yes okay ready

yes

the first one the first one mama what is mama role model?

I can't describe it in words. My mom rarely shows up, rarely seen, and rarely followed me. I've never been followed. Because my mom said, I'm the only one who can accompany me wherever I go. Just pray for me, and whatever I do, whatever I dream of,

I hope Allah will grant me the wisdom and ease for all my steps.

When you first started your career as a singer, the one who supported you and had a big heart was your mother.

Yes, my mother.

What do you remember when you were still in Cianjur, at home, what did your mother say? Like, your mother's dreams, your mother's prayers, that you can't forget?

Actually, I used to be jealous of my cousin because she was always being bullied by her mom. Because she was a brat? No, because don't think so. Because it's enough. What do you and your father do? Farming, driving a car,

and you're a saleswoman. So, you and your father are raising your child to be independent. Maybe you always say that a woman should be able to take care of herself and do everything she can. One of the things is that she should be able to get married on her own. Because I once said to my mom,

I've never married anyone before, I want to get be a boyfriend. My mom said, I didn't want to be a boyfriend. I just wanted to be able to do my own makeup, do my own hair.

So I didn't have to bother anyone. I didn't have to depend on people. I can make myself beautiful.

And I'm sure that I will be the one who makes you beautiful. Have you ever said something that hurt your heart? And you still haven't said sorry to me?

I think I have said a lot of times, not counting... because I'm actually really close to my dad. So, I rarely talk to my mom. I only talk to her after I'm a bit older.

So, you talk to her more often when you're a mom? When I'm married. What makes you keep more often with your mom? When I got married Why did you start to have a distance with your mom?

Why did I have a distance with her? Because she went to see her dad more often She was more often with her dad She was very close to her dad But with my mom, it was just a little bit And my mom was more like, let's do the dishes,

I was taught to do the dishes, I was taught to wash the plates, my mom was more like that, but actually, we talked a lot, we talked a lot,

mostly after we got married, so I knew, oh, this is what it's like to be a wife, to be a mother. Even though I gave her ease in life, but I also needed a mother.

It's not easy to be a mother. I've become a mother, but I still need a mother.

If you were not close to your mother, you would have regrets. But if you were close to your father and mother, you wouldn't be so far away.

Now, I'm not that far away from her. Now I'm grateful. I didn't make her a bad person. But I didn't change her to my mom or dad. I mean, maybe if I was closer to my mom. Maybe my experience and journey as a mother is not too public. Now it's really public and I feel it's hard to be a mother. Next, what do you want to say to him? Tata Pani is like the face of a person who always falls in love when he sees his mother.

Yes, he is very sweet and not only to his mother, but to everyone. What do you want to be a good daughter, a smart daughter, with all the facilities that my father gave me. I have the privilege,. And later, when I grow up, I have to know that life is a struggle. Life must be full of struggle so that I can appreciate people more, appreciate the process of life. Oh, it turns out that life is not as easy as you think. What is it about your life that you don't want your brother to experience?

I don't think there's a parent who wants their child to have a hard time. I just don't want my to feel bad about it.

Even though he still has to have empathy. Because now kids are all grown up, they don't have to be a child who has little knowledge.

I want to be a good, respectful child.

Is this a person who has a lot of pride in her life?

Yes.

What do you want to say to your life? Yes, of course. What do you want to say to Maa Esa Ima? Maa Ima is like A-A B-B, C-C

Love, love, right? And she's straightforward. If there's something, she'll say it straight away. She won't let anyone else know. She'll say it right away. I'm not the type of person

who communicates intensely with communication with Mae, but she is one of the people who, maybe remotely, but she understands what I feel and experience. I don't hesitate to share my experiences with you. In my career, in my life, in my life. There are many things that I want to teach you.

This is the last one.

What is it? You always say that if... We always talk about that in our life there are so many people who want to know about us,

and there are people who like us, but there are also people who don't like us. That's why I always say that I always try to make you happy, to make you comfortable, by my own way. And I hope you feel comfortable. with my own way. And hopefully, you will be comfortable. And... Maybe...

People out there don't know how kind and how... God-fearing this brother is. Especially for... When he's asked, he always says...

He always says... Every night, he always says... Keep it up, okay?

So you two have time together in the room?

Always, brother. Always there? Always. So our time is always together in the room. Always. We were always together.

Even though there were arguments, why did you hold on? Because you know me better than other people.

Yes, we both know what we've been through. And what we've been through is what we've been through.

What would happen if you live without your brother?

Maybe half of it will be lost. Because he can be as strong as he is, this is always with him. He can be at this point, he always supports anything. And he's always there for me.

She's always there for me. No matter what, she's always there for me. She's not my wife. Have you ever been in the lowest point? Have you ever been considered trash?

Have you ever been looked down upon? We were treated like trash, we were never valued.

What are you? But that's what made us...

Stronger.

Yes. The love, the love, it's all what we feel. The rest, it's up to others. But the one who always has a big heart, I don't care what they do. What matters is that they are always generous

and always support their family.

That's Kabilar. Sometimes, customers out there are more busy than two people who really live their lives. I pray

that God will give you the confidence to be pregnant again, God willing. May the baby be healthy, and God willing, I will go to Egypt border of Egypt and Palestine. So, God willing, may Allah make it easier. And before that, thank you to the customer Manja. So, yesterday, you made a collection. So, the one who bought the collection, we will donate the profit to Palestine.

And Alhamdulillah, the response and reaction is also very extraordinary. And yesterday we managed to raise 2 billion rupiahs. And the 2 billion rupiahs, InshaAllah, we will buy and share in the form of donations that will be targeted. More or less like that. Thank you so much, Rede.

You're welcome, brother.

Thank you for taking the time to come.

With a happy heart.

We're so happy.

We're so happy. We know you're crying.

We know you're crying. We'll collect all of it. Don't forget to buy this.

Buy this.

This is because the owner's one is for the one who has it, her life is on Monday to Thursday

Oh really?

I'm fasting Thank you for watching Boutique Haji Igun until today I hope you like my conversation with Lesty See you in the next episode See you in the next episode Wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh