TASYA FARASYA: "RUMAH BARU JADI, RUMAH TANGGA HANCUR" | BUTIK HAJI IGUN

This is one of the proof that Tasha Farasha is under a lot of stress.

That's a lot of stress.

Now, you're in a relationship status. But I think this is the first time I've seen someone who's in a relationship, as happy as you are.

Maybe I'm smart at covering up. Why do you have to be like that? You just sit there and do nothing. What are you doing? Now, my house is ready, You should have stayed quiet. Why did you do that? Now, my house is ready. But I don't have a house.

Pam. Yes, sis? I want to ask you. If a woman who had a husband... and she lost her husband... do you think she will be more beautiful or ugly? She should be glowing.

To show that it's his loss. But what if you were left...

No, no, no. I left everything. I left everything, I. I left it all.

I left it all. I demand 0 rupiah. Oh, no. Of course, you demand it. If she wants to pay the loss, what will she use? Today, my guest is quite luxurious. She's one of my besties. I know her since she's a smoker.

Really?

Since she was a kid. Let's welcome Tasha Farasha! You know what? When my team said, Kaigun, I feel like I'm dreaming.

Oh my God, you're so much.

Because Tasha Farasha is so busy. From the first episode, she did a lot of things. You're our wishlist. From you're still married, until now, you're single. How From you're still married To now you're single How are you, my love?

I'm fine, my love

Oh my god, so my customer I really remember, I don't know if Tasha remembers or not The first time I met Tasha

At a fashion show

At Kuningan Yes

What's the name?

Fashion show, I don't remember the name

No, it's not like the name I was there once There was her mom

And her

How old were you?

I was 19 You just started doing content

I was 21

She was so cute I said, your makeup is so pretty She said, yes, I like it I remember When I first met Katasya Her makeup is so pretty. I like it. I remember when I met Tasha for the first time. I was hosting a makeup contest. Why is a guy hosting a makeup contest?

I was there. There was a jury.

I saw them and said,

who is that? She looks like Cleopatra. Tasha Farasha was there. I saw her right away. She's really beautiful. Tasha, if you go out, you have to wear this makeup?

No, it depends on where I go.

If you go to school? So, what's the most important thing?

Lip tint.

If I don't wear lipstick,, I'll look pale. Really?

I'm so pale.

Yes.

80% of 48. Every day?

Yes, every day. My lips are pale.

So, what's the must-have item in Tasha Farasha's bag?

Nothing.

So, the most important thing is that you're wearing lipstick.

The important thing is the lipstick.

It's a bit fresh. Because if the lipstick isn't dry yet, I'll do this. Then I'll tap it.

Because I always imagine that Tasha Farasha always wears makeup.

Because every day, I work. I review makeup. So, whether I want it or I have to wear makeup every day. And I have to wear makeup for the event. Because the event is a makeup event.

I think my customers also see that... ...it's so comfortable to be a Tasha Farasha. But if we start from the old times... ...what was your imagination before you became Tasya Farasha?

I remember I was a little girl. I was a little girl, a little Arab girl. I was a little girl, a makeup artist, I was paid Rp250.000 to go around the city. My mom was angry at me.

Why did you still work? You had money, right?

I didn't want to I wanted to earn my own money So, I was told Alhamdulillah, there's always a help from Allah

But, I think, there's always a hard work There's a struggle I was a hijab model in the hijab era after the neck down

in 2010 can I mention the brands? Miranda Sanan Dian Pelangir Anggrani

Miss Marina

I was a model was all of them

Condita Boli

Especially the faces of Arabian girls, it's still rare Yes, it's still rare, so I was a model, I was also a trainee to be an instructor Because I was a gym student Oh my god, your body was like Ag agnesmo Yes, I was an insect What do you want to do with your life?

Yes, I was like I was studying for a semester and I was doing my homework My friends in other majors After they finish their homework, they go to work But we went to the dentist

We didn't get any money So we spent it So you were working as Tasha Farasha I was a co-ass, but I didn't get any money I had to spend money on other things

So you were a co-ass after you made your mom happy This is my mom

I was a co-ass, and I was a virgin When I was a co-ass, I was married I saw her makeup, and I thought she was so pretty I wanted to learn from her makeup She was so pretty I wanted to learn from her So you started learning from Bennu? Yes, I learned from Bennu

I remember I learned for 6 hours I learned for 4 hours

Because you could do it?

Yes, I could do it I had 2 hours left We talked I thought I can do it. And then I have 2 hours left to talk to them. I think it's really... It's a passion. It's a passion.

So, how many people did you have in your team?

I used to edit by myself. I set up everything by myself. I did all the lighting by myself. From 2017 until 2019.

I did everything by myself. So, the customers don't have to struggle. You don't have to do everything by yourself. You don't have to be a privileged person. Even though your mom is a socialite, it doesn't affect your career, right?

It doesn't affect my career, but I... There are many people who say, she's good, she's from a rich family. I can't say...

Praise God.

Praise God. But for my personal career, I feel like... I experienced the struggle when I was alone. I went through it alone and no one believed what I did. There were moments like that.

But, Tasha, since you were a kid, your mom was a wonder woman at home.

Yes, that's right.

One of the reasons you wanted to have money, you wanted to be independent, because one of the reasons was your mom's lateral model.

I think that's where the inspiration came from. I think that's where it came from My mom is not tired of it My mom is married She has 4 kids All of them are girls

No male characters at all Living in a house that big

A purple house

A green house, pink house

Colorful But you're honest From your heart What does it feel like to be in a purple house? I went to your mom's house It's like a little bit of a swing

Same

Sorry, mom The house, the house, everything is purple

The chair is purple, everything is purple

Everything is purple There's the theme of green the chairs are purple, everything is purple Everything is purple, there are green themes All are one tone But there is something inside, like the orange side And the green side My mom never uses interior architect

All her own?

All her own, she draws it herself

She works with her own artisan Interior. All of it? All of it. I drew it myself. I worked with a craftsman. Where are your houses? The ones with clothes, are they all in a museum?

Yes, that's the green house.

That's the green house.

That's the green house.

That's it, it's in a museum.

Oh my God. But let's go back.

Is it true that when you were little, you didn't know that your dad was gone?

Yes, it was true. So my mom never told me that my dad passed away. So you only knew that your dad passed away when you were... When I was 6 or 5 years old. Because a lot of mothers would say, Maybe 6 or 5 years old. Because many mothers like to see their children. Poor thing.

Poor thing.

Just like an Arab mother. That's my father.

So, Tasha, you don't remember how it feels to be close to your father?

If you say I don't remember, I do. I remember the day he died.

But when he died, where did you remember him?

I was still a kid, so I only remember that one day. I remember there was a cloth covered with batik. And the whole atmosphere was like a funeral, crying. And everyone was pit pitied me. At that time I was 4 years old. But I didn't understand that it was the moment when Abah died.

So all the children didn't know? So me and Tashi were one Abah. My brother and my other brother were also one Abah.

Oh, so after their era, they went to Abah So it's quite a struggle too So, do you know that Abah is gone because of your mother's support in the foundation where you are reading Then you finally got a gift from your mom You said, mom, I got this You immediately said, thank you But for me,

I remember the first time I realized I was an orphan

Because a lot of moms

They said, oh, she's so cute

She looks like her father

This is the most similar child to her father This is the most similar child to her father This is the most similar child to her father This is the most similar child to her father I'm an orphan because my mom and dad are so cute and adorable. This is the most similar kid to my dad.

So you have many siblings? Yes, many of them are mothers. Tasha, if you look at your mom, she's been like this since the war.

She's been crazy.

She's been like this since the war.

She's been like this since the war. Is this one of your inspiration?

Yes.

Yes, it is. Yes, it is.

Look.

Why don't you learn from her?

Now, her makeup is like that.

Back then, her makeup was like that. She used her hands. I felt like...

The important thing is...

So, you have your own style. You can't mix it up. So, you have your own style? Yes, I can't mix it up. I'll tell you a story. One day, Tasha called me and said,

I want to get married. But, your mom can't come. Because of the wedding. She came with the wedding dress. She said, no, you go out, don't come in I remember that in the Darmawangsa hotel

You went out and there was nothing I was afraid he would wear yellow flowers I was afraid he would wear something, right?

It was a shock I was really installed by Kaigun So it still happens as we want

Not disturbed by the mother nature.

The additional accessories.

What did you say to her?

No, it was Ka Igun who said it. I'll tell you. Ka Igun was on standby from 5 AM or 6 AM.

From the makeup. I was afraid that her mom would go to her room.

Until the event.

I had the event twice. After the wedding, after was a reception for the bride and Mr. Igun was still waiting for me

I didn't have any business with him before because I think it's just a normal party but today, I asked him to separate the floor I was afraid that he would come and bring something and put this on his son's head.

No!

But I'm like, wow, Mr. Igun is a designer. Imagine, a designer who always waits for his client from 6 AM to 5 PM. After the event, he will come back.

And the designer is a star. Super mega star. No, not yet. Not yet. I'm still working on the shimmer. No, because the customer

at that time, the clothes I made were yellow. Can you imagine, the clothes for the high heels? High heels? The high heels, yellow, that's really tricky. Like, looking for the yellow. Which yellow is cool, which yellow is cool, right?

How is it? What are the details? But that year, your wedding was really gong.

Gong.

Right? So when you got married, was it all male models?

No, of course not. Oh, from the beginning you were virgin since you were a kid? But it's a tradition. So, I don't know if it's just an Arab tradition, or there's one in Indonesia too, but in a marriage, the tradition is for the woman to be the one to... The one who's the boss. The event is for the woman. The men will be the bride to be the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who's the one who, the one who got a girlfriend And got a ring

I didn't have any clothes I went straight to Kaigun You wore Balinese clothes? Yes, fortunately my body was still a model You weren't even a kid yet All the clothes were suitable, I just had to choose

And I finally got the clothes

I was like, she's the one who's getting married Why am I so tired? It's like I'm not done yet Right? Tasha Farasha I'm like, I'm tired. It's not over yet.

Tasha Farasha, you're now married.

But I think this is the first time I've seen someone get married and be as happy as you are. Now you're much happier than when you had a boyfriend.

Maybe I'm good at covering up. Maybe I'm a smart person who can cover up. Maybe I'm a smart person who can cover up. But actually, I have mental breakdown. I have mental breakdown shock therapy.

We have a collaboration with this coffee shop. This is one of the proof that Tasha Farasha is under a lot of stress.

I'm under a lot of stress. I have insomnia, I can, I'll have to book the bottom of the shower. I'm a mistress It was a separate I was a spirit. I'll install me a mendata. I'm a city doer some Sully Then I have a cool moment. I'm gonna repeat it or any similar me

Oh, did he need some time? I'm a music up No, I'm a little bit of a pop know. Women have a strong intuition. My intuition is not good. Why us? What should we do? What do you mean?

So what did you do with the therapy?

This is not a therapy. This is just a test. I was tested for the waves in my brain. So, the waves I needed to sleep were almost gone. While the waves of thinking were too many. So, my brain couldn't shut down.

I couldn't stop thinking. And you were tired? I was so tired. I couldn't sleep.

So, you're like a night owl? You're on the go from the mall to 3 AM?

I'm not the type of person who hangs out outside So I just play with my phone in my room My brain is spinning Suddenly I get inspiration I chat with my work group

The one who's mad is probably your group

Yeah, probably

What's the point of is this at 3 AM?

You said that you have a strong feeling. Why did you link it to the idea of not being able to sleep? What do you feel?

I have a bad feeling. There's something... Something big will come. Something big will come. There's something big that will come. There's something that's hidden. That's what I felt.

You're very humble. I thought, maybe it's just overthinking.

Does Tasha Farasha cry a lot?

She does. So you talk to Allah? I do.

So you like to argue with Him?

I do. I cry to Allah, but I don't use... I talk to Allah in a poetic way.

Like this.

How?

Oh Allah, my God, the most gracious and most merciful. I know that you love me. And I won't ask you for anything. Because I know that what you give me is better than what I ask for. So, I was like... I was like, this is what Jesus Christ is like!

Do you feel that your destiny is a...

Salvation.

Salvation and this is the best path that God has given you.

Of course.

Of course. I'm sure.

100%.

But when you see your child, do you feel like, is it the right path that I took?

I've considered it a few times, I also consulted with a psychologist. And the conclusion is that a marital home will never stop. Even if the parents are separated, the marital home will always be there. The father and mother will always be there. The communication will always be smooth.

What's important is that in a marital home, my two children will never lose their father and mother, even though they are divorced. My one daughter is a 3 year old boy, and she still doesn't understand. My daughter has a very high empathy. She feels a little bit shy to ask me questions. She asks, why is your father not sleeping next to you anymore? I felt a little bit embarrassed to ask. I said,

Mom, why is Baba sleeping next to you?

He asked.

He asked. At first, I was still confused. I answered, Yes, because you're older. So, you're the one who's older. Actually, I prepared a short answer to explain.

After that, I thought he was done. Oh, okay. Suddenly, 15 minutes later, he asked again. But, Mom, you and Dad used to work in the same office. Now, the offices are different. So, in 15 minutes, he was still...

He was still thinking, waiting for the right answer.

Waiting for the right answer, but still wondering. So, I was advised to communicate... if Mom and Dad were... Separated. I was waiting for the right answer, but I was still wondering. I was advised to communicate with her. If mom and dad are separated, but our love for each other hasn't changed.

But she understands, right? If she's picked up by her dad on the weekend, or if she has time to ask her dad,

she understands.

But she asks, why doesn't mom want to come?

No, she doesn't ask. He knows.

He can take care of your feelings.

He takes care of my feelings. That's what makes me sad. Because he's like, Ayang, Mariam. Mariam has a big empath. She has a very high empathy. So sometimes,

Mariam sleeps with my mom. Because my mom is alone. So she can have a friend. Mariam likes to... She's called Bekum, right? Bekum is from Assalamualaikum.

Assalamualaikum in Bahasa. Bekum, Bekum. So she's called Bekum. That's funny. Bekum, I'm going to go now. Bekum, don't be sad, you'll come back. I felt like he was carrying the burden of empathy,

that I couldn't let go. Now I'm in the process of making him more open, more free. He doesn't have to feel burdened by all of this.

Because it's all about his mom. We can't deny that, even though the kids don't have social media access, their perception is different from our childhood. They are more critical, they want to know what they feel. They are like, what is this feeling? There are some things like that.

Yes, there are. I have consulted with a psychologist. Thank God, my children are both doing well. But for Mariam, she's in elementary school, so we have to communicate a lot. We're separated, but it's okay. Mom and Dad are doing well. Even though we're separated and not together anymore.

But you never show your anger in the horror in front of them? No, never. So you're always nice to the kids? Yes, even when he came to his dad's house on the weekend, he didn't dare to say his dad's name. He held back his feelings.

He was afraid that he would... I was like, who was he playing with? I was like, who was Ayang playing with? Everyone was calling him, except for Baba. I was like, where is Baba? I kept asking him.

He was like, oh, Mama, Ayang was playing with Baba. So I was able to be brave.

You were hoping that your son would tell you what was going on.

I was like, why did he have to hold his feelings I hope you can tell your kids the truth. You want to let them know, right? Of course. Why do I have to hold back my feelings to not tell them about his dad?

Well, I'm your follower, right? I see you on TikTok, Instagram. I see you don't post as often. Is it because you were... You were... You were... because you were so into it, you wrote it on Thread. How was that, De?

I admit that I said the wrong words. I was wrong in choosing the words to say as a Sasyafarasha. So I started Thread because word to describe myself as a Tasya Farasha. I started playing Tread because it was a new app.

Tread is a new app on Instagram. We sometimes link to Tread.

I was active on Tread 2-3 years ago. I never opened it again. Since I got married, I started playing Tread again. People find it funny. So I went back to playing the thread. And in the thread, people were like... They were like, funny, like, looking for Tasha Farasha, like this. And there were a lot of quotes, no, not quotes, but people who were threading, like, Hey, there's no celebrity here.

No one is considered an artist. Everyone is just a normal human being.

So you feel like you're just a normal human being.

And it's like, oh my God, this app is so fun. And because of what happened yesterday, I learned that I can't be naive anymore. Like, my words have an impact.

So now I'm back to being careful, mode on. So do you feel like whatever you want to post, whatever you want to write, you have to be q first by the team?

Not by the team, but by my brain.

So, you have to be like, is this worth posting or not? Is this useful or not? Is this useful to post or not? If it's not useful, I'd better stay quiet. Because I remember, I had an event using cosmetics, right? So, I had an event using I had a cosmetic event and I asked Tasha to try it Tasha tried the product for a few days, maybe a few weeks

After that, she wanted to review it That's what you do, right? You have to try it first If it works on your face, or maybe it doesn't work on your face, you will want to promote it. That's how you are from the beginning. But if you want to buy any skincare or cosmetics

if it doesn't work on your face.

It doesn't work on you.

Yeah, if it doesn't work, it doesn't work.

You use the cheap ones.

The cheap ones, if it works, it works.

If it doesn't work, it works. So you're saying that...

But I at least have a responsibility where I've tried it and it works for me. That's what works for me. That's the least I can do to help people who watch my videos. At least I've tried it. And I'm responsible. I've tried the lipstick I'm wearing now.

It's okay for me. I hope many people who feel that my community has been following me because it's suitable, then it's okay. But will it be suitable for everyone? Of course not. And will I not do endorsement?

Of course I will do endorsement in a transparent way. Transparent and choose too.

And choose too.

A few times ago, I saw you...

Like a...

You were... You were... You were... You were so fat when you were in Dubai. And you wore a little-sized clothes. Like a fast-breaking clothes.

I'm so stressed.

You were on a ride yesterday. I'm so stressed because of the divorce.

I rode 12 km.

I swear.

You rode 12 km? 12 km in 3 hours. Without you realizing it? Ryan, I'm like do a blast kill. Oh, so I'm pahita. Luna. Do a lot kilo

kilo Dalamo to and follow sadari

time Mahala Cookies yeah, yeah God, I'm a seat. Oh, give it to Tim look at you. Yeah, give my name

I'll be I'll be sure and then I'm gonna make a lucky lucky and bust out with some 14 year old man and he ate cookies

So what you ate were cookies?

Cookies, chocolate, everything sweet Brownies, everything I ate everything

No wonder your son also weighs 30 kilos

Yes

So you ate his leftover

But now he's thin

He's back, thank God He's even thinner than before I got divorced.

So, is this a diet? Or is it because of the problem with your body?

No, actually, I know that I gained 13 kg when I was pregnant. I cried in front of my dad. Because I had a body dysmorphia problem. I felt like my body is never right. Like every time I look in the mirror, there's something wrong with my body. So I gained 13 kg.

Maybe for other people, it's like, yeah, you're fat, you gain 13 kg. 13 kg is just fat. But for me, gaining 13 kg is another disaster. So it's like I'm already divorced. Gaining 13 kg. It was the same as the big problem.

Because I have body dysmorphia.

She was fat since she was a kid. She tried to find a way to look ideal.

I was fat since I was a kid. She was a kid. So, diet is my life. I'm done with my umrah. I'll do it again at night. Especially for the prayer. So, I'll be thin. Of course.

What's the prayer for being thin? I'll pray.

Oh, God.

Please, lower my weight.

I'm so sad. I'll do it again to lose my body weight. You can lose weight too, after this course. No, actually, I'm not going to lose weight, but I'm going to use my confidence.

That's right.

Because I'm also... I'm really heavy. And when I checked, my reports were bad. My cholesterol and everything was bad. So, now I'm really on a stop-car So now I'm on a diet that's really good for my body

I'm on a diet that's good for my body

I'm on a diet that's good for my body I'm on a diet that's good for my body I'm on a diet that's good for my body Hold on, Tasya Farasha. For the customers, I have some information to share with you. For the customers, even though it's Eid, I still want to remind you how important it is to have food around you.

Especially if you're not in the Maca Crunchy Caramel! Here, hold this. Even though we're on holiday, sometimes we have a lot of time, or we're on the way home from work, or we're going to work,

it's important to be on the move. Because Dilan Crunchy Caramel is a healthy and easy breakfast That can be a great solution for all of us And you have to remember that this is one of the Dilan Matcha Series Let's go! How is it, Pam? Is it good? This is so good, Dilan Macak Ranchi Caramel.

This is the best!

Of course, Pam. Customers, this Dilan Macak Ranchi Caramel has an amazing sensation. Just imagine, this Dilan Maca Crunchy Caramel is complete with the flavor of vanilla, caramel, and matcha So it's one! So it's so good, you'll miss it!

Not only the taste is good, this Dilan Maca Crunchy Caramel is also perfect to be our breakfast buddy or to accompany you guys who want to snack on the road Just be a customer Don't forget to put it in your bag, car, motorcycle

Or stock anywhere that has a lot of it So if you want to, just take it Dilan Maca Crunchy Caramel Enaknya bikin rindu Nice So that's the information.

You can try it later.

Okay.

There's more information we want to share.

Okay.

There's a segment called, Alhamdulillah Astaghfirullah. Yes. I'll give you some photos. You can look at them and tell us when it was. You can say,

Alhamdulillah or Astaghfirullah

How much do you weigh?

I don't know how much I weigh But since I was a kid, I was fat

But your body shape was like this before

Men are weird What size?

Warm

193 cm

183 cm 193 cm 183 193 So if you stand up, you should be like her

Like this

Oh my god

I'm a fan of 80's club I was cosplaying

Wearing yellow shoes

Mama's shoes Mama's lipstick In Mama's room So Tasha everything was in Mama's room.

So, Tasha Farasha's hair was originally curly?

No, it wasn't curly. Curly? Curly like Maria Bellen, it was deliberately trimmed to look like an 80's.

So, even after the surgery, it's still curly?

Still curly.

You're still braiding your hair?

Yes, I do my hairdo every day.

Oh, it's a struggle and a prayer. Don't pray, okay? If you remember this, Astaghfirullahalhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah, because I'm so happy. I really like Club 80s.

What's Club 80s?

I know, I know.

You like it, right? I hope it won't come back to this shape. There's more. This is what you're looking for.

What's this?

What's this on your right? This is like the agnism era when you have to stick your body out Do you have to inject steroids? No, not at all I'm so proud of it

All the instructors and PT

I'm so proud of it

It's hard to do it without steroids How long have you been working out?

Not months, years

Oh, years Years How long have you been doing this? How many months have you been working out? Not months, but years. Oh, years.

Years. You're like the American soldiers.

NYPD.

I didn't use any equipment when I was doing squats. I used my friend's equipment.

You can't do it now?

No.

Alhamdulillah or Astaghfirullah?

Alhamdulillah. I really want to do it again.

Okay.

What is this, Tasya?

I swear, Mom. Mom is really bad.

You're like a drug SPG, aren't you?

Oh my God.

She's being forced to marry Mom.

She's being forced to marry Mom. Mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama, mama I was so hyped I cried I was in a bad mood because I didn't pray asar prayer

Oh my god, you were praying asar prayer but you were in a bad mood No, because of this photo

I was in a bad mood

That's why your face was like this

I didn't pray asar prayer I didn't want to I didn't want to take a photo I was smiling I didn't want to pray asar. And then?

And then I got a cut.

I had a bad mood.

I was the one who had the worst mood.

Until today?

Not today.

Alhamdulillah.

Okay, I want to try this. What's the relationship between divorce and changing your pajamas?

It's just a coincidence. We're going to Victoria's Secret. It's so funny.

Where are you going to show off? To whom?

To Netizen.

18 million views. But honestly, after the divorce, did you change your room? I didn't change my room, I was building a new house and thank God, the cleaning process was done You built a house for 15 years?

Yes, 200 years You didn't finish building the house?

I didn't finish it, it was a mess Now, thank God, it's done I was so upset. I was pregnant. I was thinking, this is really my first time in a relationship. What is it? What is the stress relief? I thought, I should buy a new shirt.

So I can have a new memory when I sleep. I heard that when you got divorced, you bought this bag on purpose? I didn't mean to get divorced. I heard that you bought this bag when you were doing the wedding ceremony?

I didn't do it on purpose, but...

I bought this bag for the ceremony.

You must have prepared for it. You must have been like, I'm going to do the ceremony tomorrow. I have to look beautiful.

I was like, should I use brown eyeshadow? So that I look sad. When I got to the court, I was so nervous.

I was so nervous.

That was the worst day that you ever had.

I was on trial in the morning. And it was my anniversary brand night. After that, I went to Dubai to meet Huda Beauty In one day

But your brain is already at Huda Beauty, right?

Huda's brain, please entertain me Like that I don't know But I didn't buy it on purpose for the contest Because it's 2 weeks It's 2 weeks

Because people have been waiting for 2 weeks Want to get married I'm sure I want to pay

I don't I'm just you're going to be a father No, I'm not. I'm just going to be a bit of a dork

But you're happy with your look today? I bought a grey dress You wanted to be a bit of a dork

It's like a dress for a drag queen

And then?

And then at night I thought You're going to be training at the concert I can't sleep at night I got married 7 days 7 nights 7 years of dating

7 hours of fighting 7, 7, 7 I got married wearing yellow We started with yellow and we ended with yellow

Oh, concept

7, 7, 7, yellow I decided to wear yellow Oh, concept Yellow

Yellow

I decided to wear yellow Not grey

But If there's a guy Who wants to marry you

Would you do it?

What's the criteria? You have to find a good guy If you find a good a criteria, what would it be? You have to find a good person. If you get a good but poor man. Or? A good but poor man. Or rich but a singer.

How about the singer? Singers are ambiguous.

Okay, good but poor. Good but poor. Or rich but a judge.

What kind of judge?

You don't have to go anywhere. Just stay at home. Like in Bulgaria? or rich but judicial how do you mean judicial? like, you don't have to go anywhere, just stay at home

like, this is Bulgaria

yeah, you better do that you better go to a gold mine what? can you imagine if you meet a rich person for example, you are like a Renobarak Renobarak?

for example, hey Shahrini, come to your room don't sing and you say, don't put on make up! Just use abaya! How about you? Are you ready to leave Tasha Parasha?

I feel like I'm a workaholic again.

You're still young.

I'm used to doing activities.

But it's cool. In Dubai, there's a girl who has a cosmetic She's rich, and she got a rich man And she has a cosmetic too When she makes a video in a private jet Not a hoodie

I want to be like Georgina Rodriguez

That's a fantasy Before we talk say fantasy, answer my question first Standby Face of a 100kg body but flawless face

Face of a 100kg body I can't do it I'm so weak I cried Why did you try me? I don't like all of this. I was cheated by a bodybuilder.

I lost my balance, my boobs were up.

I can't do it.

She can't do it. So, you want to get a treatment for acne? Yes. But, have you ever had a breakout? Very often. Because of your frequent assault? No, sir. Is it because of your frequent?

No, because I try a lot of products.

Behind the scene, there are a lot of products that we try.

Before there was Docty, it was you, right?

But, no, it's different.

Different way, okay. Okay, be patient.

Are you bullied by netizens every day or left by all your close friends? Both have happened, sir. Do you get bullied by netizens everyday or you're left alone? Both of them happened I get bullied by netizens everyday I'm not left alone I've been friends with them for 17 years So we're like each other

It's not like a happy birthday We have to surprise each other For birthday, we're like HBD Let's eat together If you have to surprise them. Birthday is like a holiday. Let's eat. If you want to meet, let's go.

There's no drama.

There's no drama.

But do you read the comments? Or is it the team that reads the comments?

Actually, when I'm being wise, I don't read the comments. But there are moments where I want to... break my heart. Intrusive thoughts to read the comments. And I got heartbroken, angry, and emotional.

I kept training myself to not do it. It's best to just keep quiet about hate comments.

Do you believe that sometimes the person who hate comments are not real humans?

Yes, actually.

It could be a robot, or a computer, or someone who doesn't like you from the beginning. You can be as beautiful as you want, or as top as you want.

But if people see you as a f***, you won't be a flower. Yes, and I've received advice that was really true. Prophet Muhammad didn't never forgets the slander He's like, who am I? I feel relieved I'm like, I'll just hate comment, hate comment

InsyaAllah to remove the sin

And maybe this time, hate comment Istighfar, ask forgiveness from Allah Because humans are in the wrong place But don't repeat it

Don't repeat it

And I was like

Okay, be patient Everything will pass

Okay, one more Marry again in a hurry But you get a zong or be a married woman for the rest of your life?

I want to be a married woman for the rest of my life Like Buala Buala, married for 30 years

But there's an inspiration from my mom 30 years old, he's... Inspired by his mom Does he have flowers? No, not at all I don't want to Do you have flowers now?

No, I don't. You should find one

You should find one for yourself Why do you have to find one for yourself? Right? Besides divorce, what I regret the most in life is

besides divorce Do I regret the most in life is...

Besides divorce.

Do I regret it? I don't know. I'm just asking. Besides divorce, the thing I regret the most in life is... So, you don't regret it. I'm happy today. What do you regret the most?

I regret... I think I've accepted my fate What happened now is my best fate

So you're sincere I will be happy again if one day there's a man who can

A man who can love me

Be patient, ma'am

Oh my God.

A man who can love me in every way. You love me. I'm tired of chasing you.

Wealth or property?

Property.

I'm tired of working. Okay. This is a serious one. Focus. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA First, I want to apologize to Allah SWT. If I can, I want to apologize to Allah SWT. Second, to my parents. Third, to my family.

Fourth, to the netizens.

You still want to apologize to the netizens?

Of course. Because I work in social media. And I... I can't be criticized. I want to get the blessings from them.

So, if I say something wrong... You've been in trouble before.

You never knew, right? We never knew. There were people who blamed us. It's an very important thing. So I apologize to the netizens. And to my closest people, my team,

who always support me. Maybe they're tired of seeing me every day. My team, my friends. There are a lot of hate comments.

If you look at your kids now, if you see them at home, do you sometimes feel sad?

Yes.

Like,

why do you have to be like that? You just sit there and do nothing. What are you doing? Now my house is done, but I don't have a house. Do you understand?

So, the house you've been dreaming of is your dream house, but when you get home, you're alone there.

Yes, with my kids.

Does Tasya Farasha

like feeling lonely?

Feeling lonely... Do you feel lonely? I do feel lonely. I do feel lonely.

What do you do when you're lonely?

I play with my phone. I get tired of playing with my phone, so I go out. I go back to overthinking.

When we see other people, they think their grass is really green. But actually, the green grass that we have, they don't know that there are ants, there are 1000-legged ants, there are quails,

there are what not.

Now, what we showing now is beautiful.

So you don't want people to know your real condition?

There was a moment I wanted to be myself.

There were moments that I didn't feel like I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like, right? So, we shouldn't give them a chance to fry, right? Because what happens at home, no one knows, right? Okay?

This one first.

What should I say about him?

What's his name? Tasha Farasha Kecil? Ca.

Ca?

Yes, Ca.

What do you remember about him when you were little?

He was happy. He was like, Come on, trust yourself. It's okay, you're cute.

Oh, so you used to be shy?

Yeah, because I was different at home.

Different?

The others were this short, straight hair.

Your sister was the same, right?

No, she was way different. I was a bit of a bouncer, I was a bit of a crybaby. I was different. It's okay to be different.

If you were to be born again, would you still be him?

Yes, I would.

Because he's amazing. He's survived all this time. If he didn't go through all this, he wouldn't be on this podcast.

I've never experienced what you've experienced. But usually, especially for a girl, her first love is her father.

Yes.

How did Tasha Farasha get that figure?

From her mother. I admit that my mother is a figure that can cover up the lack of father figure in me. So, the firmness of a father, even though it's not perfect, but the firmness of a father, the softness of a mother, and how to pamper her like a mother.

So, you pamper her, but you don't really pamper her.

Yes, I pamper her, but I'm firm.

You prepare her, but there's a limit.

There's a limit, there's discipline, there's a hard work.

What did you graduate from?

I graduated from high school.

I mean, high school. From elementary school to high school, high school, college. What was the most embarrassing moment for you?

The most embarrassing moment was when I was in college.

You were already a star. Yes, I was already a star. I felt like I had a lot of experiences in my life, from when I was little. From just having a heavy body, eating disorders, I never even went on a diet for a year, just because I was on a diet. My hair was half bald, and I only weighed 46 kilograms. This was because you wanted to lose weight?

Because I was on a diet for 3 months And then I was bullied

I've been through all of that

So if you get hate comments now, you should calm down You were more difficult in the past than now

Yeah, I was bullied directly

Right in front of your face Yes

I was beaten up You were beaten up by a dog?

Because you were round?

Because my hair was curly

I was beaten up

That's the old days This is the last one

My little ones

What do you want to say to them?

I hope I can make them happy. And I can be someone who can fulfill their needs. I don't want their hearts to be empty. And... I hope they have a better future than me. All parents want their children to be better than their parents.

Does your dad look like his mom?

Yes, he does. I saw his modeling. He took a lot of photos.

Oh, really?

Does he know what brand his mom uses?

He knows what brand she uses. He knows lipstick. It's been a long time since he've known him since he was a kid.

So you've been dating for a long time?

Yeah, I wanted to make a video.

But you were still a kid, you didn't want to over expose your kids. I didn't want to be taught how to make videos. You also rarely posted anything, you want to hide your personal life, right?

Yes, and Issa is a very strong kid. When I was pregnant, I was in Indonesia. I was 8 months pregnant, and I was in Indonesia. I was trying to get out of the house, I was using gas and oxygen everywhere. Because I was pregnant, I was already big.

But it turns out, thank God, he's a really cheerful, funny kid. It makes everyone laugh, if not him. I think he's like...

He's like a kid.

He's very huggable.

He's very huggable and funny. Soft-spoken. I didn't expect, thank thought that when I was pregnant, I was given medication and all that. My baby was born happy, cute and healthy. That's a blessing from God.

Let's give a round of applause for Tasha Farasha. What will you do in the near future, what kind of breakthrough will you have? From MOP or maybe from your life, what kind of breakthrough will we have to wait for from Tasya Farasha? Actually, I want to have no breakthrough first. Okay, you're tired? Because I'm always talking, but I'm actually building a padel court.

Oh, where?

Near my house.

Don't forget to use your license, you'll be robbed later. Oh, I already have the license padel field Oh, where? Near my house Don't forget to use your permit, or you'll be arrested Oh, I already have my permit

You have it, right?

Where is it? Your house is so small No, it's outside, on Jalan Raya Oh, Jalan Raya So, there's also a new house there A new house too Can we go to that new house?

You have to

You have to I heard you're a rich girl, you're always out of money That's because I used to be a contractor Now I'm different So she's building a house, and it's next to her mother's house So when I pass by her house, I always tell her Hey, why is your house not finished yet? I always tell her

Hey, you don't have money, your house is not finished yet But it's finally over, right?

Yes, after getting divorced, it's been three months, my office is finished, my house is finished, everything is finished.

So this is really a dream house for a Tasya Farasha?

Yes, it's a dream house.

God willing, Alhamdulillah. That means, Alhamdulillah, Tasya, nothing can be regretted in life. Everything should be learned. Right? Everything should be learned. Learn to choose your friends, choose your partner. Don't trust the shape, don't trust people. Feel it for yourself.

So now your intuition should be... ...sharper. More trusted. So, we should have feelings in life. Your vision must be more... more confident more believable So, in life we must have feelings but we must also have logic

Is that right?

I thought I would laugh but my eyes are still

blinking

with the questions

I'm not making you cry today because I want you to be happy.

But if I get scolded again, I'll cry.

So, keep the tears in your eyes. You better watch the movie Dilan 1997 ITB. It's on your favorite cinema starting on 30 April. So, watch it. The main actor is Aril. You have to see how exciting the movie is.

Dilan 1997 ITB. In this movie, you will be divided into two teams. Team Milia or Team Ancika. Which one do you prefer? Team Milia or Team Ancika. If you're alone, Team Milia or Team Ancika. I'll choose Team Ariel. Ariel forever.

Thank you, Tasya Farasha. Greetings to all of you. All the best. Thank you so much, customers. Thank you for... I want to say thank you.

Thank you for Dilan Macha Crunchy Caramel. Thank you for... I want to say thank you Dylan Maca Crunchy Caramel

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