telling our friends and family we're pregnant!!!

i am freaking out i'm going to g's place we're gonna have lunch together i actually want to throw up i'm like so nervous but like excited i hope she's not suspicious i feel like george and soph could be we didn't really tell anyone that we were trying but i did tell soph and g i don't know if they'll be like shocked You know what I mean?Like Soph and George, because they kind of know, whereas no one else knows.I have no idea how I'm going to tell them.I've got a pregnancy test in my bag that maybe I'll pull out at some point, but I have no idea how I'm about to do this.I know they're going to be so excited though, so I'm going to tell G first, because I'm having lunch with her, and then I'm going to see Soph after, and I'm going to tell her.What's up guys?

What's up guys?I got to G's place and I'm eating my burrito bowl.

Yum.It doesn't look good.It doesn't look so good.

Fair.I thought she was like, the girls are definitely gonna suspect it.Inevitable.My way to Lang's house to tell her that I'm pregnant I truly have no idea if she's gonna be like absolutely shocked or if she's gonna be like, oh my gosh, I knew it So I'm really intrigued to see her reaction, but I know she'll be so excited.So can't wait to tell her Welcome back sweet friends.Look who's back I actually have something that I op shopped that I want to show you.

Oh my gosh.

So I'm going to get you in.Close your eyes.

Okay, look at me. I just have no idea what to expect from my mom.

Like there's a chance that she could just freak out in like the best way possible.She's probably been waiting for this day since maybe the day after I got married.So I am one of four siblings, but I don't think any of my siblings are really at that stage of life where they want to start a family.And so my mom has definitely made me aware that she is waiting for the day that she becomes a grandma.So for both of our parents, we've made little wine bottle labels.I can't really show you because it has like our actual personal information on it.

Like the due date and stuff like that, which I'm not really ready to share.But I took inspo from this photo that I found on Pinterest and it just says, baby on the way, a little picture of a pram.And it says promoted to grandparents.Cause again, this will be their first grandchild.And we're doing the same thing for Liam's parents too.It's kind of for both of you.

to head over to Liam's brother's place so my brother and sister -in -law and I was trying to think of a fun way to tell them and so we went out and got little matching outfits.There is currently one grandchild on Liam's side of the family so we have one nephew and he is the sweetest ever but I thought it would be really fun to get them little cousin matching outfits because this will be his first cousin but we got a little jumper for my nephew and then a little baby one for our baby.We were trying to find something gender neutral that had baby sizes and toddler sizes, which was actually kind of harder than I thought it would be.My sister -in -law and I have talked about this for so long, so I'm so excited to tell her.I don't know exactly how we're going to do it.I'm thinking I'm going to put the baby one at the bottom, and then my nephew's, and she asked to borrow some books, so I'm going to put these on top.

But I just thought it was cute.

No, it is cute!I feel like it's cute and brown too.And then, I wish they made one of ours.

because I'm actually going for my baby.It just brings such a smile to my face.I am so thankful to have so many people in our life that are just so happy for us in this season and so excited.However, I hate that I have to mention this.I hate that I have to disclaim this, but I just know I'll get comments if I don't.Obviously, I only got to film a handful of reactions and that's not because I like some people more than other people or these are my closest people or whatever.

Like there are so many other moments that we had that were so special and I wish I could have filmed them but sometimes it's just not the time or place to bring out a camera for just so many reasons.And we have so many people in our life that we love and adore that I have never pulled a camera out in front of.I am very conscious of the people in my life who don't want to be on camera or I'm not sure if they're comfortable being on camera and therefore in the many years of me knowing them I've never pulled out a camera so I was not about to start now.Like it would have just made it suspicious, it would have made it weird, it would have just ruined the vibe.So I just thought instead of risking making it weird, I just wanted to have that moment be pure, you know?And so yeah, there are a lot of people that we told, who I love so so dearly, that I just wasn't able to film, or it didn't make sense to film, or I didn't want to film.

But Liam and I have those memories, and that is the most important part, and I am so happy with the ones that I was able to film and share with you guys.But again, Not everyone wants to be on camera, and I just wanted to be conscious of that.But again, I hope you guys enjoyed this video.It's a really special one to me, but I guess I'll see you guys in the next one.Goodbye.